sand of time

With the start of the countdown
The oLd me wiLL be freed
As the cLock strikes the new year
And the fireworks expLode
My resoLutions wiLL be cemented in time

A time to start again
Wipe the mistakes away
Create the new dream
Awaken the refrain
Reach my goaLs
Stand and be strong

A new year’s resoLution
to see something changed
Maybe an evoLution
to see this Land rearranged
Maybe this year
smaLL voices wiLL be heard
Maybe this year we can Live free

So no matter what our resolutions
We’LL give a prayer before we sLeep
For tomorrow I must remember
I have promises to keep!

Le gra’
31.12.09

I’ve been in Jakarta for 2 months and for that period I’ve worked in BPR Supradana Mas…
The first week was awkward and not so convenient…
The office is quite far from Sunter,, it takes 1.5 hours to get there…
The job was quite boring,, that I can’t do much…
As the time goes,, the perspective has changed…
The peopLe are very cLose to each other…
They make fun of each other and they are such one big famiLy…
They make me to be part of them…
They teach me so many new things and share things to be a better woman…
And we’re even share the same disease,, hahahha…

Now,, the time is up..
I made a choice to move on…
P.Mus,, P.Huz,, B.Ninik,, B.Ayu,, B.Ida,, B.Erna,, B. WuLan,, P.Ari,, P. Jhoni,, P. AsLan,, P. MuL and Asep.... I'm not going to meet them again...
HopefuLLy the new pLace wiLL be better and better…
Though it’s onLy temporary,, before I pursue my dream,, hahahaha…

As for now,, Let’s we weLcome the festive…
I’m exciting in preparing the foods,, the decorations,, and aLL other smaLL things,, heiheiehie…
Joy joy joy…

Le gra’

Sari Pan Pac-GOR-Ming

The Last Long weekend was spent with my cousin and aunties as we spent it together at Pan Pac...
But at the same day,, I promised to come to GOR Bung Karno with Dedevivi,, Bang Ipan and Ipan’s friend… Lucky the time was manageabLe,, hehehehe...
The agenda was to attend Rev. Reinhard Bonnke and HiLLsong…

The gate had been opened since we came… And the peopLe was aLLowed to enter the gate and get on their own seat….
GOR was haLf-fuLL at the Friday evening…

Maria Shandi,, AngeL IdoLa CiLik and DiscipLe sang their own hits as the opening performances…
Some of the the conggregations asked where’s the band that they’re waiting for,, they couLdn’t wait to see the famous HiLLsong,, hieheihei…
The hype was there when the band finaLLy were on stage…
I thought they wouLd pLay the Latest songs,, but they were pLaying the oLd songs such as :The Time Has Come,, One Way,, Take It ALL,, Hosanna and From The Inside Out…
PeopLe were running to the fieLd as Reinhard Bonnke asked them to...


Saturday morning,, my cousin,, her chiLd and I went swimming…
Lucky the pooL was not fuLL,, so that we couLd freeLy move here and there,, hieheihie…

Her 4 years oLd chiLd was adorabLe,, she knows how to entertain peopLe… and she’s soooo chubby,, hahahaha…
ALL the day I never feeL hungry,, the food suppLied was more than enough,, hahhaa…

I think I gain weight caused by the food I consume within these 3 days,, hahahhaa…
I Love spending my Long weekend with them…
Thx sis,, thx aLL for the Last wonderfuL weekend…

Le gra’

A Bright Mirror...

We grow because we struggLe,, we Learn and overcome…
If you eLiminate struggLe,, you aLso eLiminate much of what brings character and depth to your Life..

I asked God for strength that I might achieve greatness,, but I was made weak that I might Learn humbLy to obey…
I asked God for heaLth that I might do many things, but I was given infirmity that I might do better things…
I asked for riches that I might be happy,, but I was given poverty that I might become wise…
I asked for power that I might Lead men,, but I was given humiLity that I might need onLy God…
I asked for aLL things so that I couLd enjoy Life,, but God gave me Life that I might Learn to enjoy aLL things…
It is not the struggLe,, but what you do within the struggLe that makes aLL the difference…

Le gra’

Close Bersamamu

Le gra'

I know the reason….
It’s said in Matthew 13:45-46…
Hoeheoheoheoehe ;p

Yeahhhh,, I Love pearLs…
And I never reaLize it,, tiLL I open my coLLection and browsing for another accessorize….
StiLL,, I want this..

and this…

and this….


Song of the bird Left in summertime
Even through death you stiLL shine
Yet the recorded sound of your souL
Pouring out of a wounded girL…

A sorrowing tear drop seep within
To Lie in her heart aLL unseen
And with the passing of time wounds sLowLy heaL
WhiLe the tear drop gets congeaLed to become
A pearL of happiness and Love…

What does she Long for??
She stroLLs with him on Sunday afternoon
Down the Lane aLong the fLower fieLds
Hand in hand,, in conversations,, pLanning,, promising,,
Sharing warm pLaces and pickicking in the green
And exercise expLoring a bLooming Love affair

Bu what she can do now is sitting pLainLy
Watching the sun’s morning paLette
A wisp of hair above her ear
And exercise posing just for him…..
Le gra’

another 10

Tenth day in December…
Ten weekdays more to get my transport wages…
Another ten days to caLL it a month…
ShouLdn’t we ceLebrate it???
Hahahahhaha…

Wishing we couLd be in the same pLace,, not just in the same pLanet,, hahhahahaa…
Wishing I couLd get my one way ticket soon,, don’t want to have a return ticket,, hahahahha…
Wishing the surprise wiLL reach my heart soon,, hahhahaha…

Le gra’

morning tone

We’ve entered the Last month of 2009…
Same Like Last year,, here I am,, in my home country…
The different thing is that Last year I was preparing for my Auditing exam whiLe right now I struggLing to find a job here and there and waiting for the resuLt of my LPR appLication…

Eventhough everything is unsure now…
Even if I can onLy wait,, think of any possibLe way out…
But I know one thing that is sure…
My God is never faiLs in doing His works…
And I just have to pray and ask for what I want….

As what PsaLm 5:3 toLd us, “In the morning, O Lord, You hear my voice; in the morning I Lay my requests before You and wait in expectation”
Did you reaLize that every morning we have the opportunity to set the tone for our whoLe day??
I beLieve when we put God first and decide to go out with a gratefuL attitude and a positive frame of mind,, we’LL not onLy feeL better,, but we’re going to draw in the good things of God..
And if we get up thinking, “Man,, Life ‘s a drag.. Nothing good happens to me.. It’s going to be a Lousy day” then we are going to attract defeat,, faiLure and mediocrity…

I choose to set my mind on You and thank You for Your goodness and mercy in my Life…
HeLp me to stay focused on You and keep You first in everything I do…
Thanks for the opportunity that You give and heLp me to right way…

Le gra’

for a month ahead...

I made a deaL with God,, a simpLe covenant…
The covenant was over… It’s over successfuLLy…

The new season is coming…
It is too scared to start the new covenant…
But when the persistent has taken pLace,, I’m brave enough to say “Let’s waLk together..”
It takes three… God,, you and me…

Le gra’