A Letter to a friend...

Dear friend,,
Long time haven’t heard any news from you…
Long time since that moment,, we haven’t taLk from heart to heart anymore..
It’s been a Long time after we were separated by it..

You know how happy I am when I know you ??? Hahahaha… It was Like I find the answer for a difficuLt question…
We’ve known each other by a strange way..
Though you are funny,, you never faiLed to make me respect you.. Yaaa,, you never faiLed to make me proud of you..
You taught me a new thing everyday,, I aLways have something to Learn from you..
That’s why I Like you…

We went to movie together.. We went to schooL together,, sometimes… We had Lunch or dinner together.. We stiLL can hang around even when we were busy… We debated for such an unimportant thing..
You were a person that I’m Looking for,, but I denied it…
I thought that you are the person whom I can share my daiLy Life,, but I denied it…
You were the person that I want to meet,, but I denied it..

I thought you couLd be my best friend,, but the destiny didn’t say so..
I think that you can be a good friend of mine… and you were…
You were good to me..
UntiL we arrive at the time when everything turn bad…
I never think that it wouLd end Like that…
Let’s caLLed it God’s wiLL for everything that had happen…

I can see the LoneLiness in your souL.. I know the feeLing when you surrounded by many peopLe,, but inside you just feeL nothing.. empty… LoneLy.. no one you can taLk to.. I’ve toLd you to Look for me everytime you feeL bad.. Maybe I can’t do much,, but at Least you have someone you can taLk to.. Therefore,, you wiLL never feeL LoneLy… Yupz,,I don’t want to see peopLe LoneLy cause I know the feeLing when you Left by everybody.. Yeah,, I’ve been there before… That’s why I don’t want peopLe surround me feeL abandoned..
But,, again.. it’s seem there’s a giant waLL between us.. You think you are no Longer have a right to teLL your story… You chose to keep it siLent in your heart than share it with me,, even when you are hurt.. Everytime I see you online in MSN,, actuaLLy I just want to chat freeLy Like we were.. But,, I’m wordLess now.. My words become fLat,, do you reaLize it ??? Moreover,, I ever thought you hate me.. Yah,, somehow I feeL Like that.. I couLd find reasons for you to hate me,, that’s why I’m afraid if it was true.. If yes,, pLease forgive me.. I dunno that what I’ve done can make you sad… Sorryy,, sorryyyyy,, sorryyyyyy.. Sorry that I just can say sorry…
I never hate you,, and I can’t,, and I don’t want,, and I don’t have any reason to hate you..
I wiLL never ever forget you… I Loved you..

Although it didn’t go weLL for the first time..
You shouLd’ve known that it’s not easy for me..
Without teLLing the truth,, I know you understand me…
Yes,, you shouLd know my feeLing..
But,, you don’t have to worry now..
I feeL much better now..
I’m fine here..

I have faith in you… You’LL get the answer for aLL your prayer soon… I have one thing that I need to teLL you…
If you have something or someone you reaLLy Like,, you deserve to get it.. It may not as easy as we thought,, aLL I can say to you is to be brave and try harder… Brave to face the truth… You can’t get it what you want easiLy,, I know you understand bout this.. So,, if you face any obstacLe,, do not afraid to against it.. Not forget to try harder.. If you reaLLy want it,, don’t give up with anything,, anybody… Everything can be changed… Even someone’s mind,, opinion.. It can be changed… So,, Do not give up with the situation & condition.. Remember it !!!! Learn from the experience…

One day,, if I can’t see you anymore,, if I can’t be with you again,, if we were separated by miLes.. Hmm,, in fact I can’t be with you now…
I just want you to remember onLy the smiLe and not the tears..
A smiLe I gave on the day that I had to Leave…
The Last smiLe that I could give when you sent me off…
Remember about the Laugher & Joy we shared together…
You don’t have to remember aLL the tears came out,, pLease forget that you saw me crying…
Wherever you may go,, I hope you aLways shine,, shine Like a star..
Be bright & be shining…

Le gra’
Your friend..
--Maharani--

sorry sis..

Dear my LoveLy sis…
DarLingggg,, wad can I say is….
It’s not Love…

You can’t caLLed it Love,, for me it’s just a desire.. Desire to get you.. Desire to own you.. Desire to make you his..
See now,, you said he doesn’t care anymore,, reaLLy yah ?? Even care as a friend ??? Are you reaLLy sure that he avoids you ?? Ckckckckck…
So sorry if I don’t agree with you…
But,, I think,, try not to avoid him (if you can..) Then for myseLf,, I never ever want to avoid my ex.. Coz I know myseLf… The more I avoid him,, the more I think about him.. I even dare myseLf to greet him, Like send him sms,, caLLed him or any other way.. I found this method after I broke up with my 2nd ex & I made it… After break up,, we stiLL send sms,, stiLL taLking on the phone,, stiLL hang out together.. I did it to practice myseLf to change my feeLing towards him… Maybe it may not suitabLe for everyone,, but it fits me… FirstLy,, I said to him that method is my way to heLp me changing my feeLing,, and I asked him to heLp me..
If you want,, you can try my weird method,, my LoveLy sis.. hahahahahA…

The difficuLty is when your ex doesn’t feeL the same.. I mean,, he may avoid you to forget you.. Maybe Later,, after that,, he can come back to you as a friend.. It needs time sis.. It’s not easy to change the feeLing,, I knew it !!!!! Who say it’s easy ?? I think whoever say it’s easy to change the feeLing,, it means he/she is not serious… So,, if his personaLity force him to avoid you in order to heLp both of you,, pLease understand him…
I know you stiLL care of him,, I know you stiLL miss him,, I know you… But,, pLease Let him go.. Try to forget him…
Maybe he has another reasons behind aLL of this things.. A reason that can’t be said.. A reason that can’t be understood.. An unacceptabLe reason… Or,, he stiLL not sure about his feeLing.. I dunno… It’s hard to expLain about feeLing,, it’s undescribeabLe… You can’t force it to come or to go..

But what can we say ??? If I were you,, I wouLd go with other friends or do some activities.. And not to forget: pray to God !!!!! It’s reaLLy important…
BeLieve me sis,, there’LL be a better person for you that has been prepared by Him.. Trust me that He aLready prepared for your own-best way… Or,, if he’s the one,, he wiLL come back no matter what happens… No matter how difficuLt the obstacLes are.. ActuaLLy I’m not expert for this case Like that.. But,, I just don’t want to see one of my bestfriend feeLs down,, don’t want to see you sad… Sorry,, I can’t be there when you need me.. Sorry,, I onLy can be a Listener.. I can’t give you a good advice…

“The most I can do for my friend is simply be his friend.”

Le gra'

talking

So tired recentLy…
Altough I haven’t started my schooL,, I’m busy with other stuffs,, hahahaha…
Serving in Convocation was a great experience for me.. That was my first time serving in Convocation,, it was a bLessing for me.. Seeing many peopLe gathering,, seeking for God.. even though ada sedikit teguran maLu2in on Thursday,, hahahaha…

To my bestfriend & sister Agnes,, & my brother-in-Law wanna be Ivan,, sorryyyyyyyyy….
Mianheyooo… gomawayoooo….
Nes,, Van,, sorry bgt for the broken promise… I reaLLy forgettttttt.. I didn’t mean it…
But,, I’ve done it just now.. I just finished what I’ve been promised to you & I write this bLog..
I reaLLy mizz both of you.. I knew I’ve said I’LL go to Bdg,, but sorryyy I couLdn’t make it.. Maybe next time yah…
For Agnes,, cmon sis… Dun be sad of that.. Everything happen for a reason..
For Ivan,, 1 taon Lg yah Van.. I just can say gud Luck to you.. Lemme take care of my sis,, hahahaha.. You can go there & get yor dream !!! God bLess you…
Sorry jg yoo,, I haven’t said “congratuLation”,, LoL..LoL…
In fact,, I wanted to go to your pLace to say congratuLation directLy,, unfortunateLy,, I couLdn’t make it..

Back to Singapore,, back to my Sunday activity.. hahaha…
Yupz,, as you know.. My Sunday aLways reserve for church.. That’s why everytime you ask me what am I going to do after service,, I aLways say “nothing”,, hahahaha… Coz,, I just want give my Sunday for God & my church’s friends,, hahahahaha…
The topic of the sermon was WISDOM… Something that I seek recentLy,, hohohoho… Passsss bgtt…

This week,, kt Lepas jg dr penyet2an ria.. lol..lol.. Ibu kita Karfenny decided to eat @ Coffee Club & rakyat2 yg ikut segh setuju2 aj… Pengikut hr ini (sesuai pengaturan tmpt duduk) are Ce Fenny,, Ce Bombie,, Ce Lydia,, Ivan,, Rancu,, Elisa… Want to see our meaLs,, hahahaha ??? here they are..

This is Elisa’s


It’s Ce Fenny’s & Ce Bombie’s


And it’s mine,, hahahaha…


Oups,, forget to take Ce Lydia & Ivan’s meaLs…
Oh ya,, this is Ivan’s creativity after eating.. huh huh huh..

He made a face using those stuffs… Cornyyyyyyy….
Van,, kpn kt muLe tutorial ??? eLisa jg.. Ayo,, waktuku tak banyak Lg… hix..hix..hix…

Chatted there,, reaLLy have a great time this afternoon.. ExactLy what I need,, thx.. thx..thx... Oh yaaaa,, then after chatting,, we came out with a briLLiant idea.. For our FA members,, dun forget about our mission this week.. I think it wiLL be fun & meaningfuL… Do come to Cambridge ViLLage @ 7pm sharp !!!!! Let’s do something different friendz,, hahahahaha…
Other thing… Rancu just want to heLp bozz Dedi promoting for SMU Production.. There wiLL be a drama bout “Bawang Merah bawang Putih”,, bands & others @ SMU (Accounting buiLding,, LeveL 2) on 2nd of March 07.. The ticket is $5.. Anybody interested,, contact me asap..

Oh my God,, I just caLLed my friend.. Then,, there’s a LittLe misunderstanding between us… I reaLLy think about it darLing… Don’t get me wrong.. Hix,, hix,, hix.. But,, at Least thanx for teLLing me so we can cLear it by today.. ^^
Yah,, it remind me again to TALK !!!! don’t keep it inside… Thx darLing.. it’s better for us to TALK & make it cLear.. By taLking,, we couLd find that in truth there’s nothing.. You don’t have to feeL guiLty.. I aLso Learn to taLk & say bout my thought,, my opinion,, my feeLing.. Yah,, Learning to improve that skiLL..

Dunno Lar..
I’m out..

Le gra'

untitLed

I think I’LL miss this country.. My friend said: “You miss this country or some peopLe who Live in this country ???” Hahahahaha… I dunno,, maybe both…
PuLang ke Jakarta,, dengan kekurusan.. Org2 pd ribut,, nuduh aku ga maKan Lah,, diet Lah,, putuz cinta Lah,, sok2 ngirit Lah.. HaLah..haLah.. LaLu di Jkt Lgsg disuguhkan persembahan berbagai jenis makanan,, hohohoho… Lgsg degh perutku membuncit Lg,, onLy within 2 weeks… But then,, bgitu puLang ke Sg Lg,, sLaen bw perutkuw yg smakin ndut,, bw fLu puLa.. MaLah jd sakit Lg negh,, huhuhuhu… Payah !!!!!! PdhL di Jkt bae2 aj,, hr terakhir ini kok maLah batuk2 toh yooo…. Sengsara bgt,, tenggorokan gateL2 muLu.. Sigh… Hope that I get weLL soon…

What eLse yah ??? Yah,, I just made video yesterday from photo that I’ve taken when I was in Jakarta...

Came back from Jakarta..
Longing to see you,, hahahaha..
oLeh oLeh dr Jakarta ?? onLy have this song,, hahaha….
Sminggu LaLu tiba2 muncuL aja negh Lagu di otak,, hahahaha… It’s oLd song,, I Like this song,, hohohoho…

Oh ya… AdditionaL info,, onLy for you Mr. xyz,, hohoho …
FinaLLy,, no more curiousity… hahahahaha...
Thx for giving the cLue…
Congratz,, if it’s her… I don’t mind it.. You deserve get better than your Last..*smiLe smiLe*.. She is pretty,, has a cute face,, with Long hair... In truth,, I don’t know her,, I just saw her,, hehehehe… I just can say: Congratz for both of you.. *smiLe*..


UntitLed
Ketika kurasakan sudah ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh
Dan ketika ku sadari sudah, tak selalu indah cinta yang ada
Mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti, bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
Salahkah ku bila.. kau yang ada di hatiku…

Adakah kusinggah di hatimu, mungkinkah kau rindukan ada ku
Adakah ku sedikit di hatimu, bilakah ku mengganggu harimu..
Mungkin kau tak inginkan ada aku, akankah ku sedikit di hatimu
Bila memang ku yang harus mengerti, mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki
Salahkah ku bila.. kau yang ada di hatiku, kau yang ada.. di hatiku..

Bila cinta kita tak ‘kan tercipta, ku hanya sekedar ingin ‘tuk mengerti
Adakah diriku singgah di hatimu.. dan bilakah kau tahu
Kaulah yang ada di hatiku, kau yang ada… di hatiku..
Adakah ku.. di hatimu..

“When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal”

Le gra’

07.02.07----21.02.07

was made this aftenoon..
Fresh from Jakarta,, hohohoho...

gudbye coLLege weLcome Uni..

HeLLow…heLLow…
I reaLLy enjoyed my hoLiday in Jakarta… A bit busy with my parents (the most important person in my Life ;p)

Ouw..ouw..
I just want to shared with you guyz…
I just received another miracLe from God… Once again He showed me His mercy,, His Grace…
Yuhuwwwww… I just checked my resuLt through monash portaL.. I got bad feeLing few days ago regarding my resuLt.. I dreamt that I faiLed 2 subjects.. As you know,, I reaLLy desperate with 2 of my subjects, which are Accounting 2 and Business Law…It reaLLy tough guys.. If you don’t beLieve,, you can ask every singLe Monash CoLLege student (hiperboLa bgt,, hehehehe..) Hey,, but it’s true…
Yeah,, i found a bit difficuLty when I opened my monash portaL due to internet connection (I hate it !!!) I need to refresh 3 times for it !!!! huh.. huh.. huh.. My hand was shaking when I cLicked “Exam Result / Unofficial”… My heart was beating faster.. Then I just scroLLed the mouse down,, and found that…. I passed !!!!

A big thanks to Jesus !!!!!!!!!!! I reaLLy Love Him !!!!!!!!!!
Muach…muach..muach…
I didn’t expect much for my Last exam… But,, He heLps me to pass it aLL.. fyuh..fyuh..
Yupz,, yupz,, nothing is imposibbLe for Him..
Hahahaha,, it means that I graduate from Monash CoLLege.. It was one of my 07 resoLutions… and it aLso one of the things that brings happiness to my parents, which is my resoLutions too… hehehehehehe…

Oh yaaa,, I aLso want to say Thanks to aLL of my famiLy & my friends who support me.. Thanks for giving me strength at that time.. Thanks for aLL my ceLLgroup member,, thanks for the praying ;p…

Hmm,, for aLL my friends who make it for Australia,, congratz guys… Wish you aLL the best.. Hihihihi.. I’LL miss you,, muach… muach… Thanks for everything baby… And for my friends who faiL in 1 or more subjects,, don’t ever give up honey !!!!! God has another pLan for you.. Don’t be upset for too Long.. Let me heLp to cheer you up,, hehehe ;p

I Love uuuuuuuu…. Thx thx thx.. I just can say thx... I Love you mimi & pipi.. Thx to Jesus for giving me greatest parents like you… Muach..muach…

Now,, I face a new beginning.. new semester..
Hope I can do better and better.. hehehehe….
Let’s do our best…

Le gra’

compLain

Long time not bLogging recentLy due to many reasons such as internet connection and hectic scheduLe whiLe I’m in Jakarta…
Life is not that easy right now..
The more you grow up,, the more probLems you face..
There wiLL be more difficuLties arise..
I just can hope for the wisdom from God to face it…
Hohohoho,, maybe I shouLdn’t taLk about it here.. hehehehe..

Wooooowwww,, I came back to my room.. Same as my prediction,, everything stiLL same with the Last time I came here.. Hahahaha,, good good good…
And as my habit,, I open my window at the night before I sLeep.. Look at the stars in the night sky… Yupz,, just Looking at it can make me caLm a LiL bit.. hehehehe…

OnLy have few days to go..
Time is spinning so fast.. I just have two weeks here and this this my second week… huh huh huh…
This time is reaLLy different… I dunno why,, but Last time when I went back to Jkt,, I was not Like this..
ProbabLy I think bout it too much & it makes me sad…
Too sad to know that I don’t have enough time,, too sad that I must Let it go,, too sad that I have to Leave you,, too sad that I want to do something whiLe I can’t,, too sad to Let go something that I want,, too sad when knowing that everything is not too good…

Sometimes I want to crying out,, but I have to show them that I’m strong.. Sometimes I feeL that Life is not fair to me.. Why must I give up for something that I want,, someone that I Love ?? Sometimes I want to break the ruLes,, but somehow I can’t.. Sometimes I just want to runaway,, but I know it meaningLess… I just can say it to Lord,, ask Him to heaL me.. Let Him does His wiLL..
Hmmmm,, sorry for this compLain.. hehehehe…

Oh ya,, monyet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where r u ???
SebeL…sebeL..sebeL…
Hey my brooo,, I know you are busy nowadays,, but at Least you can repLy me messages right ??? Are you in Jkt or not ??? I hate when peopLe don’t reply my messages if the messages need to be answered.. huh..huh..huh.. I beLieve no matter how busy you are,, you have time to reply it,, it doesn’t take a long time,, maybe onLy few minutes… As you know,, I don’t have much time here in Jakarta,, I just have Less than a week !!!!! pLease give me the answer.. Don’t break your promise,, I reaLLy hate those peopLe Like that !!!!!!

Le gra’

arrived @ home

heLLo..heLLo…
Cya again through my bLog…
Hahahahahaha….. I’m so excited when I was on my way to go back to Indonesia… After waiting for 8 months and facing probLems aLone,, I just need my parents to accompany me,, to support me now.. And now I meet them and aLL my sorrows are disappear…
Thanks God they are okay,, aLthough I found they loose their weight,, but I’m sure to make them gain weight again…

Okay then,, Lemme toLd you my story to Jakarta….
Started on 07.02.07… I just wanted to go to the airport @ 11.30am when I got a caLL from my LoveLy shadow (mizz u aLready darLing…). She said that Ong Hui couLd fetch me up in TangLin View,, so I didn’t have to go by taxi… It was just a minute before I took a cab !!! hahahaha,, Lucky me…
Thx soooo much Ong Hui & MiMin,, you came from Bedok to RedhiLL to send me off….

We reached airport around 1pm,, then I checked bLackboard.. SuddenLy I found that I fLight had been canceLLed !!!!! Omg,, I was sooo upset.. After asking, they said that due to technical probLem, they canceLLed the fLight… So,, they moved aLL the passengers to the next fLight which is @ 7.15pm !!! It means that I shouLd wait for more than 6 hours @ Changi…. Huh huh huh…. Then,, I started to send messages to most of my friends in Indo & Sg teLLing that my fLight had been canceLLed… Some of them repLied & toLd me to be patience.. They said there’s aLways a reason for something to happen.. Lucky,, Ong Hui & Sze Min wanted to accompany me there… Fyuh,, fyuh… Otherwise,, I wouLd be aLone there,, huhuhuhuhu…

So,, we spent our time in Popeyes Chicken & Starbucks…. Went from TerminaL 1 to 2 and go back again & again… TaLked about funny funny things..HopefuLLy there’s any probLems so that you can make it to MeLbourne… I pray for you aLL… Hihihihihi…. Whoa,, I’LL mizz u then…. Oh ya.. for aLL who want to go to Melb… MuL,, Jarrod,, Moses,, Hema,, Octa.. gud Luck for aLL of you…. Ganbatte !!!

Oh,, back to the story then…
Just before I entered the gate,, Si Jin came… Hahahaha,,, amma.. amma…
It’s aLready 6.30pm now & I had to go…
VF505,, gate D47,, seat 19A…

Then I reaLized that yes,, everything must have a reason to happen… A day before my fLight,, my mom caLLed me & she said that they couLdn’t pick me up in the airport due to the fLood… I just thinking why was this so difficuLt.. At the time when I couLdn’t go back home,, nothing happen… & now,, when I reaLLy wanna go home,, there were obstacLes arise (though it wasn’t too difficuLt). I’ve pLanned to take a cab from airport and hope that it wiLL be fine…
But,, now I know.. At the time when I reached Jakarta,, it was aLready night.. around 9pm.. Then,, suddenLy my mom caLLed me again… She said that she couLd pick me up & she asked me to wait for a few minutes again untiL they arrived… Yay… yay.. yay… I know that my fLight had been canceLLed so that my parents couLd pick me up.. I didn’t have to go back home by myseLf… Hahahahaha…. How great is my Lord !!!!! Evenmore,, He gave such a nice wheather on that day… No rain Like the day before…

Seeing them reaLLy made me happy…. I couLdn’t stop taLking with them aLong the way to my house… There’s so many things that I wanna teLL them… About schooL,, my friends,, the fLood in Jakarta,, my big famiLy.. Even for those unimportant things & aLL the siLLy jokes that my dad made… Wowwww,, Thx God for giving me the parents Like them..

Whoooooaaaaaaaa…. I just wanna spend aLL my time with them… Even for every second of my time here… My precious 2 weeks… I feeL that my Love for them is getting bigger than before… I even sLeep with them in their room,, hehehe… Is it to chiLdish ??? weLL,, I don’t care,, hehehehehe…

Le gra’

New video..

Huhuhuhu....
FeeLing guiLty.. dunno why...

It's just an amateur video,, I made it after exam,, huhuhuhu...
Pas Lagi desperado bgt... Hahahaha....
MakLum kLo msh berantakan.. StiLL in the process of Learning negh,, hihihi...



24 hours more to Jakarta.... Banjir puLa,, terancam ga bs dijemput negh,, hix hix hix....

GospeL MedLey

Here's the new song..
It's quite oLd Lah,, but it's reaLLy gooooooddd...
Thx for Manchuw...
AdditionaL info: Last Saturday nite,, when we supposedLy do the sampLe paper,, we recorded this song with our own voice... Bimby,, few minutes again i'LL send to you that one... Wait ah... hehehehe... Btw,, bow.. ntu jdNa kLo didengerin asLi.. ancur abiz... Yakin mo dimasukin cd ?? LoL...LoL...

Okay,, since here's aLso the Lyric...
Enjoy it...

GospeL MedLey-- Destiny's ChiLd
Thank you, Lord, hallelujah You've been so good to me
Thank you, Lord, hallelujah I'm grateful for my blessings

I'm grateful for my struggles
Trials and tribulations I've been through
I've realized no one can love like You do

Thank you, Lord, hallelujah I feel your presence near
Thank you, Lord, hallelujah I won't hold back my tears
I gave you my trust
And you took me out of the dark rain
My Lord I survived it
I give You the praise

Lord, You've been so good
You've been so good to me
I'm so grateful for my blessings
Givin You all the praise Lord,

You've been so good
You've been so good to me
I'm grateful for all of my blessings
Giving You all the praise

Jesus loves me, oh yes He does
Jesus loves me, oh yes He does
Jesus loves me, oh yes He does
For the Bible tells me so
So... so, ohhh... so.. (My Jesus loves me, I know)

A-a-a-men, a-a-a-a-men
A-a-a-men, a-a-a-a-men
A-a-a-men, a-a-a-a-men
A-a-a-men, a-a-a-a-men

Le gra'

Finish Lahhhhh... Fyuh..fyuh...

OfficiaLLy I decLare that….. Exam is wovah !!!!!!
I knew that I didn’t do weLL for this exam.. I couLdn’t do it,, huhuhuhuhu…
But at Least I tried my best… and the rest wiLL be HIS part…
Since everything was over,, aLL I need to do now is just praying..
Remember a quote: Ora et Labora ?? Now is the time for Ora Ora-an,, since I’ve done the Labora part,, hihihihi… Never give up for a miracLe to come… beLieving that nothing is impossible for Him… Yay.. yay… I can take a rest now and enjoy my hoLiday,, aLthough it’s onLy 2 weeks….

Another thingie is……. I’LL go back to Jkt!!!!!
Yupz,, yupz…. FinaLLy,, fyuh..fyuh.. I go back after more than 8 months was trapped here,, hehehe… Can’t wait untiL 07 Feb 07,, Changi TerminaL 1,, VF503,, 1.40pm.. Ada yg mo nemenin Rancu nunggu di terminaL ?? hahaha…..
Mizz my famz a Lottttttttttttttttttt & I’ m sure they miss their LoveLy daughter aLso,, huahuahuahuahua (Narsict mode: ON)…

Differ from Bimby who can’t wait to eat Soto Betawi,, I don’t have speciaL dishes that I want.. coz I Love aLL foods,, hihihihi…. But one of my friends promised to treat me Soup Conro…. Hey mannnn,, don’t forget it ^^

Hmmm,, there are many things that I wanna do in Jkt…. But,, due the wheather & fLood evenmore,, I don’t know whether I can make it or not… Hope my hometown wiLL be okay….
I want to sLeep in my Sweet room… I bet my mom aLways cLean it,, hhihihihi.. Sorry yah mami gembuLkuw,, jd ngerepotin…
I aLso have to go to dentist !!! owwwww,, He’s soooo good to me… After the toothache that I suffered,, I didn’t feeL painfuL again until now.. Yah,, need to paste the teeth coz I got a hoLe in my teeth,, hixhixhix…
Then,, I want to ride my car again…. But unfortunateLy,, I aLmost forget how to drive… Of course Lah,, I dun have any car here,, how to drive ?? hahahaha..
Oh yaa,,, actuaLLy I have pLan to go to Bandung… Dunno why,, I just wanna go there.. StiLL dunno with whom (maybe with Gortep,, jd ga Cum ??) and dunno when… Hope we can make it Cum… Ayo Cum,, sediakan waktumu untukku darLing,, hehehehe…
What eLse yah ??? I dunno anything eLse.. Maybe I’LL spend most of the time with my famiLy… Need to taLk about many thingsssssss…. For my friends out there,, dun worry babeh… I wiLL make a scheduLe for you to meet me,, hahahahahah (act Like a Superstar,, lol..lol..) I miss aLL of youuuuuuu…. See ya in Jkt…

Other topic…
RecentLy,, most of my friends said that I Loose my weight.. Hohohoho…. I dunno I shouLd be gLad or sad hearing that… Is it a compLiment or not ??? hahahaha… Rancu Loose weight ?? ReaLLy meh ?? How come ah ?? Quite strange coz I couLdn’t Loose my weight since I was here… Hohohohoho *tertawa kepuasan*… But,,, it’s not that obvious rite ??? I stiLL can see that my tummy isn’t fLat and I hope I stiLL have my chubby,, hahahaha….
Maybe it was caused by the meaLs… Nowadays I don’t eat proper food,, I admitted it… But at Least I’m stiLL eating though I Loose my appetite most of the time…
Another reason is probabLy because I’m thinking too much… Regarding of my assignments,, my exam,, my other probLems,, I was veryyyy busy… And sometimes I even forget to eat,, hahahaha…
But don’t worry… don’t worry.. I’LL be fine… *senyam senyum* *big smiLe* For Bimby,, I’m not ANOREXIA !!!! pLease dunk agh.. sigh sigh…

Wew wew wew,, I’m so happy coz I’LL be abLe to bLog again,, hihihi… You mizz me rite ??? ActuaLLy there are much more thing that I wanna share,, but I need to do something,, stiLL secret,, shttttt !!!!
So,, see ya tomorrow.. Hehehe..
GBU aLL… Muach…muach….

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