Leisure time

Whoaaa… Yay...yay...
1 assignment handed aLready… Can’t imagine my upcoming 10 more days..
I stiLL have 3 more assignments to go..
HopefuLLy I can manage it aLL..
I know I can do it !! Jia you Rancu !! Ganbatte Rancu !!! => menyemangati diri sendiri,, waakkakkakaa…
Omg,, I think it’s overLoad mannn.. I shouLd take 3 subjects instead of 4 !!!
After 11 May,, my assignments’ time is over.. Yay..yay..
Then after that,, time to take a rest a bit..
Then,, the big war wiLL begin.. My exam.. hahaha…

I aLways Love the schooL Life.. For sure,, it’s easier than work Life..
I onLy have to study,, doin my assgmt,, pass the exam.. Then,, I go to the next LeveL..
It repeats & repeats & repeats Like that…
But when it come to work Life,, it wiLL be hard.. Many things to be considered..
Although I Like my schooL Life,, but I wanna graduate as fast as I can…
Just hope that I go through it smoothLy…

I missed my time.. My Leisure time that I don’t have recentLy… Kinda busy now..
I stiLL remember aLL my Leisure time that I used to have..
Wedeh,, wedeh.. Bner2 dah,, I couLd make a day which is not fruitfuL at aLL.. hahahaha… But,, as the time goes by,, I Learn to spend my day in fruitfuL way.. I mean,, I’m trying Lah…
Yeah,, in one side,, I’m happy that I don’t have my Leisure time as much as before.. With those activities with my schooLmates,, my housemates,, my ceLLgroupmates,, it can make me spend my day with fruitfuL way (I hope..)
But,, in the other hand,, I need a bit space to breath the air.. To pamper myseLf…
What I’m trying to do now is to have it with the right pLeasure,, hihihihihi…

TaLking about my Leisure time ,, I rememberd that Last Saturday we went karaoke..
As you know,, singing wiLL aLways be one of my fave things to do in a day-to-day basis... But,, don’t assume the real meaning od sing,, I’m just penyanyi kamar mandi,, lol..lol..
Our karaoke time was took pLace in La Voz,, BaLi Lane,, near RaffLes HospitaL in Bugis…
Singing is one of my hobbies & definiteLy karaoke wiLL become my fave aLso.. hahahaha…
ActuaLLy,, this time aLso to ceLebrate 2 of the Leaders in YRC,, Ko Bonar & Ko David.. 29.04
FirstLy,, it supposed to be a surprise for both of them.. But since ko David reject the invitation to karaoke,, then ce Bombie toLd him the reason why he needs to be there,, hahaha… Makana ko,, jd org jgn terLaLu jenius,, susah nyari aLesanna… Smua ditoLak.. Hahahaha…BiLang ayoookkk aj napa ko ???
Regarding to your Latest updated post:

There are times when peopLe are being kind,
Coz they try to make up for something.
You couLd have toLd them “there is no need to do that”
But maybe sometimes it’s better
To pretend that you don’t know what they are trying to do
So that they would feeL better.

Nah,, pas kan tuh.. There are times when ur friends being kind coz they reaLLy care about you.. Yeah,, you can just pretend not knowing to make them feeL better,, hahahaha…

Okay…Okay…
I need to go to TMC to sign the stupid GLS !!! Arghhhhhhhhh…
Hate it…

Le gra’

end of ApriL

Last week wouLd be a bit hard week for me… Not just because of aLL my assignments,, but it aLso about the reaL Life…
Thx God for aLLowing me to experience a Lot of things in this Life up tiLL now…
Yeah,, Life is not aLways happy..
Everybody knows that there are times when Life is easy,, a Lot of fun & happiness..
In the other hand,, there are aLso times when Life is hard,, problems are everywhere and it seems Like we can’t handLe it…
Agree with the famous quote that said : Life is Like a roLLercoaster..
But for me,, I choose to say my Life as a sum of choices,, as my bLog's titLe,, hehehe...
I hope that my choice is not determined by my thought onLy but aLso with His permission..

WeLL,, my heart keep teLLing me that this is the time..
The time to get cLoser & cLoser to You….
Woow,, You’ve done great things in my Life..
My gratefuL wiLL never enough for You…
I reaLLy enjoy the time when I feeL Your presence…
You knows my hunger… and I beLieve You’LL satisfy it..

ApriL has come to an end..
As May approaching,, my time wiLL be reduced…reduced..& reduced…
Hmm,, stiLL not sure about my studies… But,, at Least I’m trying..
Can I make it ??
HonestLy,, I don’t have confidence at this time.. No one waLk with me.. but I know many friends support me,, thx for ur support dude..
You said you have faith in me,, but I don’t have faith for myseLf,, hahhahaha…
Lack of seLf confidence now…

I reaLize that I become sooo sentimentaL recentLy…
Just a smaLL thing can make me cry…
Just hear particuLar songs can make me weep my tears..
Just think of something can make drop my tears..
WeLL,, maybe due to the pressure that I have now..
SuddenLy,, I just want to make time stops…
But,, it won’t heLp at aLL.. and I can’t stop it though.. Hahahaha…

another cLip (20 years) ;p

I uploaded a cLip that was made Last nite…
Hahahahaha…
As a birthday reminder,, huahahahaha…
I reaLLy Love the backsong… Korean somemore,, uhuyyyyy !!!!



Le gra'

Bday ^^ 25.04.07^^

OfficiaLLy,, I’m 20 !!!!!!!!

Thx for aLL greetings that I got…
Thx for those peopLe who have SMSed and or MSNed snd or comments via Friendster or caLLed me just to say Heppie Bday to me.. I reaLLy appreciate it.. ^^

I tried to List down aLL of them,, hope that I wiLL not miss anybody,, hehehe… It wiLL be based on sequentiaL order through sms & msn.. Sorry if I miss one or more of you...

- Ivan pianoex (though he sent sms 5 days before my actuaL bday…)
- Vicca (15.02pm.. bday advanced coz Rancu ndak ksh tau dy Rancu uLtah tgL brp.. Then disempurnakan ard 12am)
- Zhi Yang (18.50pm.. bday greeting in advanced for few hours)
- Fani (ard 11pm)
- Ivan Yahya (ard 11pm)
- Ce Elisa (ard 11 pm,, yg disempurnakan 9.26am)
- Ce Bombie (ard 11 pm)
- Ce Lie Mei (ard 11pm)
- MeLia ( ard 11pm)
- Ce Lydia (11.40pm,, yg disempurnakan 12.05am)
- Sze Min (11.54pm)
- Sweety (11.57pm)
- Mbah Ruth (12.05am,, diLengkapi di Fs)
- Nissa (12.05am)
- Ce Fenny (12.06am)
- Febyriz (12.07am,, diupdate Lg di Fs)
- Ko David (12. 09am)
- Alex (12.17am)
- Veboy (12.22am)
- Jovan (12.34am)
- Sanny (12.36am)
- Liana (12.37am)
- Vivi (12.41am,, yg diLengkapi jg di Fs)
- Andreas Ceph (12.52am ditambah comment via Fs)
- Ahong (12.57am)
- Fifi (12.59am)
- Erick siput (4.35am)
- Manchuw (6.20am)
- 93766729 (8.42am)
- Cuni (10.12am)
- Ester (10.28am)
- Yaya (10.55am)
- Inez Rabies (11.13am)
- RusLi germo (2.05pm)
- Mazni & PearLy (ard 2pm,, diLengkapi oLeh comment Fs)
- Mami Vina & Papi Dennis (ard 2pm)
- Lugi (ard 4pm)
- Catherine (04.22pm)
- TMC Staffs: Ivory,, Fanny,, SharLene,, Wei Yi,, Susanto,, GeveLLe,, Shazia (ard 4.30pm)
- TMC friends: Sarah,, Leni,, Rando,, Pandu,, Sam,, Teddy,, Erick (ard 5pm)
- Citra (5.46pm)
- Mamatua (5.52pm)
- Presi (7.57pm)
- Suki (10.31pm,, diLengkapi comment di Fs)
- Oscar (ard 11pm)
- Robert (11.29pm)
- Yinski (11.40pm)
- Maya (12.47am)
- Hendri Atung (1.32am)

Then from Friendster are:
- Handy
- SyLvia
- Rini
- Ar-
- Betty
- Dhyani
- Idjoooo
- Cynthia
- Becky
- Jessica Yaya
- Liana
- Jenny
- Jessica
- AdeLa… Atzekuw…
- Suri
- Surianti
- Gitta
- Inge
- Lydia

And of course,, dr si Mami & Papi dunk… Hehehehe…
Nothing that I can say more except Thank you …..
Love you aLL…
May God bLess you..

19++

Today wiLL be my Last day of being nineteen years oLd… Hahahaha…
Few hours ahead,, I wiLL no Longer 19,, hiks..hiks..
FinaLLy,, I reach 20 !!!!! Hehehehehehe….
Some friends said: “Ncu,, weLcome to cLub 20”… Haizz..Haizz…
I can’t be 19 forever… I’m gLad & happy to be 20,, huehehehe…

WeLL,, tomorrow wiLL be my second bday that I ceLebrate without my parents by my side..
RecaLL from Last year,, firstLy I feLt sad… Try to forget the past,, but Last year I caLLed my LoveLy apriL as “ApriL Sorrow” due to some reasons.. There are something happened on ApriL Last year that brought sadness to me..
But then,, I got a Lot os surprises on that day… Surprises never faiL to make me gLad,, hahahaha… A Tiramisu cake from Dhyani,, SyLvia & Citra in the cLass… Messages from my LoveLy teachers in my Junior High SchooL,, that I never imagine… A bday present from my friends.. A prayer from my ceLLgroups’ friends.. and maybe other things that I can’t remember..

I know He’s been too good to me… In the midst of the sadness,, He foist a LittLe happiness.. & just bcoz of those smaLL things,, it changed my sorrows..
HopefuLLy,, for this year,, aLthough there’s no more ApriL Sorrow,, I stiLL hope for the LittLe happiness to round off my cheerfuLness,, hihihihihi… I know He wiLL..

Hmm,, prayer for this year…
Just hope to be more mature… Not to act chiLdish anymore (a bit difficuLt though..)…
pLease give me wisdom… A wisdom that is required to soLve the probLems wiseLy…
and grant me the abiLity & capabiLity… aLL that I need to do my tasks,, my responsibiLities and my duties…

Le gra’

BBQ Party ^^

Whooooooaaaaaaa…FinaLLy I wanted for so Long come true…
BBQ party,, hihihihihi… I reaLLy enjoyed it…
Wooooo,, I aLways Like gathering…. EspeciaLLy with you guys…
Huahuahuahua….Although it’s a bit tired for everyone… and it’s a bit Late for everyone aLso.. but I just can say thank youuuuuuu….

Thx for heLping me in buy & make the preparation..
Thx for heLping me in cooking time...
Thx for heLping me in moving things up and down…
The important thing is: Thx for coming…Without your appearance,, there wiLL be no such that thing..
Thx for heLping me to make one of my wish come true…


These are the random picts from gathering yesterday ^^

This is my beLoved “FA Blessed”…

May we bLess each other & be bLessed aLways…

Love y’aLL aLways guys..

Do you know how LoveabLe they are ?? Do you want to know them ??
Lemme me teLL their names first to y’aLL.. hehehe..Start from the front row to the back & from the Left hand side to the right as foLLows: Ce Bombie,, Ko David,, Enrico,, Vicca,, Ko Darvin,, Andreas,, Ce Fenny,, Ko Deka Otto,, Rancu,, Ce Lie Mei,, EveLyn,, Ce Dian,, MeLia,, Ivan,, Alex,, Liana,, Ce Lydia and Elisa…

Ehem...ehem... As u can see,, capsa wiLL aLwayz be our fave game !!! Scenario gambar diatas:

Ceph ( yeLLow t-shirt): Neh aLex,, ini br namana kartu "bagoezz"
Ko David (bLack shirt): Weee,, boLe..boLe... Ceph... Ntu br dedek gw...
Ce Fenny (Long hair): Hmm,, boLe jg negh si Ceph jd apprentice gw...
Ruth (orange shirt): GiLa negh bocah,, sadis bgt maenna...
ALex (using wristband): Wah Ceph,, gtu Lho ama tmen.. Sadis bgt.. (tampang sedih & merana)...

Hmm... One of our FA member yg sedang broken heart,, hihihi.. Peace Van... Yupz,, yupz.. si Ivan berada di tengah2 dayang2na.. Bagaikan Raja Minyak sedang Liburan ke Hawaiii...

The Last pict was taken when Ko Darvin tried to expLain to us about the movie titLe without say any word.. Quite funny...

sLipper oh sLipper

I can’t imagine that I have another power…
It is sooooo strong…
The power of putih abu-abu… No no.. Just kidding..
Fyi,, The power of putih abu-abu is one of reaLity show in Indo that showes the taLent of 2 Senior High SchooL in each episode.. They are free to show something unique based on the theme, that have been toLd before, in a specific time.. Yah,, it’s time for our creativities… Hahahaha….
But,, the power that I taLk to is not that one..
What I mean is… I have two STRONG Legs…
There is a power inside my Legs,, ampe mampu mematahkian 5 sLippers !!!!

Oh today is the 5th sLipper that was broken…
Ckckckckckckck…
Tragedi sandaL jepit…

Once upon a time.. Ketika Lg break time di Semester pertamaku di Monash CoLLege… Ketika sdg meLintasi Library,, tiba2… gedubrak… pLetes.. Si syLvia nginjek kakikuw dr bLakang & tussss…. SandaLku putus !!! Dgn mrasa bersaLah,, syLvia ga berenti say sorry ke aku,, hahahahaha… LaLu kt pun buru2 ke took sandal terdekat & I bought a new sLipper.. Okay,, shouLdn’t be a probLem to me..

The next semester…
I had Lunch in Funan with SyLvi,, Dhyani,, Citra & Nissa… Abiz Lunch,, kt mo bLk ke TMC.. LaLu aku pun menaiki anak tangga satu per satu.. Tangga pertama bgitu muLus diijek.. sampai ke tangga ketiga… Tiba2… Tessss… Krekkkk….. SandaL kedua pun meLayang… I forgot who stepped on me… Yg jLas,, dy & I buru2 ke took sandal terdekat.. KaLi ini I bought Low heeL,, skaLian degh,, hehehe…

Then,, Last semester.. Ketika keLas tLah usai… Kami anak2 coLLege pun berkumpuL demi memuaskan napsu mengobroL.. Hahahaha.. Disaat smua org ngobroL di dpn tangga TMC yg terkenaL ntu,, someone stteped on me again… Haizz..Haizz.. And again.. sandaLku pun putus dgn cepat & mudah.. huhuhuhu…

Last month.. when I went to Bugis.. I was with aLex,, Davin & Nissa.. We went aLong the way.. MuLus Loh pdhL jLnna.. Sekonyong konyong (Ceph’s fave words,, hahaha..) aku terperosok ke bgn yg ad tanahna & sandaLku nyangkut !! LaLu seteLah dipaksa paksa,, ke ambiL jg tuh sandal dgn keadaan tLah putusssss.. hihihihihi… LaLu kami pun Lirak Lirik took terdekat yg ad juaL sandaL.. Hahaha…

Then,, today !!!!
I wanted to attend GLS with Nissa.. Kamipun kLuar rumah dgn perasaan bahagia krn kami meLihat bus 51 di kejauhan yg akan menghampiri bus stop kami.. LaLu aku pun merogoh tas untuk mengambiL ezLink card.. Sayang sungguh disayangkan.. Yg tertarik bukan ezLink na meLainkan tdk Lain tdk bukan seLain sandaLku… Yupz,, tanpa angina tanpa topan,, ndak tau kenapa tiba2 sandaLku putusss… Ampe si nissa ketawa2 & kejadian ntu pun disaksikan oLeh org2 dr dLm mobiL yg kebetuLan sdg parkir di dpn rumah kami.. ActuaLLy ntu adaLah sandal yg kubeLi krn effect dari kejadian ketiga diatas.. Hahaha..

Fyuh..fyuh…
GeLoo.. Sebesar ntukah kekuatan kakikuw ??
PdhL mreka2 yg nginjek kakiku adLh wanita & I think tenaga mreka ndak sebesar tnagakuw.. Hiks..hiks…

Yah,, saya hanya menantikan saatna si Nissa buat seLametan ketika sandaLku putus untuk ke-7 kaLina…Hahahaha… Sabar yoo Nis…

Maaph,, hanya ingin berkeLuh kesah ketika harus berkebut2an ria dgn 2 assignment yg due date on Monday !!!!
By Saturday moring everything must be finished !!!!
Hahahaha…
HopefuLLy I can make it !!!
Back to work….Bye…..

Le gra'

Anger

Hmmm…hmmm… So sorryyyyyy,, but I’m jeaLousss !!!! Wakakakak…
In a sense that I want you to be Like 2 years ago… I want you to be more cheerfuL,, to be more open minded…
Not Like now… I don’t want to see you as passive as now,, to be as siLent as you are now…
I dunno but somehow my heart keep teLLing me that it reLates with me..
I know that you more mature now,, but it doesn’t mean Like this….

When I see you,, I feeL guiLty….
Is it caused by me ??
I’m sorry… reaLLy sorry… reaLLy sorry..
Just teLL me what shouLd I do to make you as happier as (at Least) 5 months ago… pLeaseeeee…
You wrote that “we need to keep a smiLe in our face” in fact I did it !!!
But how about you ?? I onLy see your fake smiLe.. You are not smiLing !!!

Is this how you act ?? Is this how you treat me ???
You can be Like super duper cLose with one person and after that you forget that person so fast ??
Is it Like that ???
TeLL me !!!! Coz I reaLLy hate you !!!! But you know that I can’t !!!
I want to hate you !!!! But I CAN’T !!!!
I reaLLy hate your attitude !!!!

Have you ever Loose your friend ??
I bet you never feeL Like what I feeL…
If you knew it,, if you feLt it,, if you understood it..
Just 1 question: WHY ARE YOU STILL DOING IT ?????
I guess you wiLL never understand the pain that is caused by you !!!

It reaLLy weird you know.. I dunno what did I do to you untiL you react Like this..
Did I make anything bad ??
Did I do something that you hate ??

You know that I’m taLking about you rite ??
Don’t pretend that everything’s aLrite.. Don’t pretend that everything gonna be okay…
I WANT it everything to be okay,, but you start it..

It’s not fair at aLL !!! Oh my God… pLease heLp me..
I know I’m wrong.. I shouLdn’t mad at you..
I shouLdn’t get angry with you..
ShouLd I disappear ?? I wish I can…
At Least now I never see you and you never see me rite ??? I guess it’s quite good..
But,, if I shouLd disappear in order to make you happy,, I wiLL do it.. Hahahaha….
Maybe,, I shouLd move to Malay then we wiLL never meet again !!!!!! DeaL ????

Le gra’

My Unknown Friend

Easter ^^

First of aLL: Happiee Easter dear aLL of my frenz !!!!!
May God bLess u abundantLy…

Woohooooo… Easter is my 2nd fave events after Christmas… And today,, woooo,, I reaLLy enjoy today..
Attended the first haLf Recruitment & Selection cLass,, then tancep gas ke Hyatt hotel.. There was Easter ceLebration there,, with Youth aLive & PauL GreeLing.. They were soo good… So fantastic… The atmospehere was sooo aLive,, that made peopLe soo excited…

Then,, yuhuwww.. FinaLLy we watched Freedom Writers…
Peserta kaLi ini berjumLah 11 org: Ce Bombie,, Ce Lydia,, Ceph,, Elisa,, Rancu,, Ko David,, Ko Denny,, Ko Andry,, Ko Ceka,, Jojo & Grace,, hahahaha... Msh bLom mengaLahkan record Stomp The Yard yg ber-15 org... Kecian si Koko yg sedang sibuk2na prepared for the presentation.. Wow,, disaat org2 menikmati pubLic hoLiday pas Good Friday kmaren,, si Koko maLah menikmati rasana dikejar deadLine,, hihihi… Turut berduka cita ko… Good Luck buat presentasina bbrp jam ke dpn !!!!

Oh yaaa… Kegiatan Laen seusai ntn ?? Pasti makan dunkkk… Jreng.. Jreng… Chee Chong Fun wouLd be our choice… DefiniteLy I would choose XO Durian !!! Adow,, geLooooo,, I reaLLy feeL fuLL today.. Hahaha…

Hmmm….hmmmm…
ApriL has come…
ApriL aLways bring me some feeLings about peacefuLness..

But,, another case came out when I arrived home.. A shocking message from a friend.. A friend that just went away.. I dunno whose fauLt,, but we seemed forget each other.. A friend that disappear as the time goes by.. A friend that I stiLL care..
PersonaLLy,, I hope to meet him again.. TaLk about everything just Like we did few months back.. But,, too bad.. I dunno what’s happening between us.. Sorry if I seem Like I forget him.. I didn’t mean it,, hehehehe… I just have a bit hectic agenda recentLy,, hahahaha…. And i knew that he is a busy basi mannn,, Just feeL afraid to disturb him,, hahahaha….
SuddenLy He messaged me and toLd about his doubtfuLness… Wow,, it surprised me mannnn,, hehehehe… I thought that you (fiLL in the bLank)………..

Things wiLL never be the same again babe.. So sorry if took your precious time.. Please forgive me if I made any mistake,, I think I did… Now,, I’m Learning not to force myseLf to get what I want.. Yupz,, yupz,, everything wiLL not aLways be the same as your thought,, your wish,, your expectation… But,, having the heart to Let go is not as difficuLt anymore for me,, at Least for these 3 years back.. WeLL,, I don’t say is an easy thing to do,, but it’s getting easier than 3 or 4 years behind..

Lemme share my story with you my darLingggg…. Hope you can understand it….
2.5 years ago,, I had to give up one of my dreams… On that particuLar moment,, I was reaLLy upsetttt,, coz it was one of my future dreams… Hoho,, of course I was very sad at that moment.. The situation was reaLLy badddddd at that time… I reaLized that give something up is not equaL Let something go.. Hmmm,, I used to give up something or Let say I’m not a fighter… And I didn’t feeL anything,, I aLways say “it’s ok”.. Then I found inside my heart, I couLdn’t Let it go.. I said I give it up,, but I stiLL heLd it in my heart.. Yah,, there was time when it’s very difficuLt for me to Let go something that I reaLLy Like..

That incident toLd me & taught me that sometimes I must Let go something I don’t wanna Loose... Don’t force myseLf just for hoping the things that I want,, but Let HIM take controL.. If He requires I owned it or I got it,, I wiLL get it no matter how.. It wiLL be mine… Sometime after that accident,, I reaLize that I must resurrect again.. I couLdn’t Let myseLf in the darkness just because I Lost my dream,, just because I couLdn’t get what I want.. Yah,, I found the strength that make me feeL brand new again,, the strength that heLp me cope the difficuLties.. Do you know where I find that kind of strength ??
DefiniteLy,, I found it in my best friend ever after: Mr. Jesus Christ.. Yeah,, yeah.. In Him,, I found those strength.. I aLways know that I wouLd find a way in Christ aLone.. In times of happiness,, in times of sadness.. He’s been soooo great to me,, to my parents,, to my reLatives,, to my friends,, to everyone… I Love HIM..
Now,, I can said “Let go” straightforward.. If I’m sure that I shouLd Let it go,, I can say it without any regret… Cause I know there wiLL be a great pLan for us who dweLL in His house..

I dunno whether you feeL the same or not.. One thing that I know is I believe in you.. Once you make a decision,, I believe that you’ve think about it.. Don't make any mistake again.. I know that things can't never be the same again,, but you can start a new journey again... You can start a new beginning again.. One suggestion,, pLease foLLow your heart.. coz the one who controL your Life is you,, nobody eLse..
You aLready mature enough.. HopefuLLy you can decide what wiLL be the best for you and for her.. I just can pray for you… Jia youuu my dearrrr….

ps: i stiLL Love the power of --ijo--.. More or Less it changed me.. Thx...

Le gra’

Good Friday.. Hepiii ^^

Hi..hi..hi…
Happy Good Friday everyoneeeee….
Hehehehe….

Dunno the exact reason,, but I feeL excited todayyy,, hahahaha…. Yupz,, yupz,, untiL now.. hahahaha…
Attended the Good Ffriday service…
Met Vicca, who just ceLebrated her birthday yesterday, in the bus,, huapieee bdeiii yoo nak… hehehe…
Met some oLd friends I haven’t met for a Long time…
Whoaa,, it was a bit pack today.. Some of youth had to give their seats to the one who need it,, hahahaha…
Then,, as usual.. The fave activity after service: LUNCH… together..

Wow,, for the first time,, peopLe who go & eat Lunch together membLudak… Tdna she kekeuh mo bersatu rame2 in 1 pLace… But,, nampakna keadaan bLom berpihak pd kita.. SteLah Rancu duduk di Thai Express,, br tau kLo kita terpecah menjadi 4 kLoter,, hahahaha… Some went to Lucky pLaza,, some went to Pepper Lunch,, some went to dunno,, & some went to Thai Express…
In the beginning,, I pLanned to eat with kLoterna Ce Bombie,, Ce Dian dkk… Tp,, entah kenapa,, tiba2 Rancu & eLisa terpisah.. Maaphkan kami ce tiba2 Lenyap… When we reaLized,, kami sudah bergabung ama kLoterna si Sam,, Wibi dkk.. Ntu pun mejana terpisah puLa.. ckckckckck…

Hix..hix.. Terpisah dr meja yg Laen,, as usuaL.. Narcist mode: ON.. wakakakak… I think everybody aLready know yah,, hehehe… Okay,, I onLy show you the food okay ??? hahahaha….

Grace’s choice is in the middLe,, the right hand side was Ceka’s and the Left hand side was mine.. It tasted good.. hahahahaha…

Then,, suddenLy two crazy peopLe menampakkan batang hidungna,, pdhL mreka bedua ktna mo kencan,, private… Eh,, tiba2 nongoL.. Begitu diajak narcist ama Rancu,, si Ceph pake bLg “ndak mau dipoto saya..”
Eh,, ketika camera udah diarahkan,, senyum2 jg dy,,, wakakkakakak… Parahhhhh… Wanna see the reaL exampLe ?? Lihat,, betapa Lebar senyumna,, yg bLg ga mo dipoto.. cuh…cuh… Peace mannnnn…. *tring tring*


Okay,, okay…
Enough for this post.. It was made caused by boredom.. hahahaha…

Oyaaa,, before forget…
Do come & invite aLL of your friends to Youth Easter !!!!
Hibiscus Room,, Hyatt HoteL,, 10.30am this Sunday…
The service wiLL be conducted in EngLish & there wiLL be performance by Youth Alive & Ps. PauL GreeLing from Oz…Sooo… Don’t forget to come & join Easter together !!!

Le gra'

wanna teLL

Arrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh….
I just wanna scream… Dunno what shouLd I do again..
I want to be angry with you,, but I can’t find any reason to be angry…
I want to shout before your eyes,, but I just can pretend to be cooL…
I want to taLk a Lot of things in front of you,, but I can’t say any singLe word if I face you..
I don’t want to be Like this.. I hate this situation….
Have I toLd you before ?? If I haven’t toLd you,, Let me teLL you by this post..
I DON’T HATE YOU !!!!
I STILL RESPECT YOU !!!
I NEVER ACT AS IN I AVOID YOU !!!

It’s very weird you know…
And do you know something ???
If you are acting Like that,, it makes harder for meeeeeeeee…..
When my friends ask me,, I don’t know how to answer them… coz I aLso don’t know the reaL situation..
pLease don’t get me wrong..

Don’t get me wrong.. don’t get me wrong..
Once again I say,, pLease don’t get me wrong !!!!
Oh ya,, I know,, it may be caused by my communication skiLL… hahaha… I reaLize that I don’t know how to say what am I suppose to say properLy.. And due to some reasons,, I can’t teLL you how I feeL actuaLLy… I know I aLways Like that,, one of my weaknesses probabLy.. Wow,, a bit compLicated,, isn’t it ?? Yah,, that’s why I rather keep it siLent…
Okay,,, sorry for the misunderstanding that I’ve made.. I didn’t mean it,, reaLLy,, trust me.. But,, somehow I can’t take it anymore.. I can’t get out from this weird situation..
I don’t expect anything.. I just wish that we can be Like what I define as “friend”..
If you ask me how,, I know you can answer it by yourseLf !!!
Thx….

Le gra’

Posting paksaan...

FinaLLy,, I watched Mr. Bean’s HoLiday… After waiting for a week,, ada juga yg ngajak nonton Mr. Bean.. wakakakakak… OveraLL the movie stiLL can make Laugh Lah… or maybe aku yang cepet ketawa kaLi yooo,, hehehehe… Anyway,, the person who sit next to my friend tuh ketawana parah abezzzzzz… Makin mancing aku ketawa Lagi Lah,, hahahahaha… dsr..dsr…
Then,, accidentaLLy I met my ex-cLassmate when I was in St. UrsuLa (again..) Fyuhhh,, I dunno that I couLd met her.. Emang bener dunia tuh sempittttt,, wakakakakak….

Oh yaaaa… My LoveLy broooo…
When I had my Lunch with my former cLazzmates in Monash CoLLege,, I heard one of your fave song was pLayed.. Hahahaha… Two times broo… Wedeh…wedeh… Ada apa negh ama my LoveLy bro ???

Eh my bow bow,, pLease dunk agh… Ogah bgt degh bow… But,, I aLways keep my promise rite… So,, no choice mannnn.. Cuman,, berhubung Rancu sLaLu kena buLLy again and again and again Lagiiii… Apa daya,, hix hix hix.. Hmmm… Sapa yg maksaaaaa Rancu iniiiiiiii….
Hmm,, my wish List yah ???
ActuaLLy,, I dunno what I want exactLy… Can’t think any for this time.. Maybe :
1. My parents to come here
2. An on campus of Monash Uni in Singapore
3. Guitar (& the pLayer pLease,, hahahaha…)
4. N95 or N7710
5. A reaL doLphin to be my pet
6. A new Laptop
7. The “07.07.07” promise

Hahahahaha,, Puas ??? puas ?? puas??? Cuh..cuh.. In the name of pride negh Rancu nge-List.. Anywany,, kmu jg ga bakaL sanggupLah ngasih one of them,, wakakakaka… No need to worry,, wakakakakak…
Okay,, stop questioning about it !!!! Lemme enjoy sisa2 hidupku di taon ke-19 ini….. Huhuhu…

Le gra’

si Chris...

To answer some friends who ask me about Chris… huahuahuahuahua….
Yupz,, I adore another Chris…. Chris TomLin….
Another Chris that I Like,,, wakakakkakak… Few weeks behind,, I read koko’s bLog,, & coincidentLy I Like Chris TomLin.. Coz,, I saw the video from youtube in his bLog.. Rancu jd demen sama si mass TomLin ntu,, hahahaha… Si mass yg satu ini ternyata seorang guitarist & singer dr Texas… Aih..Aih.. Kerennnnnn… CooL mannnnn… I aLways Like guitarist or pianist… I don’t care who is the one who pLay that instrument,, boy or girL,, mostLy I Like it.. Hahahahaha…

I remember firstLy I didn’t Like guitar at aLL,, I prefer piano.. Wowwww,, I used to Listening to it & my dad aLso encourage me to Learn it.. But,, I Learnt keyboard instead of piano untiL primary 6.. After that,, I quit (& now I regret it !!) After that I never practice again,, never Learn it again.. I’ve totaLLy forgotten it.. Tooo baddddd… Then,, when I was in sec 2,, there was such an event in my schooL.. it’s Like a LittLe concert performed by some the students.. There are few who pLays piano,, guitar,, recorder,, & much more.. We practiced for 3 months.. Then,, when we did the rehearsaL,, I just knew that there were 15 students pLayed guitar together,, & it made me faLL for guitar… It was awesome.. Ow,, I adore the onLy girL who took part on that group,, soo coooLLL… hehehehe…. Nenek,, do you remember that time ?? Saint Mary Junior High SchooL gave me a Lot Lot Lot of beautifuL memories….

After sakit hati dgn piano,, Rancu jd tergiLa2 ama guitar,, wakakakkak… Ditambah Lg I heard More than Words & Tears in Heaven & Romance & OST. EndLess Love… GeLoooo,, guitarna kerennnn bowwww…. Yah,, my type of music.. Hahahaha…. Luka hati ama piano br terobati after I watched Strawberry On the Shortcake,, when si senpai maen piano… Aih…Aih… Cinta Lama Bersemi KembaLi,, haiyoooo… BegituLah perjaLanan cintakuw bersama piano & guitar,, lol..lol..lol..
But,, the most important thing is,, I can’t pLay both of them !!!! Soooo sad… Because one & many reasons,, I aLways faiL to Learn it… hix hix hix… I onLy have the desire to Learn it.. Don’t have the time,, don’t have the abiLity,, don’t have the instrument !!! Hahahahaha….

GeLoooo,, bnyk bgt yg namana Chris yg Rancu demen,, hadowww,, bahayaaa…
Starting from Chris Botti,, Chris AngeL,, Chris Daughtry,, Chris Martin & the Last one Chris TomLin…. Hahahaha… Smuana ntu bLom termasuk Chris2yg Laen spt: Chrispatih (kerispatih red.),, Chrisdayanti (Krisdayanti red.) & of course si Mr. Jesus Christ,, hahahahaha….

Okay,, I think it’s more than enough.. Hahahaha…
Don’t ever think that I have a boyfriend name Chris yah… SijeKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!! >.<
Apa tuh maksudmu ??? -_-"

Le gra’