Mo bantu kmu inih...

Hmmm,, maLem2 ndirian di kmr enak jg…
Tmen berbagi kehangatan dunia maLem sdg tak dirmh…
Kykna daku bkL jd wanita kesepian Lg ampe daku pLg Indo nanti..
Bayangkan,, tiap jam 11an dirina tLah meninggaLkankuw dan br kembaLi ktika diri inih tLah menaiki ranjangkuw…
Denger2 gosip,, ia pun akan mencLok sana sinih,, nginep di rmh tmen yg Laenna stLah exam tgL 6 nanti…
Dan ditutup dgn kepuLanganna tgL 9 siang…

Sendiri sendiri bginih,, bnyk inspirasi muncuL..
Dtg & pgi…
Datang tak dijemput,, puLang tak diantar (bgitu bkn yah tag Line si JaLangkung ???)
Pencerahan pencerahan muLe menampakkan tanda2 keberadaan dirina…
Lampu2 gedung disebeLah kirikuw inih bgitu indah,, jd senang memandangna…
Tp,, udah bbrp hr inih bintang enggan berhadapan dgnkuw,, skrg pun tak ad…
LaLu LaLu…. Sperti biasa kegiatan dim Lm hr,, meLayangkan pandangan ke tipi & bLog tman tmin…

Bnerna,, cuma inih segh yg mo Rani ksh tau..
4 my dear friend: kmu mgkn bs bc bLog inih,, Bang Ipan yg empunya….
Kmu bc postingan si Ipann yg taiteLna "Buat seorang teman" and "Tambahan buat seorang teman"...
Baca yah….
Eh,, jgn cuma dibaca…
KaLo kata guru2 di skoLah “Jangan cuma dibaca saja,, yang penting itu harus dimengerti!!!”
Jd tmankuw,, dimengerti yah…
SiLahkan…siLahkannn…
Hope it heLps you !!!!!
Mgkn sajah membantumuw,, mgkn Lhooo yaaaa...
Rani kan bkn peramaL,, dunno much about you...

Le gra’

Ice Cream and 1st step...

Went to her house,, taLked and pLayed…
One thing that I Like from her is we not just taLking rubbish,, she aLways can bring at Leat one topic to be discussed…
ShouLd Learn from her how she bring up the case,, hihihihihi…

Last nite,, dr smua perbincangan kita,, ad 1 yg cukup teringat hr inih…
SoaL ice cream…
Dy punya teori es krim…
Katana,, kLo es krim yg punya variant rasa banyak banget ntu,, tiap fLavourna incomparabLe…
And jd preferensi each of us to choose our fave fLavour…
LaLu dy mskin tuh teori dLm sebuah hubungan,, hahahaha…

Ada sebuah kasus dmn ada seseorang yg ndak bisa ngambiL keputusan krn dy suka eskrim vanilla sama cokLat… Sama sukana….
Tapi ndak bisa ngedapetin dua-duana,, and ndak reLa juga buat ngeLepas saLah satuna dgn aLesan “they’re simpLy incomparabLe”
Haizzzz,, aLasan yg cukup2 kLise: I N C O M P A R A B L E

Why???
Tuhan nyiptain umatna beda satu sama Laen,, one of a kind…
Jd inget kata si Om Harun “Bahkan anak kembar sekaLipun,, ad bedana..”
Suka ndak suka,, tetep aja harus ad trade-off…
We can’t aLways have everything we want…
So,, make up your mind ;p


Please….
Bukan karena aku menganggapmu main-main..
Aku rasa kita masih butuh banyak waktu…

Waktu…
Untuk kamu mengerti aku..
Untuk kamu mengerti hidupmu..
Untuk kamu memaknai dirimu sebagaimana seharusnya…

Waktu…
Untuk aku menjadi bijaksana menghadapi kamu…
Untuk aku mempertanggungjawabkan apa yang aku katakan kepadamu

Jangan manja,, beLajar bersabar…Mungkin suatu saat kamu mengerti…
Tapi sekarang kamu bisa menghapus aku…
Mungkin dimuLai dengan menghapus namaku…

It’s not about me…
It’s about you…
You suppose have a LiL bit of strength to say it,, coz you’re the onLy one who can do it…
It’s good to Let it fLow and take it as usuaL…
But,, if the scar is the onLy thing that is Left…
WiLL you dare to make the scar bigger and bigger ???
You wiLL hurt someone even more…
Don’t be seLfish !!!
As your friend,, I don’t want you to make my friends hurt..
Coz you are my friend,, he is my friend,, she is my friend,, they are my friend…
Don’t wait for other peopLe to start,, you can start first…

Le gra’

Depapepe

It has a unique name…
But how they pLay the guitar,, ooowwwww….
Rani terpesonaaaa…








It makes me faLL in Love with guitar again ;p



Le gra'

Miss DeniaL

Remembered of my 5 buddies who caLLed me “Miss DeniaL”
As we chatted Last nite,, you caLLed me with that name again…
I know the reason behind that name…
SimpLy bcoz most of the time I aLways deny the things they’ve said…
They asked whether I couLd do my test weLL or not and I aLways say “huhuhu,, dunno Leh… I can’t do..”
But in the end of the day,, I stiLL get a good mark…
They asked me whether I Like a particuLar person or not,, I repLy “Of course nottttt… Can’t be Lahhh…”
But the truth is not Like that…
They asked me to do those thingie they’ve said,, I said “Huuuu,, I’m afraid I can’t… I don’t have the capabiLity….”
But finaLLy,, I can manage it…
And there’s stiLL more exampLes which showed that I’m a deniaL before their eyes…

WeLL,, it seems that I don’t beLieve in myseLf…
Don’t get me wrong…
What I just wanna teLL is….
It’s true when I said I can’t…
I reaLLy can’t do it but by God’s grace,, I’m abLe to do it…
It’s not by my power,, by it’s totaLLy by Jesus my mighty saviour…
Bcoz He invoLves in every part of my Life,, so that I can reach the certain point which I couLdn’t do it..
And it’s aLL coming back to Him now…
Everything is for His gLory…
Hence,, stop calling me “Miss DeniaL” !!!!!!

Le gra’

TeLL me,, why is it hard….

Then teLL me….
Why is it hard to taLk to you ??
Why is it hard to make you trust on my words ??
Why is it hard to stay caLm in front of you ??
Why is it hard to take it easy ??
Why is it hard to get cLoser to you ??
Why is it hard to be away from you ??
Why is it hard to keep my heart beating normaLLy ??
Why is it hard to make my emotion stabLe ??
Why is it hard to teLL the truth ??
Why is it hard to make it happened ??
Why is it hard to Love you ??
Why is it hard to beLieve in the reaLity ??

Le gra’

Maintain controL...

Trying to maintain controL in this Life is a bit Like trying to maintain controL on a roLLer coaster...
The ride has its own Logic and is going to go its own way,, regardLess of how tightLy you grip the bar... There is a thriLL and a power in simpLy surrending to the ride and fuLLy feeLing the ups and downs of it,, Letting the curves take you rather than fighting them…
When you fight the ride,, resisting what’s happening at every turn,, your whoLe being becomes tense and anxiety is your cLose companion…
When you go with the ride,, accepting what you cannot around,, freedom and joy wiLL inevitabLy arise…
We can give in to our fear and anxiety,, or we can surrender to this great mystery with courage…
When we see peopLe on a roLLer coaster,, we see that there are those with their faces tight with fear and then there are those that smiLe broadLy with their hands in the air,, carried through the ride on a wave of freedom and joy...
This powerfuL image reminds us that often the onLy controL we have is choosing how we are going to respond to the ride...

Today I humbLy ask Mr. Creator for the grace to find the space between my impuLse and my action..
To Let fLow a cooLing breeze when I wouLd respond with heat…
To interrupt fierceness with gentLe peace…
To accept the moment which aLLows judgement to become discernment..
To defer to siLence when my tongue wouLd rush to attack or defend…
I promise to watch for every opportunity to turn toward my higher power for guidance…
I know where this power is,, it resides within me,, as cLear as a mountain stream,, hidden in the hiLLs…
I thank Mr. Creator for this world of Light and truth I see when I aLLow it to direct my vision…
I trust it today and hope ir trusts me to make aLL effort to find the right thought and action today…


Le gra’

My apologize pt.2…

…Mr. xyz…
Sorry for not teLLing you the truth,, the truth that I’ve aLways hide it away in front of you…
It’s not our time,, it’s not the right time and it’s not anyone’s fauLt…
pLease be nice and shine… forever…
Sorry if I have said something that I might not say it…
Thx for the answered poetry…
Sorry jg yah Mr kLo Rani sering beLok2in jwban tiap kLi kmu nanya ;p

…Monyet…
A sunny Saturday afternoon,, my fave pLace in Singapore,, a bLack sungLasses,, a roLLerbLade,, 2 cds…
However,, it started with a mistake in the beginning…
And thus,, sorry for that unrighteousness…

…Ko Chan…
Maaph ko,, Rani sering ngerepotin muLuk,, minta toLong iniLah,, ntuLah…
Suka jd tempat Limpahan mknan…
Trus,, kLo ad sms2 yg tdk berkenan,, maaph Lhoo ko..
Emang suka nyasar2 window jimeLkuw,, demikian haLna dgn sms (bnyk tgn2 usiL ;p)
Thx udah jd sasaran empuk buat dipukuLin & dicubitin…
Maaph yah kLo kesakitan,, hihihihi…
Sorry yah ko,, kLo Rani sering ngeseLin…

…Ceph…
Nak,, maaph yah kLo sering geLitikin kmu..
Maaph jg kLo sering buat kmu susah,, ngerepotin kmu…
Trus kLo becanda jg suka nyerempet2 ;p
Ehmmm,, kLo ad pertanyaan2 yg bLom bs dijwb jg makLum yah nak… Hihihihi…
Maaph jg Lho kLo suka nuduh2 kmu sbg peLaku tindak criminaL,, abies tampangmu pLg cocok buat meLakukan smua ketidakadiLan inih,, hihihihi…
Thx Lhooo ceph udah jd tmen berjimeL2an maLem,, waLopun Rani suka ketiduran ;p

…eLisa…
Partnerkuw berbagi makanannnn,, uhuyyyyyy…
Maaph yah ce eL,, kLo biasana porsi berbagi kt sering ndak rata,, bnykan ke aku rasana…
Hehehe,, sorry Lho ce eL…
Gara2 Rani,, jd bnyk yg memanggiLmu dgn embeL2 “cece” ;p
Trus,, maaph jg kLo merasa pernah terpojokkan,, hihihihi…
Maaph hr inih ndak join maen pooL…
Thx yah atas 2200na,, huahahaha…

…Bang Ipannn…
Huuuuuuuuu,, dirikuw bLom sempet tour ke Bdg,, dirimuw tLah meninggaLkan kota ntu Lg…
Bang Ipannnn,, thx yah mo nemenin jogging mLm wkt Lg skt ntu,, hihihihi…
Maaph Lhooo,, kLo sering buat kmu keseL…

…GirL…
Bukan maksudkuw Lho girL kLo ad deringan teLponmuw yg ndak diangkat…
Smua ntu bukanLah kesengajaan bLaka kok,, hihihihi…
Udah stengah taon kt berteman,, rasana cepet skaLiii yah…
Maaph Lho girl kLo Rani sering buat sLh ama kmu,, bnyk yg ga disadari segh hrsnaa…
Thx for being a nice & cheerful girL ^^

…Cuy2…
Hoiiii tetanggaaaa,, hihihihi…
Gimana fitnessmuw ??? Ayoooo cuyy,, demi jd manager yah ??? ;p
Oupssss,, maaph kLo sering ngeLedekinnnnn & nyerempet2 si ntu…
Yg di Sakae Sushi jg,, ndak sengaja ntu bunggg….
Maaph Lhooo,, kLo kmu jd korban ketidakadiLan,, gara2 istiLah qiu2na Rani yg controversiaL,, hahaha…

…Wawan…
Maaph wan,, remote Wii muw pernah Rani jatohin,, ndak sengaja Lho wan…
Wan,, sering2 masakin dunk,, trus tetanggamuw inih diundang gtu ;p
Pengen bLajar masak ama wawannnn,, huahahaha…
Oh yaaa,, wkt buat pancake dL ntuh,, maaphkan kena kakimuw Lhooo….

…Devi…
Maaph kmaren ndak jd ntn yah kt,, hihihihi…
Mar,, thx yah for
Hoo yaaaa,, ttg yg unfaithfuL ntu udah ngerti bLom ??
Kok rasana Rani jg jd penasaran yah,, hehehe…

…Ce Bombie…
Ohhhh ceceeeeee…
Maaph Lhooo sering Rani geLitikin jg suka ngeLedekin & ngegodain…
Lucuuu sekaLi segh dirimuw… Rani jd tergoda… Qiuuu qiuuuu….
Thx yah ce bukuna taon LaLu,, mgkn kLo ad Laen kesempatan hrs minjem Lg (ad tambahan kah disitu??)
Maaphkan dirikuw ce,, mgkn Rani sering buat cece keseL…

…Ce Lydia…
Cece yg penuh kesabaran inih…
Thx Lhoooo atas tumpangan taxi setiap sLasa maLem,, hihihihi…
bLom Lg smua jasa2 & kebaekan cece,, huhuhuhu,, jd terharuuuu…
Ce,, maaphkan Rani yah kLo bikin repot,, nyusahin….

…Mamah Fenny…
Yah,, waLopun dirimuw ndak mgkn bc bLog Rani inih,, tetep aj hrs nuLis…
Maaphkan anakmu inih mah,, kLo suka ngerepotin…
Sering bgt yah pas mgg Rani ndak ad cash,, Larina ke mamah dL.. hehehe…
Thx Lohhh bantuan & didikanna sLama ushering,, hihihihi…
Hmmm mah,, adain session DFS Lg dunk ;p
PerLu updatean terkinih inih,, hihihihi….

…Ce Dian…
Waaaaa,, AWeeeeeeeeeeeee….
Ai yg penuh keceriaan inih,, yg kLo teLpon Rani suarana jg sok2 diLucuin,, hihihi…
Maaph Lhooo ce,, kLo suka ikut2an manggiL “aw.. aw”,, ndak pake embeL2 ce Lg ;p

Mianheyooo everyone…
KaLo Rani purposeLy or unintentionaLLy ngebuat kaLian smua tersinggung or marah or keseL or perasaan2 yg mirip2 ama gtu,, mianhe…
Above aLL,, pertanyaan kLise: kita msh berteman bae kan yah ?????

Le gra’

My apoLogize pt.1…

To be honest,, there’s no speciaL event or specific reason for me to post this entry…
Just feeL Like too much mistakes which I’ve made…
Dunno how to apoLogise to y’aLL…
That’s why I choose to post it though I know you may not know or read it…
Sorry for choosing this way to say it to y’aLL…
There’s something that I can’t speak it directLy (sorry for that too…)
It may mean anything for you,, but for me it means……..

My Creator…
Mr. Creator,, pLease forgive me that I aLways deLay it…
Mr. Creator,, for this year,, can you heLp me to make it happen ???
Sorry if aLL the time I keep distracted…
Sorry if most of the time I wondering and worrying about it…
Regret comes Late,, but with You,, nothing can be regretted…
Just teach me Mr. Creator,,, teach me…
Once again,, teach me…………..

Mimi & Pipi…
Thx for bring happiness to my Life,, therefore I shouLd bring it to you aLso…
Thx for being so patience with me up tiLL now…
Sorry…
Sorry for my stubbornness…
Sorry for my chiLdishness…
Sorry for being too seLfish…

Bimby…
Yuhuwww,, my dear feLLow…
Maph yah say,, kLo suka sms pagi2,, suka ngebangunin kmu…
Smua ntu demi janji kt bedua buat taon inih kan Mbiii,, inget kan ???
Ayooooo,, Let’s do that promise !!!!
Sorry jg kLo Rani bLkgan jd ansos,, hihihihihi….
Inih kan gara2 efek ad yg ninggaLin Rani trus ke Jkt ;p

Manchuw…
Cuwwwwww,, aku kangen kmuuuu….
Sorry Lhooo,, aku udah jarang oL msn,, weekend jg biasana ndak di rmh…
Huuuuuu…
Tmen giLa2an sLama di MoncoLL,, argh… Susahna mendapatkan yg sperti dirimuw Lg…
Maaphin Rani yah cuw,, kLo suka ngerepotin kmu dL…
Maaphin jg kLo panggiLanmuw sering tak terjawab,, hihihihi…

Kebo…
My dear roomie,, hihihihi…
Maaph Lho booo,, kLo kmu sering aku tiggaLin….
Sorry jg Lhooo,, kLo Rani cerewettttt bgt.. ApaLagi kLo udah soaL bersih2…
bLom Lg ditambah ngingetin kmu buat nyetrika,, atur bj,, bosen yah dicerewetin Rani ??
Maaphkan sayah….
Ntu jg,, maaphkan yah kLo tiap pg kmu sLaLu Rani bgnin…
Kan ktna kmu mo coba bgn pg,, yah dgn senang hati Rani bgnin kmu Lorrrrr,, hihihi…
Mariii nak,, bgn pg ntu menyehatkan jiwa & raga,, asaL kmu jgn bobo Lg atuh >.<

Mbah…
Mantan tman seranjang,, uhuyyyyyyy….
Kangen jg dgn dirimuw mbah…
Sorry yah kLo awaL2 dL,, Rani msh takut kLo Lampu kmr dimatiin…
Sorry jg kLo kadang2 Rani suka msh brisik ampe pg2 buta,, hihihi..
bLom Lg sgaLa perkeLahian kt,, ampe muter2 TangLin View sgaLa,, hihihi…
Kangen am waktu2 dimana maLem2 kt suka crita2 berbagi kisah,, mencari niLai2 kehidupan inih (sah bahasanaaaa… ;p)

Citra…
My dear friend… Tmen mkn siang dL wkt di Monash College...
Sorry Lhooo kLo tiap siang Rani sLaLu maen ke BencooLen demi 1.5 jam yg brarti…
bLom Lg nasi Lemak yg sLaLu menemani sambiL nunggu streamingan video,, hihihihi…
Sorry jg yah wkt2 kebimbangan ama si es ntu,, just feeL wanna say sorry…
Gmn kbr NUS mu skrg nak ???
Aku Lupa bLg kmu,, bbrp mgg yg LaLu aku ada maen Lho ke NUS,, mkn di canteenna,, tp Lupa sms kmuuuu….
Abies,, aku pikir kmu msh di Smg segh…
Gmn kbr koko ?? Tanyain tuh Cit,, koko kpn nikah ;p
Msh bokep ndak tuh si koko ?? Hahahaha…

Sweety…
Swithart,, where are you my darLing ???
WiLL you Leave for Aussie ???
My dearLy friend,, if I can say,, I reaLLy want you to stay here..
But,, in the name of the bright future,, Let’s pursue your dreams babe…
Sorry yah Sue,, I know I’ve made mistakes to you,, whether I reaLize it or not…
You’ve been so great to me,, so kind…
I stiLL remember that you’re my desk mate in the first Marketing cLass in MoncoLL…

Icha Hebring…
HeLLoooo miss hebring…
Adoowww,, miss busy basi tuh hrsna diberika kpdmuw instead of me…
Ibuk yg super duper sibuk inih..
Jasa2muw tak kan kuLupakan Cha,, ampe dpt mc 1 bLn ntu,, huahahaha…
Sorry Lhoo wkt ntu kepepet Cha,, ndak tau mo gmn crna…
Maaph ya kmu jd dibw2…
Sorry jg Lho tiap maen ke rmhmuw,, kue saLjuna semakin surut..
Kykna tuh kue bkL Rani doank degh yg ngabisin ;p

Edwin…
Maaph yah Win,, if I couLdn’t utter aLL the questions…
For the mistakes & the uncertainties I’ve created,, forgive me…
The yeLLowcard,, I won’t ever forget it.. My fave song & my room…
That was a great moment ^^
We’re not 18 anymore,, I hope you can reaLize that..
And one thing I want you to Learn,, it hurts Win…
Sorry…

To be continued….

The Things We Never Did – A1

You and me
We sit and taLk of friendship then I ask
If you can see
If we couLd be together, forever

I see the Light die in your eyes
Coz you’re scared you’LL hurt
So you don’t want to try

Chorus: WeLL take a chance and come home with me
You couLd stay for eternity
If you tru then at Least you’LL see
Then you’LL never regret
The things we never did

You turn to me
I see your eyes and somehow they cease to shine
You smiLe at me
Yet I can see,, you don’t think we can make it

You see the Light die in my eyes
Coz I’m scared to Lose you
I wish you wouLd try

Chorus


*hope you not onLy Listen to this song but aLso understand the meaning ;p*

Can't hurry Love

To my bro…
ALL I know was you need a companion…
Sorry if I couLdn’t heLp you much my dear bro…
If onLy…. If onLy…..
I just curious about the one that makes you upset…
If onLy you teLL me the reason…
This weekend,, you promise me ;p
I may not know you weLL... maybe just a few conversations…
But I know that you are muLtitaLented person,, Love God & ur fams,, smart,, gokiL,, care…
Yg trakhir… Bs masakkkkkk… (hayooo Lho ko,, makin bnyk utangmu ama Rani ;p)

Conversations di bwh inih sering bgt Rani denger ko,, ndak heran Lah jdnaa…
“Kadang aku suka binun deh,, kok dy bginih yah,, kok dy bgituh yah?”
“Kok kadang2 dy care bgt yah,, tp kok kadang2 dy cuek bgt pdhL ndak ad sebabna?”
“Apa dy gtu sama aku doang,, apa sama smua org?”
(maaph kLo gaya ngomongna dituLis pake gaya ngomong Rani ^^)

And jwban kLise yg sering Rani bLg adLh:
Kata org2 segh,, you can’t hurry Love, babe…
You just have to wait…
Si om phiL coLLins degh kLo ndak sLh yg bLg gtu…
Progress segh bLh Lamban,, tp yg penting msh ad progress kan,, drpd ndak sama skaLi…

Bnerna yah ko,, Rani jg ndak gtu ngerti soaL bginian.. bkn good advisor nampakna,, hihihihi…
Tp yah,, jd inget kata2 si Agmon yg nyanyi ginih: “cinta inih.. kadang tak ada Logika…”
Namana jg cinta,, mana bisa diLogikain ko…
Abies,, mnurut sumber tak jLas,, dy bLg tuh kLo pd dsrna cinta itu 50% emosi, 50% Logika…
Jd…. Yah,, koko ngerti Lah yaaaa ;p
Ayooooo kokokuw,, dirimuw pst bs ngeLewatinna…
Just beLieve that God wiLL guide you to the best option which wiLL be chosen ^^
Btw,, janji tetapLah janji yah ko…
Trussss,, jgn appear off Lg yah msn muw ;p

Le gra’

Just a waLkpath...

At the beginning,, she thought it wiLL be fun…
A bit of spices for her days… a bit here and a bit there…
But now,, it’s not something that she wants…
It’s more than that…
She doesn’t know when it started exactLy or how it began…
Her mind toLd her it’s just part of her chiLdishness…
Above aLL things,, it turns out to be the point where she entered the grey area…
She Lost the meaning of the pure heart that she’s been asked…
TheoreticaLLy she shouLd know how to drag herseLf back to the right pLace…
But the deviLs never stop to find her mistakes in order to hoLd her there…

Sitting in the bus on my way home…
One thing stuck in my mind since Last few days…
Somehow I feeL Like I did a mistake to Let it be..
Tried aLways to caLm down,, but on the other hand I Look Like a fooL…
And I couLd do anything except surrender it to My Creator…
Thinking of when My Creator wiLL give the answer…
I know that day wiLL come,, in a month,, a year,, a decade…
I have to depend on You more than anything, my Creator ;p
Therefore,, Let the faith overcomes the doubt…
I want to use it as one of my testimonies in my book of Life,, provided My Creator aLLows this thing to be happened…
Let it be the fruit for Your gLory,, and aLLow me to produce these fruit…
So,, Lemme ask about it for this year and Lemme pray for it ;p

PS: Don’t worry,, you are in my prayers too^^

Le gra’

Here & There

I want to sing and fLy
I want to hear good news about my friends
I want aLL good things to happen now

We are just Like the wine
We age with grace and Love
We are fiLLed with truth and Love
And have Learnt aLL about Life through time
We are the best we’ve ever been

Long waLks at night
That’s what goods for the souL
Peeking into windows
Watching tired roommate

So many Lights but not shining
So many hearts but not beating
So many songs but without meLody
So many fLowers but without smeLL
And from the peeking into windows
Just you was there

Le gra’

Be strong ^^

As the new resoLutions have been made,, there’s so many things that need to be renewed…

I just reminded by MYC’s word: be strong… or at Least try to be one…

Hmmmm….

ActuaLLy,, we don’t have to wait tiLL new year to renew our bad habits,, our weaknesses…

Hihiihihi…

Through it,, I Learn ^^

If onLy this can Last forever…

If onLy there isn’t a change…

If onLy this is pure…

Then I don’t have to be hurt Like now…

Le gra’

Other messages

Life is back as usuaL…
I Love it, something that I miss for the Last two weeks,, hihihihi…
Now,, when everything is going as normaL as it can be,, the probLem is me…
Can I make it as naturaL as it was ??
;p

Message to a girL:
Heyyyy you girL…
I’m gLad to know you,, a cheerfuL young girL…
When I’m with you,, Life seems Like so easyyy…
SLowLy but sure,, you’re getting cLose to him…
It’s predictabLe,, hehehehe…
But,, you don’t know the fuLL story yet…
No wonder that your act is soooo innocent…
I’m afraid he has another pLan that can be ruined by your actions..
However,, I can’t teLL you aLL of his story…
Coz,, I’m stiLL puzzLing it and searching for the missing piece…
Since we are in the same track,, why don’t we coLLaborate to get to the end of the story ??

Message to a boy:
I just want to observe more…
Can I keep myseLf away from being distracted ???
I don’t know when my time is up…
I think this year wiLL be my time…
With a LittLe time I have,, may I ………………… ????
But the principLes are too hard to be negotiated, aren’t they ??
When wiLL it be my turn ???
Can you teLL me ???

Le gra’

Messages in the beginning

To my Bestfriend: Nothing more that I couLd give to you,, coz you own everything…
A year went by and it’s a bLessing to know I’m aLive…
Let’s do great job this year and Lemme bear much fruits for Your gLory ;p

To my parents: Wish that I couLd be with you as the year changed…
Sorry for the things I’ve done…
I know that you are there to support me…
Love you.. Muach..muach…

To Mr. xyz: I was sooooo happy that at Least we couLd give our smiLe sincereLy…
I think you’ve been through quite difficuLt times Last year…
So Let’s start this year with the truth meaning of “friend”…
Hope to see you soon dear ^^

To my monyet: FinaLLy,, you were contactabLe…
After few months you were missing and uncontactabLe,, I’m happy that we can taLk again…
Don’t be Like that anymore yah nyetttt,, coz you are special too ;p

To Kebo: thx for being such a good friend…
Be more persistent and mature for this year yah…

To Rabs,, Wepe,, Yaya & Dei,, Gortep & Agnes: wowwww,, what a wonderfuL friends you are…
Just remember how I stiLL miss you wherever you are now…
I know that miles won’t separate us…
Let’s pursue our dreams and hope to meet you my friends…
Hugging,, hihihihi….

To my LiL bird: Thx for aLL you’ve done…
A souL of a friend that I’m Longing…
A spirit that never fade away…
WeLL done my dear friend ;p

To bLessed: you are there to strengthen me…
Lucky to be a member of this famiLy…
Hope to know you weLL ;p

2007….
Seven,, my fave no…
Numerous moments happened…
CountLess event took pLace…
Many experiences I’ve Learnt…
SeveraL things changed…
Thousand feeLings surrounded…

2008…
New resoLutions made…
Another big pLans are waiting…
Let’s enjoy for every second…

Ps: I didn’t see it but it’s okay…
I wish if I have a chance to see it,, I wiLL be with you ^^

Le gra’

Sanctuary

Lord, prepare me to be a sanctuary
Pure and holy, tried and true
With thanksgiving, I’ll be a living
Sanctuary for you

Le gra'