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Friday, August 27, 2010

Travelling to our own star

Everybody has a star that they're travelling towards. They're starting on Earth and reaching up to the sky, and they leap. That's the first step on their journey towards their star. And we're passing near other people all the time, on their own way to their particular stars.

Now, sometimes we see other people headed towards similar stars, and we can talk about our stars together or we can get or help give directions, but their star, although similar, isn't in the same part of the sky. So we part ways after a hello, because we have to get to our star.

Sometimes, we find that we've been travelling near someone because our stars are close together, and we decide that it would be more fun to travel together. We go on the same path for a while and share our lives, but eventually they have to go to their star and you have to go to yours, and the paths split up. Sometimes it's harder than others, but your stars were never in the same place and that's just how it is.

Now, the heavens move and revolve, and the paths to our stars are constantly changing. Some will be near you sometimes and then move away, and some will start out far away and move closer together. Some of the paths are easier, some harder. That's why people pass through our lives sometimes - they're just on the way to their own stars, and it intersects our path once or twice or for a while. There's no fault to it at all - we are just following our paths.

And then, sometimes, if we're very lucky, we meet someone whose star stays close to ours, and we decide to travel that way together. No two people have the exact same star, but sometimes they're similar and close by and the way is made better when it's travelled by two. Those are the people we stay close to, because they end up being a lover or a close friend.

But always, always, we must keep travelling to our star.

Le gra’

Karena ku sanggup...

Monday, August 23, 2010

wisdom

Prov 3:13-15 : "Happy is the man who finds wisdom, and the man who gains understanding; For her proceeds are better than the profits of silver, and her gain than fine gold. She is more precious than rubies, and all the things you may desire cannot compare with her".

Hikmat adalah sesuatu yang sangat berharga, sesuatu yang sangat indah dan tidak ada bandingannya dari segala sesuatu yang dapat kita inginkan.
Seperti "female", maka hikmat harus dikejar, diupayakan dengan penuh antusiasme, hikmat tidak datang dengan sendirinya, tanpa kita berusaha memperolehnya.

Permulaan hikmat adalah takut akan Tuhan…Takut akan Tuhan yang menunjukkan pengagungan dan penghormatan kepadaNya… Jadi pertama-tama yang harus kita lakukan untuk memperoleh hikmat adalah merendahkan hati… Kemudian kita harus sungguh-sungguh menginginkannya dan mencarinya seperti kita mengejar "seorang perempuan yang luar biasa"…

Dear Father,, I need Your wisdom…
I admit all my proud that hold up Your graciousness…
Help me to throw away my proud…
Fill me Holy Spirit with wisdom…
In the name of Jesus… Amen…


Le gra’

Tiffany said if Love is bLind...



Maybe I am just a fool for you..
If I'm the one who's wrong...
Then Let it be my mistake....

Friday, August 20, 2010

the magic of water

If you just swim over the sparks,, you’ll get bored…
If you dive into the feeling,, you’ll get drown…
If you can’t drag yourself back to land,, you’ll get lost…
You shouldn’t bring yourself to the water in the first place…
You don’t know the right direction and no one can tell you…
And what you can do is just crying over the night….

Le gra’

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Ajeng - Saat kau tak disini...



terpenjara sepi...
kunikmati sendiri...

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Love affair

Just read few lines from Jend’s blog… And the quote is like this:
Si CINTA bertanya kepada SELINGKUH:
C:Kalo CINTA ada,, kenapa harus ada SELINGKUH??
S: karena SELINGKUH memberi senyuman kepada CINTA ketika dia sedang bersedih…


Since I’m in Jakarta,, the thing that I never imagine was happened surrounds me…
Most of the things that I never ever think of before…
Up till now,, I’m still struggling with it…
Knowing the things that is not right but can’t do anything….
Is it called the battlefield???
Is this the reason why God somehow still put me in Jakarta??

One of it is called love affair…
Be it between colleagues,, church mates,, school mates…
Dunia perselingkuhan somehow become close to me,, hahahaha…
How could it be when you have a faithful spouse and nothing’s wrong with the relationship but yet you falls in love affair… When the love is still there,, how could he cheat with someone else?? When the love is not there,, why he still holding on that relationship?? Does he ever feel guilty to his spouse??
Apa karena sang cinta sedang bersedih sehingga ia mencari perselingkuhan untuk memberikan senyum sementara untuknya???

The funny thing is he can maintain 2 relationships in the same time with 2 different girls… He gives love to both of the girls,, he gives his care,, he plays the role as a good boyfriend... I’m not sure which one does he love the most…
I don’t know what’s happening among them… The more I look at them,, the more confuse I get… Speechless…
Is it possible to love more than one person in the same time???
Is there a true love in the midst of them??

In the end,, they must choose… Cause Life is all about choices…
I emphasize at the guy who has to choose between his spouse or the girl that loves him…
I bet he comes back at his spouse and marry her and no matter what the girl has to be forgotten…
Even if the guy says she will not be dumped or she will not be forgotten or she will not be left out,, whatever he may call it,, the meaning is still the same… Separation…
Does the guy realize that he's just satisfy his desire and lust??
Does the guy realize that what he's doing is just hurt the girl with all the fantasy that he creates??
Does the guy realize that he's just left the scars in the girl's heart??

If the girl knows that in the end she will be dumped anyway,, why does she still want to be with the guy??
If the girl knows that the guy has a girlfriend anyway,, why does she still have the guts to love the guy???
Why does the girl look so stupid to spend her time with the guy who can’t be hers??
Why does the girl look so stupid to waste her time being fooled by all the things covered by so called love???
Why does the girl look so stupid when she wants to be hurt by the guy who is not even make her an option???
Why does not the girl use the time she has to look for her true love that loves her truly and faithfully???
Does the girl ever ask God to give her freedom and righteousness???

**Hmm… I want to see the end of their road and being a witness of this crazy world….**

Le gra’

Vierra -- Seandainya

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Here the thought of "what if" come across again....
I can't help not to think about it...
But when I get the answer?
Or maybe it simply can't be answered???

The probLem is not finding someone
The probLem is might be finding someone who understands
The journey towards understanding someone starts
but onLy ends with death
The true probLem with peopLe is their Lack of understanding
No one person wiLL ever be truLy understood
For peopLe are constantLy changing
Changing what they wear
Changing their feeLings
Changing their minds
UntiL death…..

Le gra'