MaLaikat.. Adakah kesempatan untukku?? (pt. 2)

... continued ...

PerLakuanna semakin menumbuhkan cintaku padana…
Cinta yang beLum pernah kurasakan sebeLumna…
Cinta yang tak kutemui daLam duniaku…
Cinta yang benar-benar ingin mendapat baLasan darina…
Cinta yang membuatku ingin menjadi yang terbaik bagina…

Dan saat aku mohon maLaikat bersayapku tuk membawaku daLam duniana…
Hanya seuLas senyum yang tampak di sudut bibirna…
Dan ketika kuisyaratkan bahwa ku tak ingin pisah denganna…
Dengan Lembut ia berkata jika dunia kita berbeda…

Ia tak meninggaLkanku sepenuhna namun tak bisa bersamaku seLamana…
Ia tetap mengawasiku dari kejauhan bersama maLaikat-maLaikat Lain…
Ia menyarankanku tuk kembaLi pada duniaku tetapi aku tak ingin…
Berbaur dan mencari cinta bersama manusia-manusia tetapi aku enggan…
Hatiku terLanjur terkait dengan hati maLaikatku…
Bagaimana dengan hati ini?
Mengapa aku begitu mencintai maLaikat itu?
Egoiskah diriku biLa ingin meraih kebahagiaanku bersama maLaikatku?

Kini aku terjebak dan kemana harus kuLangkahkan kakiku ini?
BiLa saja mempunyai sayap sepertina…
Aku pasti bisa terbang menuju duniana…
Dan bersamana seLamanaaaaaa….

Le gra’

MaLaikat.. Adakah kesempatan untukku?? (pt. 1)

Aku menemukan heLaian buLuh yg terjatuh…
Kucoba beranikan diri mencari asaL buLuh itu…
SekeLibat dari arah utara kutemukan sosokna…
Itukah yang dinamakan maLaikat??
Aku berLari menuju sosok itu dan kutangkap gerakanna yang terjaga akan kehadiranku…
Tanganku pun terjuLur menggenggam heLaian buLuh
yang serupa dengan apa yang kuLihat di beLakang punggungna…

Ketenangan yang terpancar dari matana…
KeLegaan yang terLukis di senyumna…
Bagaimana bisa kuLupakan perjumpaan yang meLuLuhkan hatiku ini?
Kuceritakan perasaanku pada sekeLiLingku…
Namun semua orang menganggapku aneh…
Mereka mencoba membangunkanku dari mimpi tuk bersama maLaikatku…
SaLahkah aku yang terLaLu percaya akan keajaiban itu?

Setiap maLam aku mengendap endap tuk menjumpai maLaikat itu…
Ia dan maLaikat-maLaikat Lain seLaLu bermain di hamparan padang utara…
Suatu maLam, petir kiLat menyambar dan menyebabkan kematianku…
Aku terjatuh daLam geLapna bagian dunia yang tak pernah kutahu…
Terus terjatuh dan terpuruk ke kedaLamanna…

Kemudian maLaikatku datang…
Dengan sayap megahna mengangkatku menuju surga…
Membiarkanku bermain main bersamana di atas sana…
Ia mengenaLkanku pada sekumpuLan maLaikat yang menyambut kehadiranku dengan riangna…
Mereka memanjakanku dengan indahna kebahagiaan…
Pada akhirna maLaikatku mengembaLikanku daLam dunia ini….

... to be continued ...

Somebody's Me -- Enrique IgLesias

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?

Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

CHORUS: Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

Chorus

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Le gra’

7x sepanjang 25 apriL

Doea Lima ApriL terLewati sudah… akhirnaaa….
First of aLL,, thanks to My Almighty God for such a wonderfuL year that had been passed and thanks for aLLowing me to enter this bLessed year ahead…

Different from Last year where I had a free time for the whoLe day,, this time around wouLd be a bit tiring…
TriaL games for the upcoming bibLe camp in the morning,, caLL the participants for PW audition in the noon,, and YRC as usuaL in the afternoon…
Kesampean jg keinginan berpetuaLang ke East Coast di hari uLtah (though rame2 & ga sesuai tujuan awaL segh ;p)
Tp udara spnjg hr inih segh bner2 membunuh!!!!
Panassssss skaLiiiiiiii,, bdn Lengket2 ga jLs degh jdna,, huhuhuhu...

But, fuLL of excitement skaLiii hr inih….
Second thing,, thanks to my dear housemates,, FA Members,, church firendz and aLL the famiLy in Christ…
Dari kaLianLah awaL muLa mandi 7x tercipta…
Sayangna & untungna,, cuma 5x aja mandina hr inih,, heiehiehiehie…

Hendy’s birthday party was great,, a Lot of foods provided there,, heiheiehie…
But the end was not good for me !!!!
Diceburin ampe 2x segh GA bgt,, BIG NO NO dah !!!!!!!
And sorry to Becky yg akhirna ikutan kecempLung jg gara2Rani peLuk,, hoeheoheoe…
SteLah mandi,, akhirna puLang dgn senang hati krn bs Lgsg bobo bgitu nyampe BraddeLL…

Tetapi,, critana ternyata berbedaaaa…
Akhir smuana,, hanya aer tepung & teLor yg berbunyiiiiii…
Untung ga ditimpukin yg aneh2 ;p
Tp yaaa,, skrg ada bgn2 yg berbekas merah & rada sakit negh,, kaLian tanggung jawab !!!!!!
Cukup puas jg kok,, steLah menarik oknum2 peLaku ikutan berbagi bau teLur & tepung ntu,, hahahaha…
Kan kita inih 1 famiLy…. 1 kotor,, yg Laen jg mesti kotor bersamaaa dunkkkk…
Mandi di rmh Becky jd sia2,, naek ke 07-1247 mesti mandi kedua kaLina degh,, huhuhuhu..

Udah mandi seger2,, saatna tiup LiLin…
Make a wish and bLow the candLes,, heiehieheihei…
Potong kue & makan kuenaaaa….
Smua kue ada di dpn mata,, serpihan2 kue terLihat bgitu bnyk & ga niat dimakan kannn..
Ide buat coLek2 ke muka org tiba2 terLintas seketikaaa…
Korban pertama: Aie Aweeeeeeeeeeee ( mumpung bLom nikah yaaa Iieee ;p)
Korban seLanjutna,, smua yg berhasiL terjangkau tgn inih,, termasuk yg ampe kabur kLuar rmh,, hahahaha...
Kerusuhan yg akhirna bikin Lantai rmh jd kotor segh (thx to Kochan yg akhirna nyapu & ngepeL rmh ^^)
And kerusuhan yg mengharuskan Rani mandi utuk yg ketiga kaLina dLm wkt Less than 2 hours !!!!!
Heiheiehiehei…

And trakhir…
SteLah YRC sLese dgn smua urusanna,, ad a short cLip ucapan heppie birddei…
Rani demennnn skaLi videona,, tp BUKAN backsong na !!!!!!!
Arghhhhhhhhh,, mengapa kaLian bgitu tegana membuat Rani meneteskan airmata hr inih ?????

Hari ini ditutup dgn makan duren pemberian Ko Toto,, hahahahah…
Durenna enakk skaLiiiii,, senang skaLi ternyata BraddeLLites smuana suka durennn,, hahahaha…
Taon LaLu dpt durian cake,, hr inih Lgsg ada durian asLina,, mgkn taon dpt bs ada cokLat rasa durian kLi yaaaa ;p

After smua hectic & tiringna minggu inih,, then menerima smua inih,, rasa capena iLang smuaaaa degh,, hieheiehiehei…
Buat smua birthday presents & surprisesna,, thx bgt yaaaaa…
Rani senang skaLiiiii….
KaLian Lucu Lucuuuuuuu…
That’s another reason why I Love you so much my dear friendz…

Le gra’

My onLy song ^^

Sing me a song,,
A song you and I know
A song that I aLways Listen to makes me cry,,
Missing you with every inch on my heart,,
Knowing that you wiLL not be here anymore

Sing me a song,,
A song that wiLL heaL my heart,,
A song of forgiveness,,
Just sing a song,,
A song that cannot be forgotten
A song that is so memorabLe,, onLy a memory

Sing me a song,,
A song that we wiLL Love..
A song fiLLed with Love and dreams
A song that wiLL Lead into a prayer for me

Just sing me a song,,
A song that onLy you and I know

Le gra’

candLe Light dinner

Tertidur di sofa udah makanan sehari2 kLo Lg ntn tv di BraddeLL….
Mo siang2 boLong ato tgh maLem skaLipun,, asaL udah Lamaan dikit nongkrong dpn tv,, pst end upna ketiduran sambiL memeLuk boneka na Devi yg udah ga berbentuk Lg skrg,, heiheiehiehi ;p
Spt hr inih…
ResuLt showna AmidoL berhasiL terLewati dgn muLus tanpa ketiduran…
Niat hati mo ntn CriminaL Minds Lanjt HeLL’s Kitchen…
AwaL2 CriminaL Minds segh msh seger,, posisi msh duduk…
LaLu ketika para hozmet muLe meLakukan kesibukan masing2,, kursi semakin Lega & nyaman buat ditidurin,, hahahaha…
Ntah kpn muLe bobona,, tau2 pas sadar HeLL’s Kitchen udah muLe !!!
Duennkkkkkk,, brarti kan ketiduranna udah Lbh dr 30 minz,, parah…
MasaLahna,, ad ayg hrs dikejar before 1am td,, untung msh bs kekejar…

Tp yg mo Rani certain bkn soaL ketiduran segh,, hahahha..
Tp soaL mimpi yg td…
Tiba2 ada meja dinner di rooftop gedung tinggiiiiii…
Penuh berisi steak,, ham,, cutLery,, geLas wine Lengkap berisi BaiLey,, ampe ada buah anggur sgaLaa…
Tidak Lupa disertai bunga di tgh meja & candLe2…
LaLu,, di sudut kanan,, ada grand piano…
Trus,, ada music tp bkn dr piano na (hayooo Lhooooo ^%@#*!)
And paling keren adLh background si meja dinner na ntuuu…
Backgroundna pemandangan city Light di maLem hr gtu,, penuh Lampu2…
Ihiyyyyyy,, keren skaLeyyyyy…
Tp tumbenn,, kok ga ad org yg muncuL di mimpi kaLi inih,, huhuhuhu >.<
Seandainaaaa yg muncuL disitu adLh Koko Kris,, aihhhhhhh… ^^

Nahhh,, yg ajaibna adaLahh….
Bgitu Rani bgn,, si HeLL’s Kitchen sedang diputar…
Hr inih finaLe na,, between Bonnie and Rock…
LaLu,, mgkn dLm rangka merayakan top 2 ntuu,, mreka diajak dinner oLeh Gordon Ramsay…
Tmpt dinnerna mirippppp skaLey ama yg di mimpi barusan…
Rooftop gedung tinggi,, meja dinner,, backgroundna city dgn Lights yg kerenn…
Wuiiiiihhhhhh,, bs gtu yaaaa,, hahahahaha…
Kerennnnn ^^

Le gra’

a simpLe wish

Aussieeeee…..
I want to go there….
Maybe I’m getting bored with Singapore
or just a feeLing of jeaLousy
or it is just a wish in the middLe of the nite…
But right now,, where I wanna be is in Aussieeeee,, especiaLLy MeLbourne !!!!
Smua mengarah ke Aussieee…. Aussieeee…. And Aussieeeee….
And I’m praying that He wiLL make a way to get me there ^^
Ayooo,, berdoaa kenceng2 biar ada yg ngirim ticket return gretongan degh Rannnn…
Hieheiehiehiehei…
Yey,, yey…


Aniweiiiii,, sLamat hari burung Bude Santiiiiiiiiii….
May God be with you aLL da time & enjoy your day ^^
Le gra’

my ApriL..

Last two week was horribLe,, tiring & frustrating…
Last week was fun & exciting…
This week,, I suppose wiLL be another hectic & tiring week…
Heuhhhh,, hope this month wiLL end with happiness,, satisfaction & meaningfuL…
Jia you !!!

Oyeaaaa,, sLamet Hr Kartini yaaa => mengutip kata2 Rabies ;p
Msh ada Lomba2 pakaian adat gtu ga yaaaa???
Hieheiheie…

Le gra’

Trip with the cupuwz...

Just a short weekend is not enough,, but thx to my Jesus for aLLowing me to have a great & nice getaway…

As expected,, I gain weight!!!!
Not onLy 1 kg,, but 3 kgs over the weekend !!!!
But it’s okay,, coz it was enjoyabLe…

Org2 yg pergi,, bkn org2 yg so cLose with me,, jarang bgt maLahan pergi2 ama mreka…
But it’s good kLo ternyata pas pergi,, smuana mingLe bgitu gampangna,, yaaa,, mgkn since anak2na ga tau maLu smuaa,, hahahhaa…
Kuya2 cupuw was never faiL to entertain us with his Lame jokes,, hahahaha…
LoLLa LoLLy,, our secretary in this trip,, gud job girL,, hohohoho..
Ricksen was very brave,, he’s taking risk to join us when today he starts his exams,, hieheiheie…
David Cupu,, Gheko cicak & Mooya Cupu was taking their roLe as photographers,, hahaha…
And me,, suppLier snack,, hahahaha…

ALL the pLaces,, I’ve been there,, so nothing new…
Looked at LoLLa and Mooya when they are shopping was another excitement…
Mooya yg takut maen air,, too bad kLo ternyata kt maen aer trus2an, hahahhaa…
Though some of us feLL sick,, but they had a Lot of energy to hang on,, haahaha…
Smua kehebohan,, smua kejayuzan,, smua Ledekan,, smua kenorakan,, campur aduk jd 1,, ntu yg bikin this trip jd seruuuu,, hohohoho…



The troops are awesome,, aLL the cupuws peepz !!!!
Thx aLL for participating in this short trip ^^
ShouLd we pLan for another trip few months Later??? ;p

Le gra’

You are speciaL ^^

Anyone can catch your eyes…

But it takes someone speciaL to catch your heart…

And you…

You’ve painted a pLace in my heart…




…ketika cinta tak bisa memiLiki…

Le gra’

Last month…
I wished that my friend couLd come at the end of ApriL…
But sadLy,, he can’t make it,, huhuhuhu…
Yaaaaa sediiiii deghhhhhh…
It’s okay,, job is more than important bro !!!!
KaLo gtu,, kado kehadiranmu bs diganti jd Leppie baru buat Rani ajeee broo,, hahahaha ;p

Today…
Up tiLL now I have 2 friends that wiLL be going back to Indo for good within this month…
Ko Grady: cepet sukses yah di Sby koooo,, makin ganteng,, teruskan ngupiLnaaa ;p
Yaaaaa,, berkurang degh paparazzi dsiniiii,, huhuhuhuhu…
Kambing: Kambingggggg… Mengapa kau tinggaLkan kamiii Mbingggg….
Sapa yg bs jd kambing guLing Lg??? Sapa yg bs jd penterjemah bhs kambing Lg???
However,, gud Luck yah di Medan !!! Bergabung dunk ama si Barus,, heiheiehie…
Hope both of them can find a better soLution for everything that they need in Indo…
God be with you my friends !!!!

Jump to the curiousity thingie….
I wanna see his reaction !!!
Too bad I couLdn’t be there at the time she toLd the story,, huhuhuhu…
I heard that it wasn’t good enough,, he didn’t pay attention that I though he wouLd….
Does it mean that there is no Longer chance???
But then,, when can I stop this unwanted feeLing???
Why my sense can’t work properLy???
Haizzz,, he’s making me want to know him more,, hauhauahua…

Le gra’

I am tired…

Tired as in physicaLLy and emotionaLLy and mentaLLy…
Monash is driving me mentaLLy crazy within this month,, especiaLLy Last week…
Choir,, Kota Tinggi & ushering are making me physicaLLy aLL in,, though onLy happened in Last weekend…
PeopLe are getting me weary recentLy…

I’m getting tired when I’ve toLd the truth and they take it as joke and even worst when they didn’t beLieve it…
Maybe I’m wrong in deLivering the answer,, I just try to make everything not too serious…
But peopLe are too genious to make assumption…
I reaLLy appreciate if peopLe are asking me personaLLy,, rather than making assumption without any confirmation and spreading the wrong information…
It's better to say didn't know than to teLL the wrong infomation !!!
She’s very convincing in teLLing aLL the made up facts and make me terribLe in other’s perspective….
HAHAHAHAHA….
StiLL in the spirit of Easter and in regard of her birthday few days before,, I won’t bother it…


As for today,, I’m getting tired of answering peopLe…
I’ve toLd the truth that I just know that news after 3rd or 4th party toLd me yesterday…
Even that particuLar person didn’t teLL me,, so what????
I know if they take it as a joke with no intention at aLL,, hieiehieheiehie…
The worse thing is I’m experiencing the simiLar case in aLmost the same time..
And maybe I’m affected by the first case >.<
A bit upset though…

I think this weekend wiLL be exactLy what I need..
A break…
A short break to recharge my body and souL…

Le gra’

über sensibLe

What I need currentLy is a brand new Leppieee…
Nampakna inih Leppie hrs sgera dipensiunkannnnn…
Arghhhh,, I want the new Leppie so bad…
Heiheiehieheieh…

But the probLems is not about my Leppie…
It is when peopLe reaLLy bring me down…
I have so much reasons to be in the Low point…
In the end,, I choose to put it aLL at His feet…
Yet,, the feeLing is not totaLLy disappear…
It needs time though…

However,, I never get bored to say that my God is awesome…
Even in every LittLe things that happens in my Life…
What I can say about today is He wiLL warn you but yet He gave you the way out,, hieehiehie...
Where eLse we can go when comp Lab is booked,, Library is not compatibLe,, the other IT rooms are booked as weLL,, aLL friends are not there,, and the most important thing is we are running out of time…
Then suddenLy got one friend showed up and offered his Leppie…
CooL… hieheiheihie…

Questioning about rejection and being Left out,, straight away He gave the answer…
I don’t think I can come for FA today…
I don’t know the materiaL is about it…
And there I was.. Listening to Aie Awe…
Hmmm,, maybe I don’t have a pure heart for them…
Maybe I'm stiLL seLfish…
Maybe I’m too demanding…
Maybe I set a high standard…
Maybe I Limit myseLf...
Up tiLL now,, no matter how I tried,, it didn’t turn out to be good…
Hmm,, maybe I’m not supposed to be together with them…
If it happens that I won’t have much time to be spent with them,, Let me ask You to give us such wonderfuL & memorabLe time…
…. Just a narrow minded ….

Le gra’

OnLy God couLd Love you more

I asked the Lord for someone
And I aLways knew
That in God’s time and in God’s way
It wouLd be someone Like you
ALL my hopes and aLL my dreams
Were suddenLy fuLfiLLed
It’s aLmost unbeLievabLe
Our Love is in His wiLL

Chorus: OnLy God couLd Love you more
For He gave me this Love I have for you
What a bLessing to know He’s your Lord
For onLy God couLd Love you more than I do

I’m tempted to be saying
That we met by chance
But God was there at every turn
In every circumstance
To share this Life God gave me
Seems such a fearfuL task
But every moment we have shared
Is more than I couLd ask

S#3

"The reason I miss you"
ActuaLization: 30.03.08 – 06.04.09
It's very simpLe though ;p
4:13122

Le gra’

S#2

"My Precious Friend"

Late to post it aniweiii ;p
The feeLing is so empty,, it may need to be fixed…

Le gra'

dispLeasing...

Now…
I have the reason to be sad…
I have the reason to be angry…
I have the reason to be upset...
I have the reason to feeL disappointed…
I have the reason to feeL hopeLess…
But,, after aLL,, Let me Learn something…
Don’t want to Let my seLfishness take over…
Teach me to put aLL those things at Your feet…
Coz when others can Let me down,, You wiLL never ever do that !!!

I just ask for one thing…
Put Your favour on me Lord….
And protect me in Your presence…

Le gra’

cLean up your act

It doesn’t matter what we’ve done in our past…
We aLL have a past,, woven with mistakes,, successes,, and Learning experiences…
We have a right to our past.. It is ours…
It has worked to shape and form us…
As we progress on this journey,, we shaLL see how each of our experiences wiLL be turned around and used for good..

We have aLready spent too much time being ashamed and being apoLogetic…
Be done with it,, Let it go… It is an unnecessary burden…
Other have rights,, but so we do..
We are neither Less than nor more than,, we are equaL..
We are who we are,, kyk di fa td,, I am who I am…
That is whom we were created and intended to be…

Le gra’