I promised not to do it anymore since that time…
But now,, I find out that I do the same fooLish…
Oh goshhh…
I don’t want this to have the same sad ending…
Coz it’s too precious… too precious for me that I don’t want to Loose it…
Le gra’
Fireproof,, it’s another recommended movie….
It’s more suitabLe for married coupLe…
But,, it’s a good Lesson for me as weLL ;p
We can Learn the true nature of Love…
Learning how to respect others,, the importance of communication and it’s very gud to have the righteous friends surrounds you…
Not to be forgotten,, we can Learn to know our neighborhood ;p Hahahaha…
My fave quote: How am I supposed to show Love to somebody over and over and over who constantLy rejects me?
My fave scene: when CaLeb say sorry to his mother…
I’m bLessed that I don’t have that kind of marriage (of courseeee,, I even haven’t got married yet ;p)
I’m bLessed to have friends that I beLieve can keep me waLk on the right way…
And most importantLy,, I’m bLessed knowing that I’ve received a greater Love from my dear Lord ^^
And about the Love Dare book,, if I couLd have it then I want to try it,, huahuahauhaua…
It sounds very interesting when you are doing practicaLLy things how to show your Love everyday…
Haiyaaaaa,, I want that kind of book…
PLease send it to my maiLing address,, hahahhaahahaha ^^
Le gra’
Ich weiß, dass Sie nicht das Gefühl, für mich
die Art und Weise fühle ich mich für Sie
Es gibt nichts was Sie tun müssen,
Meine Liebe zu dir wird nichts,
wird nur noch mit mir! Ich werde ihn in meine Arme
und ruhig halten es ständig
Musik muss ich tanzen ohne Bewegung
Und so sende ich Ihnen das in meiner Verzweiflung
Le gra'
You can choose to worry about something or you can reaLize that there are actuaLLy very few circumstances in Life you can controL,, and just Let things be…
This is not an “I don’t care” attitude,, this is simpLy accepting what is…
Le gra’
I dunno why a person can keep Loving another person even when he/she knows that she/he doesn’t Love him/her…
He/she is not easiLy given up his/her Love…
Though the hope seems far far away in the dreamLand,, but he/she stiLL Love her/him…
Though the Loved one sometimes hurt him/her,, he/she stiLL Love her/him…
Though the Loved one sometimes disappoint him/her,, he/she stiLL Love her/him…
Though the Loved one sometimes make a fooL of him/her,, he/she stiLL Love her/him…
Though the Loved one sometimes Look down on him/her,, he/she stiLL Love her/him…
Can it be caLLed unconditionaL Love??
Or just a fooLish who can’t face the reaLity??
Can God by any mean Let the two become one???
Le gra’
Finished 2 dramas in 2 weeks…
ProposaL Daisakusen and SingLe Dad in Love…
The first dorama was fun,, better than my expectation...
It may be true that the past is not that important… The most important is the present,, which determines the future…
As for SingLe Dad in Love,, apart from the typicaL korea drama with the sickness thingie,, I Like the storyLine.. Like the ending part where gives the viewer to make their own interpretation,, hahahaha…
And this drama,, simpLy reminds me how actuaLLy our Father Loves us sooooooo much…
There are times in every month whre I become more sentimentaL and emotionaL…
Within 2 hours,, udah 2 orang yg negor rani…
Org pertama negor rani gara2 dy found out kLo jem 12.30an td Rani br aje mandi…
Org kedua negor rani gara2 by 2am,, Rani msh bertengger di dpn Leppie dmn hrsna udah wktna buat bobo…
Hubunganna apa ama kaLimat pertama dr paragraph inih??
Yaaaa,, biasana diingetin kyk gtu mah rani trima2 aja…
Tetep didengerin & dicerna kok,, ga cuma asaL Lwt teLinga doank…
Tp kaLi inih,, jd brasaover happy abies diingetin gtu…
Senengggg degh ditegor gtu,, huahuahauahua…
Brarti mreka msh concern ama Rani,, hieheiehei ^^
Dan sepertina,, inih effect dr keadaan yg over sentimentaL itu degh,, hohohoho…
Aniweiiii,, thx my good friends ^^
Le gra’
Her mind is fuLL of him…
She’s too focused to the profiLe of his…
She’s faLLing so deepLy in Love with him…
Without reaLizing that she may break the other heart…
A heart that has been given to her…
This triangLe,, I don’t know when it ends…
I don’t know when they aLL know what was happening up tiLL now…
Le gra’
Back in His arms again -- Mark Schultz
I see it in your eyes
The pain you keep inside
It's slowly tearing you apart
Though you've run away
Reminded day by day
You've stumbled and you've fallen
Still He's calling
Chorus: I believe that He loves you where you are
I believe that you've seen the hands of God
I believe that you'll know it when
You're back in His arms again
I believe that He never let you go
I believe that He's wanting you to know
I believe that He'll lead you
'til you're back in His arms again
Glad I found you here
'Cause in between the tears
Something in your eyes shows hope
And I stand before you now
As one that knows about
Coming to Him open and broken
And I know that He's callin'
He's callin' you Home
One life, one love, one way Home
And when you rise and when you fall
He will see you through it all
He is waiting, you are called, back in His arms again
Le gra'
I’m sure if I say I want it now….
And for this one particuLar thing,, I wiLL add it to my prayer Lists ;p
PLease my dear God,, fuLfiLL my yearning…
With my faith,, I beLieve You wiLL make it into reaLity and not just Leave it as my daydream…
I’ve decided that I reaLLy want it to be happened in my Life…
For my testimony of Your miracLes….
Hence prepare me to get ready to receive Your gift in my Life…
And Let aLL be the gLory to You my Jesus ^^
Le gra’
His gentLeness is nothing more than a friend…
His warmness is nothing more than a friend…
His kindness is nothing more than a friend…
Because he is kind,, he feLL into a trap…
And I just knew that…
He made mistake partLy because of me…
I was responsibLe for creating the troubLe…
Sorry… Nothing eLse but sorry…
I’m not trying to find an excuse for what I’ve done,, I know I’m wrong…
I just wanna say that I won’t do it anymore…
It’s nothing but my reLationship with God…
I did mistake regarding this thing in God’s eyes…
PeopLe might not know about it…
But God is aLways there,, watching us aLL the time…
And He knows it,, He sees it…
Hence,, once again I say sorry to God and you…
And I’m begging for Your mercy and grace to forgive us…
Thx my dear Lord ^^
Le gra’
I need to go to my hiding pLace…
But I can’t find it anywhereeee…
I go and search every corner but I get nothing…
I’m very tired now…
Then I reaLizeee…
There’s one pLace….
My father’s own heart…
A pLace where I can find my peaceeeee…
WeLL,, I wiLL go there now…
Le gra’
Another midnite… haven’t sLeepy yet…
Mengapa jadi serba takut beginiiiiii??
Mengapa tak merasa Lepas seperti dahuLu???
Mengapa seperti ada yang ditutp-tutupi???
Mengapa seperti serba saLah???
Mengapa bisa merasa seperti inihhhhh???
Haizzzzzz…
Sigh…
Lepaskan dakuuuu…..
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A day ahead…
I’m so upset with you but what you know?
It hurts more everytime but I don’t Let it show
Enough of what you aLready knew about the reaL me
I’m so upset of the fact that it hurts
I’m so upset because we’re not together after aLL
And I’m upset because I Linger aLL your words
I’m so upset of the fact that you never caLL
I’m so upset that you feLL in Love
I’m so upset that I’ve had enough
And that I’m the one who’s hurt, who’s weak
I’m so upset beLieving in aLL Lies
I know that one day I won’t be aLone
StiLL,, I wait by my phone
And I’m so sad and upset that you didn’t caLL
Through this I’m so upset that I never hated you,,
Not even cLose,
And not for a LittLe time,
And not at aLL….
Le gra’
05.03…
At the moment,, 4 of my friends share the same birthday on 5March…
My LoveLy Bimby,, Ce Mesum Elisa,, si Angie Angga and si cantik Inez…
Hahaahaha…
Heppie birddeiiiiii my friendsssss…
Just Like my fave singer currentLy,, Corrinne Mae sing in her song caLLed “The Birthday Song”,, may the good Lord bLess you and make aLL your dreams come trueeeeeee….
Esp. for Ce eL and Inez,, the BraddeLites record our own tembangs for you,, hieheiheiehi….
Enjoy degh yaaa…
kaLo ga enjoy,, tetep biLang enjoyyyy yaaaa,, hieheiehieei….
Le gra’
I Like strawberry…
Be it the fruit itseLf,, juice,, miLk tea,, cake,, soap,, aromatherapy,, even body Lotion and body spray…
WouLdn’t be nice if my room is fuLL with strawberry????
Seandainaaaa…. Can’t imagine segh Lbh tepatna Lg ;p
Bs2 kyk strawberry berjaLan Lg,, hiheiehiehie…. Lucuu,, Lucuuu ^^
Then,, my Lecturer mentioned about strawberry generation…
I never heard about this terminoLogy before,, hahahhaa….
I dunno whether this one is weLL-known or not…
Haven’t do my research about it,, hieheiehiei…
BasicaLLy,, she caLLed this generation as strawberry generation because the peopLe itseLf are being pampered too much… They can do nothing… Too soft and fragiLe…
Is it true?? And,, what’s wrong with strawberry??
I’m not totaLLy agree with her aniweiii,, it depends on what perspective you see it …
Though I’m so into strawberry,, but if the reason behind strawberry generation is because we can do nothing,, I don’t wanna be part of it…
Yeahh,, I know that I have neither speciaL taLent nor I’m a genius...
But,, above aLL,, I do have my powerfuL and wonderfuL God…
I have my Jesus… and in Him,, I can do everything and make aLL things possibLe…
The same Jesus yg bs nyembuhin rasa kembung yg bikin ga bs bobo inih !!!!
Yey,, yey…
Le gra’
I feeL a LiL sad when you are not cheerfuL as usuaL…
I wish I couLd make you LiveLy as bright as you were,, in my eyes…
I may not know the probLems that you are facing…
You may feeL irritated and if by chance it's caused by me,, sorry…
And since I dunno how to Light up your day…
What I can do was sending you the verse of the day…
And my verse is……….
Prov 16:32…
I might not be abLe to make your day….
Instead,, I caused you troubLes…
Hence,, through this verse,, I want to say
Whatever may happen in your day,, don’t get angry too easiLy….
pLease,, be patient and don’t be too sensitive….
And I'm sorry if I make you feeL more annoyed...
Le gra’
About the pw time this sunday,, I Like the syncope part of Lebih dari pemenang…
Then the drum... SteaL my attention,, hahaha…
The keyboard… The intro of You are everything become my meLody of the week ;p
About today,, as I promised to octopus,, I wouLd come to support TLG soccer team…
Hence,, I came to Tampines Safra to be a supporter with the other girLs,, hehehehe…
But I was too busy to take pictures rather than shouted for them,, hahahaha…
Due to bad weather,, the match is re-scheduLed…
The 5-0 wiLL be back to 0-0,, huahauhaua….
It takes such a Long time for me to finaLLy decide to watch a soccer match again…
Flashback….
It was a sunny afternoon and I just arrived at home…
I hadn’t changed my junior high schooL when I was receiving a caLL…
With a ride from a friend,, I came to the soccer fieLd,, though it was Late…
He was a stricker but at that time,, he pLayed as a goaLkeeper…
The match itseLf was reaLLy tiring…
Our striker was great but our defender was not good enough ;p
The match ended with 2-2…
That was the Last soccer match I’ve ever watched…
His Last match…
And today,, I watch soccer match again ^^
After we aLL separated from each other,, I went with a friend…
Decided to go to Mcd Lido and get my fave seat at the corner ^^
(Hmmm,, another time I shouLd suggest for the 24 hrs Mcd near my pLace,, hahaha…)
Met few YRC feLLows there,, hieheiehie…
Plugged the charger and turned on the Laptop…
Concentrated to the task but stiLL had fun with youtube,, hieheiheie…
Moved to my friend’s apt…
At my friend’s apt,, I went to the baLcony…
Thought that there wouLd not be any star tonight,, but I was wrong…
The sky was fuLL with stars…
Starry night sky…
One of the scenery that I Like to see…
And I saw the brightest 4 stars tonight…
Just Like a Mitsubishi-without-round shape…
It bLew my mind away ^^
The stars that never faiLs to brighten up the night sky...
The stars that never faiLs to bring me hope everytime I see it...
The stars that Leads me to my way back home...
And the way back home is feLt very short if you are engaged in an interesting conversation,, hahaha…
Le gra’
