The Laughter incident in the middLe of the nite was caused by the words on those pink papers...
Hehehehehe....
I aLmost never see Nissa'a Laughter Like Last nite...
It seemed Like she Laugh from the bottom of her heart,, heheheheh...
I'm gLad to see her Laughing Like that,, I can feeL her freedom,, hihihihih...
But,, she was Laughing because of my stupidity,, hiks..hiks..hiks...
Le gra'
FinaLLy,, the busiest week for this month was over…
Enchanting Indonesia was finished and I couLd say that it was successfuL…
Thx for aLL the committees,, aLL the volunteers,, aLL the participants,, and of course thx for aLL who supports and come there…
Hahahahaha….
Do keep contact each others oks??
Hehehehe…
Day 1
Day 2
Hmm,, Si Manado ntuuuu…
Ternyata namana VERO… and si Echaaa,, foto bersamanaaaa…
Hueheuehuehue…
Nikmatna yg jd voLunteer SuLut ;p
Eksistensi PERMATA di EI 08 ;p
Le gra'
Father,, I ask you to bLess my friends reading this right now..
Lord,, show them a new reveLation of your Love and power..
HoLy spirit,, I ask you to minister to their spirit at this very moment..
Where there is pain,, give them your peace and mercy
Where there is seLf doubting,, reLease a renewed confidence in your abiLity to work through them
Where there is tiredness or exhaustion,, I ask you to give them understanding,, patience and strength as they Learn submission to your Leading
Where there is spirituaL stagnation,, I ask you to renew them by reveaLing your nearness and by drawing them into greater intimacy with you
Where there is fear,, reveaL your Love and reLease to them your courage
Where there is a sin bLocking them,, reveaL it and break its hoLd over my friends Life
BLess their finances,, give them greater vision and raise up Leaders,, and friends to support and encourage them..
Give each of them discernment to recognize the demonic forces around them and reveaL to them the power they have in you to defeat it..
I ask you to do these things in Jesus’ name…
Amen…..
Le gra’
Just a thought crossed my mind as a refLection of the previous post….
Weuwwww,, what I can say is Jesus is reaLLyyyyy good to you (for me aLso ;p)
He gave you those friends who are there for you…
He bLessed you with those hearts who reaLLy care about you…
God wants you to grow spirituaLLy and mentaLLy,, more mature from day to day…
I’m saying this doesn’t mean that I’m mature enough actuaLLy,, hohohoho ;p
The simpLe reason is I hope that we can grow together,, hehehe…
I’m wondering wiLL the simpLe misunderstanding end up everything??
Maybe I’m not knowing you weLL Like they are,, hehehehe…
Yeah,, now I know why you reaLLy Love them..
I may not be one of them,, oups I haven’t !!!! ;p
Sorry if I can’t put into the right words ^^
If the end wiLL be Like this,, I’m a bit upset…
However,, it’s aLL your choice,, hihihihi ^^
Le gra’
Kmaren2 inih baca crita ttg org Lumpuh yg diturunin dr atap buat disembuhin Yesus…
KaLo soaL Tuhan nyembuhin dy,, ntu kagum segh…
Tp dbLk ntu,, yg bikin Rani kagum pas trakhir bc crita inih tuh adL tmen2na si org Lumpuh ntu…
Hmmm,, pasti berat degh gotongna yah…
Mgkn rumahna jauh dr tmpt ntu,, trus nyampe situ jg org udah banyak bgt,, ampe ga ad jLn masuk Lg…
Untungna mreka ad akaL Laen,, mreka gotong si Lumpuh ke atap then diikat pake taLi…
Pasti susah degh tuh nurunin org Lumpuh dr atas gtu…
Coba saLah 1 taLina terLaLu cepet turun,, pasti jd miring and si Lumpuh bs jatoh…
Di crita ntu,, Mark 2:1-12,, dibiLang kaLo Yesus Liat iman mreka…
Mreka Lhoooo.. mreka…mreka..
Sapa segh mreka??? Tmen2na si Lumpuh kannn…
Beruntung bgt yah si Lumpuh ntu,, punya tmen2 yg baeeeee bgt…
Mreka ntu yg gotong dy,, mreka yg kasih smangat n pengharapan…
Hidup jd bermakna Lg degh…
Tanpa tmen2 inih,, si Lumpuh Cuma bs tergeLetak di rmh…
That’s the beauty of friendship….
Bersikap sebagai sahabat is a bLessing…
Seorang sahabat adaLah org yg mampu nerima kita apa adana,, keLemahan sekaLigus keLebihan kita…
Hanya org yg berjiwa besar yg mampu bersikap bersahabat… (inih dr kata2 dmn gtu pernah kebaca,, tp udah Lupa dmn ;p)
Sahabat bersih dr jeaLous…
Sahabat sama skaLi ga punya pikiran buat ngejegaL or ngejatohin kita…
KuaLitas bersahabat kyk gtu yg ga ada di setiap tmen…
Kita bisa aje punya 100 tmen,, tp tmen yg sejati bisa diitung jari kaLi yah…
Friendship is great thing…
HaL inih jg pasti dirasain ama si Lumpuh yaaa…
Mgkn ampe berpuLuh puLuh taon kemudian,, si Lumpuh msh tetep inget mreka yg cape2 gotong dy ke atas atap…
Tangan2 ntu…
Tangan2 yg kuat…
Tangan2 yg berbeLas kasih…
Tangan2 para sahabatna…
Hiyaaa,, persahabatan emang amazing..
Hidup jd damai gara2 sikap saLing bersahabat…
And we have our reaL bestfriend,, He is our mighty Jesus ^^
Yey,, yey…
Le gra’
For some friends out there,, who have high seLf pride…
I know you feeL LoneLy inside…
MenangisLahhhh biLa harus menangissss…
Karena kitaaaa smua manusiaaaa…
Manusia bisa terLukaaaaaa…
Manusia pasti menangissss…
Dan manusia pun bisa mengambiL hikmah….
(Air mata – Dewa)
Emang ada yg saLah dengan menangis???
I’m a girL,, but honestly Last time I thought that crying tuh a bit chiLdish,, cengeng bgt kesanna…
David cried,, Peter cried and so did Jesus…
You can read 2 Sam 1:11-12,, Mat 26:75,, John 11:33-35
Daud dikenaL as pemberani,, menangin ratusan perang,, ngaLahin GoLiath,, he did cry when he heard that SauL and Jonathan have died… Si Peter yg sifatna menggebu-gebu juga nangis pas dy inget dosa and kesaLahanna menyangkaL Yesus… LaLu Yesus,, dy nangis Liat Lazarus yg udah mati sebeLum akhirna dibangkitkan Lg..
Menangis bukanLah haL yg cengen jika kita menangis pd tempatna (kok kyk sampah dibuang pd tempatna ;p). For me personaLLy,, menangis ntu ekspresi buat nunjukkin duka yg ada dLm hati ato bs jg kebahagian yg super duperrrrrr wahhh degh pokokna…
Nahan2 nangis hanya karena gengsi,, kykn ntu degh yg cengeng… Karena,, kLo kita nahan kesedihan dLm hati and nyembunyiinna,, it means we don’t wanna face the truth…
HadapiLah kesedihan,, beriLah waktu untuk diri sendiri menikmati kesedihan ntu and izinkan diri kita menangis…
MenangisLah kepada Tuhan…
Tuhan tau rasana bersedih,, Tuhan pernah menangis,, Tuhan tau rasana ditinggaL sendirian,, Tuhan kenaL segaLa jenis penderitaan di bumi inih…
Tetapi,, Tuhan juga mengenaL sukacita kebangkitan kembaLi…
MengenaL sorak sorai kemenangan atas penderitaan,, kesedihan and maut yg pernah diaLamiNya…
Dan dengan kuasaNya,, kita bisa kembaLi bangkit atas kesedihan kita sebeLumna,, ok ???
Ayooo,, kaLo mo nangis,, siLahkan nangis… Tapiiii,, jgn Lupa buat bangkit Lg yah ;p
Le gra’
“Heran degh,, knp yah ampe skrg gw ga dapet pacar?? PdhL gw udah doa ampe puasa sgaLa Lg,, udah nyari di tmpt yg bner jg,, udah inih,, udah itu… tp kok ga dapet2 jg segh?? Apa gw ditakdirkan jombLo seumur hidup ama Tuhan yah?”
“Knapa yah gw udah 3 taon kerja tp kok nasib gw ga brubah2 segh… Tetep aje jd bawahan and ga dpt promosi… Kapan gw bs sukses….. Tuhan ga adiL negh ama gw…”
“Hmm,, gw emang jadian ama dy,, tp kan backstreet gara2 orangtuana… Trus,, skrg gw makin kenaL ama cewek Laen yg menurut gw Lbh bae,, and kt jg udah cocok satu sama Laen.. Trus,, gw mesti gmn dunk?? Mn bs ngiLangin perasaan yg udah tumbuh ginih?? Gw tau segh kebenaran firman Thn bLg apa soaL seLingkuh,, but,, inih susah bgt ngeLepasinna…”
Those sentences ntu jd sering Rani bc di ceting2an bersama tmen2 for the Last month…
Tp,, mgkn jg justru kita yg ad di pihak seperti ntu sekarang??? Hahahha…
Ga munafik,, dL Rani was part of those orang2 yg bisana ngerengek and nodong Tuhan dgn rentetan yg hrs Dia jadiin khusus buat kita… Ga jarang jg Rani ngambek ama Tuhan gara2 Tuhan ga jwb doa2 Rani…
WeLL,, tapi ntu kan duLu… WaLopun skrg jg msh in progress,, hihihi…
Anyway,, kenapa kita semakin dewasa justru bertindak seperti bayi yah?? Ga smua segh,, tp banyakan dr kita… ;p
Semakin dewasa secara fisik,, kadang2 cara mikirna justru nunjukkin kemunduran daripada pas kita remaja,, bahkan pas kita msh anak2 dL…
Memang ukuran kedewasaan rohani ga bs diukur dgn seberapa tua umur kita and jg seberapa Lama kita udah jd org Kristen…
Apa mgkn krn aduLts ntu Lbh sering mikir yg beLit2 yg akhirna bikin mreka ribet ndiri…
If somebody ask me “Gimana skrg,, bae2 aja ga??”
For forever and ever my answer wiLL be the same “Yah,, pst sLaLu bae dunkkk… Kpn pernah ga bae segh.. Hihihi..”
Pasti pernah denger kan istiLah “Life is wonderfuL if you know how to Live and enjoy it”
PersonaLLy,, Rani cukup agree with that statement…
WeLL,, buat bbrp org yg hidupna serasa Lg mengembara 40 taon di padang pasir kyk org IsraeL mgkn binun dgn kaLimat diatas,, and bales dgn kaLimat “Life is very very very difficuLt !”
Tapi once we can get out from the desert,, we can see that the answer is aLways there and sometimes it’s too easy that makes we can’t see it,, hihihi…
Life is wonderfuL if you know how o Live and enjoy it… If we know the secret,, that’s it… hehehe….
The secret is in His hands… Tapi kadang kita ga cukup iman buat ngeLiat kunci ntu… Kita ga cukup percaya ama Tuhan buat nyeLesain masaLah kita dan kita sering ambiL aLih smuana menurut kita sendiri… Kita merasa berhak and pinterna buat ngatur inih itu daLam hidup kita… Dan bahkan ketika smuna trasa berantakan,, dgn enakna kt nyaLahin si ibLis… PdhL,, justru sebenerna kita sendiriLah yg ngerusakin smuana… Pernah ga kepikiran bahwa meskipun ibLis bisa mengubah situasi hingga membuat kita terpojok and terdakwa,, kita masih ounya kesempatan buat ga miLih menghancurkan hidup kita sesuai bujukan ibLis ntu and choose to truthfully and faithfuLLy berserah and percaya ama Tuhan??
We aLL know that God have a big pLan for us,, and He knows what’s the best for us…
Kebingungan kita ga nambah 1 centimeterpun dr hidup kita… Justru semakin kita binun,, kita semakin jauh and ga bs Liat jeLas apa yg udah direncakana buat kita.. and hasiLna,, kita muter2 di padang gurun Lg…
Kita jg udah tau kLo jodoh,, uang,, kedudukan and smuana ntu ad di tanganNa…
Kebinunan kita akan sapa pasangan kita di dpn ntar,, ga akn membuat kt Lgsg ktemu Mr. or Mrs. Charming bsk pas kt bgn todur kan??
Kebinunan kita saat ga ad duit,, ga akan membuat kita tiba2 nemuin gunung emas di dpn pintu rmh kt kan??
Keinginan kita buat terkenaL ga akan bs buat kita nakLukkin dunia dgn skaLi tepuk tgn aja kan??
Pokokna dibuat simpLe aje degh,, ga usah ribet2 diri ndiri: SURRENDER…
Percaya and surrender yourself to Jesus…
If we do that 100%,, maka Dia yg akan meLakukan segaLana buat kita dan kita tinggaL tersenyum menikmati setiap detik with HIM… ;p
Love Ya my dear God..
Muach…muach ^^
Le gra’
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!
Chorus: You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
Chorus
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
Chorus
Le gra'
How much do you pay per month for your ceLLuLar phone service? And how many free minutes do you get for that fee? Even if your caLL time is unLimited,, you are stiLL paying something for the priviLege of using the network…
Here’s a better deaL…
Get connected to God through prayer.
There is no instaLLation charge,, no monthLy fee and aLL the minutes reaLLy are free.
CuLtivate your devotionaL Life by taLking with God everyday…
Carve out some time in your busy scheduLe to make an appointment..
Put it in your pLanner,, and then do it…
Make this conversation a two-way communication…
TeLL God what’s on your mind..
Let him know what frightens and frustrates you…
Ask for his heLp with the probLems you face…
Then Listen to what he has to say…
Just be quiet for a few minutes,, you wiLL hear his voice,, speaking Loud and cLear…
Read the BibLe,, he has aLready expessed his feeLing about you…
There are no roaming charges with God..
You wiLL aLways be in his coverage area…
I want to make those phone caLLs….
I want to caLL… caLL… caLL and caLL………….
Le gra’
My dear friend…
Yesterday,, I was sitting in a couch…
And as I observed you,, you Look different…
Is it because of me ???
Did I do something wrong that makes you upset??
I’m afraid that you can’t be yourseLf…
You Looked Lost…
When you are with them,, I see the reaL you…
And that’s I want,, you are free to be you…
You stiLL can’t be you,, but at Least you’ve tried…
You are so kind and genuine indeed…
But,, something is not there my friend…
Hence,, it wiLL be good for me to step backward
I’m not going and you stiLL can find me here…
Don’t ever forget to give thanks to Him
He aLLowed aLL this moments to be happened…
Thanks for joining the supposedLy-beautifuL-memory…
And I,, I just couLdn’t express my feeLings…
Maybe one day you can see the truth…
And by that time,, you have become a man…
Sorry…
--who wants you to be a mature man--
Ps: You may give this song to your sweetheart Later
I think this song is suitabLe for you ;p
Hiehiehiehie…
Love yaaaa my friend ^^
Le gra’
The truth is unspoken because of my fear
The fear that keeps going through my head
The truth is I’m scared to teLL how I feeL when I am with you
The truth about me when I am around you is reaLLy hard to explain
I know that I’m hiding how I feeL about you
When I do that,, it kinda heLps me from sLipping up
The truth is I don’t want to mess up our friendship
I am scared that I might Lose a friend…
I don’t want to get hurt anymore
I’ve tried over and over again to teLL you the truth
But I just cLose up inside when it comes down to it
It is easy to write this aLL down,, but not to teLL you to your face
How do I teLL it aLL before your eyes??
How do I,, taking the risk of Losing you as friend??
My fear gets the best of me everytime
Le gra’
I’m faiLed….
I’m faiLed to be a friend…
And now,, I’m afraid….
TotaLLy miserabLe…
Why God?? Why??
God,, forgive me…
I’m begging on to Lord…
Forgive me,, just forgive me…
Grant me a pure heart Like yours…
Le gra’
The truth wiLL be reveaLed and everybody wiLL know the truth…
I’ve heard this thing before,, for severaL times…
Maybe I just want to repeat it again for you…
In a case,, you are bLamed for something that you know it’s not your fauLt,, you tend to prove that you are right… Of course,, no one want to be bLamed…
Provided that you’ve done things correctLy ;p
If you are in the right position,, God wiLL prove it…
And Let himseLf reveaL aLL the truth…
You don’t have to spend aLL your power and energy to prove that you are right…
There are times when you don't have to expLain everything from a to z...
He wiLL use any means to make it done according to his wiLL…
For any assumptions,, everybody can make it but the truth can’t be hide away…
I’m Learning….
Thanks for the Lesson “P” ;p
Le gra’
BerjaLan dengan sang waktu membuat diri ini terkadang LeLah..
Ingin rasana berhenti sejenak untuk meLepas penat,, namun tak akan pernah ada kesempatan semacam itu…
Terus berjaLan,, berkeLana dengan suka dan duka…
Terkadang diri inih merasa egois,, hanya mau berteman dengan kebahagiaan..
Namun tak jarang kesedihan menyeruak masuk ke daLam keintiman kami…
Dan kini,, ia muLai menyakiti hati inih..
Semakin Lama semakin daLam…
Aku takut,, biLa nantina ada Luka atau torehan yang membekas…
Ah tapi biarLah,, saatna akan tiba ketika smuana akan kembaLi seperti semuLa…
Le gra’
Happiness means experiencing the good in Life…
It’s a skiLL and as with other skiLLs,, you can get better at it…
There are reaLLy 2 main skiLLs to have a happy Life…
One is the skiLL of getting what you want…
The other is something that most peopLe never think of as being a skiLL,, that is the skiLL of enjoying what you aLready have …
It’s pointLess to get what you want if you are not very good at enjoying it…
Lots of peopLe do a fine job of achieving their goaLs but never get much reaL satisfaction…
Not onLy that,, if you know how to be happy you wiLL achieve your goaLs in the first pLace a Lot more easiLy….
Yeah,, yeah…
Grant me those skiLLs o my dear Lord…
I beLieve that everyday is a happy day ^^
Whatever it may come,, Let your happiness overwheLmed in me ;p
Le gra’
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you'll call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you, there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
Chorus: But if you wanna cry: Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in haven, where we'll go
If haven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
Le gra'
