With the start of the countdown The oLd me wiLL be freed As the cLock strikes the new year And the fireworks expLode My resoLutions wiLL be cemented in time
A time to start again Wipe the mistakes away Create the new dream Awaken the refrain Reach my goaLs Stand and be strong
A new year’s resoLution to see something changed Maybe an evoLution to see this Land rearranged Maybe this year smaLL voices wiLL be heard Maybe this year we can Live free
So no matter what our resolutions We’LL give a prayer before we sLeep For tomorrow I must remember I have promises to keep!
Le gra’ 31.12.09
Thursday, December 24, 2009
I’ve been in Jakarta for 2 months and for that period I’ve worked in BPR Supradana Mas… The first week was awkward and not so convenient… The office is quite far from Sunter,, it takes 1.5 hours to get there… The job was quite boring,, that I can’t do much… As the time goes,, the perspective has changed… The peopLe are very cLose to each other… They make fun of each other and they are such one big famiLy… They make me to be part of them… They teach me so many new things and share things to be a better woman… And we’re even share the same disease,, hahahha…
Now,, the time is up.. I made a choice to move on… P.Mus,, P.Huz,, B.Ninik,, B.Ayu,, B.Ida,, B.Erna,, B. WuLan,, P.Ari,, P. Jhoni,, P. AsLan,, P. MuL and Asep.... I'm not going to meet them again... HopefuLLy the new pLace wiLL be better and better… Though it’s onLy temporary,, before I pursue my dream,, hahahaha…
As for now,, Let’s we weLcome the festive… I’m exciting in preparing the foods,, the decorations,, and aLL other smaLL things,, heiheiehie… Joy joy joy…
The Last Long weekend was spent with my cousin and aunties as we spent it together at Pan Pac... But at the same day,, I promised to come to GOR Bung Karno with Dedevivi,, Bang Ipan and Ipan’s friend… Lucky the time was manageabLe,, hehehehe... The agenda was to attend Rev. Reinhard Bonnke and HiLLsong… The gate had been opened since we came… And the peopLe was aLLowed to enter the gate and get on their own seat…. GOR was haLf-fuLL at the Friday evening… Maria Shandi,, AngeL IdoLa CiLik and DiscipLe sang their own hits as the opening performances… Some of the the conggregations asked where’s the band that they’re waiting for,, they couLdn’t wait to see the famous HiLLsong,, hieheihei… The hype was there when the band finaLLy were on stage… I thought they wouLd pLay the Latest songs,, but they were pLaying the oLd songs such as :The Time Has Come,, One Way,, Take It ALL,, Hosanna and From The Inside Out… PeopLe were running to the fieLd as Reinhard Bonnke asked them to...
Saturday morning,, my cousin,, her chiLd and I went swimming… Lucky the pooL was not fuLL,, so that we couLd freeLy move here and there,, hieheihie… Her 4 years oLd chiLd was adorabLe,, she knows how to entertain peopLe… and she’s soooo chubby,, hahahaha… ALL the day I never feeL hungry,, the food suppLied was more than enough,, hahhaa… I think I gain weight caused by the food I consume within these 3 days,, hahahhaa… I Love spending my Long weekend with them… Thx sis,, thx aLL for the Last wonderfuL weekend…
We grow because we struggLe,, we Learn and overcome… If you eLiminate struggLe,, you aLso eLiminate much of what brings character and depth to your Life..
I asked God for strength that I might achieve greatness,, but I was made weak that I might Learn humbLy to obey… I asked God for heaLth that I might do many things, but I was given infirmity that I might do better things… I asked for riches that I might be happy,, but I was given poverty that I might become wise… I asked for power that I might Lead men,, but I was given humiLity that I might need onLy God… I asked for aLL things so that I couLd enjoy Life,, but God gave me Life that I might Learn to enjoy aLL things… It is not the struggLe,, but what you do within the struggLe that makes aLL the difference…
I know the reason…. It’s said in Matthew 13:45-46… Hoeheoheoheoehe ;p
Yeahhhh,, I Love pearLs… And I never reaLize it,, tiLL I open my coLLection and browsing for another accessorize…. StiLL,, I want this.. and this… and this….
Song of the bird Left in summertime Even through death you stiLL shine Yet the recorded sound of your souL Pouring out of a wounded girL…
A sorrowing tear drop seep within To Lie in her heart aLL unseen And with the passing of time wounds sLowLy heaL WhiLe the tear drop gets congeaLed to become A pearL of happiness and Love…
What does she Long for?? She stroLLs with him on Sunday afternoon Down the Lane aLong the fLower fieLds Hand in hand,, in conversations,, pLanning,, promising,, Sharing warm pLaces and pickicking in the green And exercise expLoring a bLooming Love affair
Bu what she can do now is sitting pLainLy Watching the sun’s morning paLette A wisp of hair above her ear And exercise posing just for him….. Le gra’
Tenth day in December… Ten weekdays more to get my transport wages… Another ten days to caLL it a month… ShouLdn’t we ceLebrate it??? Hahahahhaha…
Wishing we couLd be in the same pLace,, not just in the same pLanet,, hahhahahaa… Wishing I couLd get my one way ticket soon,, don’t want to have a return ticket,, hahahahha… Wishing the surprise wiLL reach my heart soon,, hahhahaha…
We’ve entered the Last month of 2009… Same Like Last year,, here I am,, in my home country… The different thing is that Last year I was preparing for my Auditing exam whiLe right now I struggLing to find a job here and there and waiting for the resuLt of my LPR appLication…
Eventhough everything is unsure now… Even if I can onLy wait,, think of any possibLe way out… But I know one thing that is sure… My God is never faiLs in doing His works… And I just have to pray and ask for what I want….
As what PsaLm 5:3 toLd us, “In the morning, O Lord, You hear my voice; in the morning I Lay my requests before You and wait in expectation” Did you reaLize that every morning we have the opportunity to set the tone for our whoLe day?? I beLieve when we put God first and decide to go out with a gratefuL attitude and a positive frame of mind,, we’LL not onLy feeL better,, but we’re going to draw in the good things of God.. And if we get up thinking, “Man,, Life ‘s a drag.. Nothing good happens to me.. It’s going to be a Lousy day” then we are going to attract defeat,, faiLure and mediocrity…
I choose to set my mind on You and thank You for Your goodness and mercy in my Life… HeLp me to stay focused on You and keep You first in everything I do… Thanks for the opportunity that You give and heLp me to right way…
I made a deaL with God,, a simpLe covenant… The covenant was over… It’s over successfuLLy…
The new season is coming… It is too scared to start the new covenant… But when the persistent has taken pLace,, I’m brave enough to say “Let’s waLk together..” It takes three… God,, you and me…
WiLL you forget me because I haven’t given you anything? I Love you,, I Love you… And you wiLL see what my true feeLings are That’s what I Learnt from you I whisper it to myseLf,, as is I were stupid
There’s between us something pure That’s given me these magic days So come together with our open mind And heart,, and the time wiLL prove
My Love for you wiLL go nowhere WiLL just remain with me I’LL hoLd it in my quiet arms And feeL it constantLy
So I have found my meLody And I have found my poem My heart has found its harborage My wiLL has found its Loan You are my heart,, my home
In early 09,, I made a promise to go to Dufan with Devi and Bang Ipan… We pLanned it but faiLs due to bad weather at that time… I remember we just waLked around FX,, PS and watched AustraLia in the end,, hahaha…
This time… We pLanned it again,, having fun in theme park,, heoehoeho… Without many choices of day and these Limited times,, we have to go there on Sunday…. We’ve knew the concequences of going to Dufan on Sunday,, but stiLL we went on…
Met Bang Ipan & Ce eL at HoteL Nikko at 7am… Since it’s Sunday,, we stiLL want to go church… We agreed to come to JPCC this time,, attended the 1st service… Bang Ipann hebattttt,, brangkat dr Bdg jem 4an,, niat skaLiiiii dy… Plok pLok pLokkkkk…. The pastor came from New ZeaLand,, he was taLking about the reLationship with God (potted-pLanted-packaged)…
Went to Grand Indo to have breakfast… Then,, we were ready to Dufannnnn…
It was not rain,, but it was sooooo hot!!!!! And we keep mentioning the List of the things that we shouLd bring,, hahahha…. Added the crowded since it’s Sunday,, hahahha…. Queued aLmost 1 hour just to enjoy a ride… But,, we keep ourselves busy by pLaying the “ABCD” game… Badan gerah,, tangan merah,, tapi tak apah-apah,, hahahhahh… Had Lunch on the street,, just Like a picnic…
Devi said it was sweat escape (jd inget Lagu si Naboeng ;p) Kaki pegeL,, peLuh berceceran,, tubuh LungLai… Tapi senyum dan tawa tak ujung berhentiiiii,, heiheiehiehie….
Another unforgettabLe moment with those peopLe whom I caLL my bro n sis,, my famiLy… Those LoveLy peopLe… The former of FA Blessed… Thx God for this amazing peopLe….
The Love of GOD… I reaLize that He wiLL guide and protect us… From the time we open our eyes in the morning tiLL we Lay down in the nite… For every breath we take,, it shows the Love from God… Hence,, it a must that we give thanks to Him…
One LittLe thing that I cannot take about Jakarta is the traffic jam… It takes aLmost 2 hours from Sunter to Pondok Gede… Everyday go in the same track,, facing the same probLem… Cuman bs ngeLus dada aje degh tiap hari,, hahahha… And yesterday… God’s protection saved me from a fataL accident… I couLd waLkaway from the pLace and went to the office with Lack of anything…
And this city,, this situation and everything that add on it… Always be a pLace where my patient has been tested… But no matter what it takes,, Let God heLp me to decide the best way… I know what I want,, I know my goals.. But Let His wiLL be done on me…
I’ve been here for more than a week... StiLL not getting used to the traffic jam... Almost getting used with the temperature... Though it’s just a week,, I haven’t had any whoLe day for resting at home... Too much scheduLes to be done with the Limited time...
Thx God that some of my friends heLped me with my struggLe in finding job... I can onLy say thanx for y’aLL ^^ My aim stiLL the same,, to get a job in Sg... But for the time being,, I haven’t got any interview again,, huhuhu... As in I’m in Jakarta,, I hoped that I got some kind of internship... It’s been proved that God wiLL Lead your way as Long as you seriousLy ask for it... Surrender to Him with giving aLL the best you can do... Last weekend Mrs. JL spoke about being a personaL assistant... Few days back,, Mr. IM offered me to heLp him in his company for 3 mths... And yesteday,, Mrs. MAW caLLed me regarding the internship program... In the end,, I decided to accept Mr. IM’s offer... So for 3 mths ahead I work in BPR... HopefuLLy within 3 mths,, God aLLow me to Learn much more new things in this office... And by that time,, I hope that God aLLow me to go back to Sg,, hahahahaha.... And most importantLy,, secure a job there,, amiennnn,, hieheihie....
Le gra’
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being abLe to see and to hear this morning I'm bLessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God You have done so much for me and You keep on bLessing me Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pLeasing to you I ask now for Your forgiveness
PLease keep me safe from aLL danger and harm HeLp me to start this day with a new attitude and pLenty of gratitude Let me make the best of each and every day to cLear my mind so that I can hear from You PLease broaden my mind that I can accept aLL things Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no controL over And give me the best response when I'm pushed beyond my Limits
Continue to use me to do Your wiLL Continue to bLess me that I may be a bLessing to others Keep me strong that I may heLp the weak Keep me upLifted that I may have words of encouragement for others
I pray for aLL my sisters and brothers For each and every famiLy member in their househoLds I pray for peace, Love and joy in their homes; and aLL their needs are met
I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no probLem, circumstance, or situation greater than God Every battLe is in Your hands for You to fight I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it in Jesus' name. Amen!
It's the tenth day since I work as part time @ Ben Quick... I'm working with one Chinese girL,, named Wu Jing... If she had a bad mood,, she can scoLd others as weLL... Happened in one case,, where I just want to ask a simpLe question,, but she gave me such Like angry face,, so scary... Not onLy that,, in busy time,, she can be panic with no reason,, hahahaha... What Andreas said,, it is true... When the peak hour was over,, she can be so funny... We can Learn EngLish together and she teaches me few simpLe Chinese words,, heuheuehue... She even bought me ConneLLooooo,, yippieee yippieeee....
I've been through many experiences here... Be it happy,, sad,, bored and anything eLse... The first day was terribLe for me... I even wanna drop a tear,, hoahaohaohoa... The next day,, I made few mistakes in printing,, soo bad... The other day was okay and sometimes a bit bored... The other day was went so fast... The yesterday,, I cut my thumb,, hiks..hiks... I shocked when I see the skin and the bLeeding thumb... Huaaaaaaaaaaa,, rasana toenkkk toenkkkk toenkkkk... Br digerakin dikit aje,, rasa toenk toenkna udah berasa ampe ke kepaLaaaa...
Now,, I stiLL have another 20 days before my fLight to Jakarta... I just bought onw way ticket and dunno when I wiLL come back here.. Haizzz,, I wish I can come back here asap...
FinaLLy I compLeted my LPR appLication this morning... They said within a week they wiLL submitted it to ICA... Goshhh,, I reaLLy hope it works... And when everything has done,, what I can do is just pray and pray and pray !!! Yey yey...
Are you going through a situation in your Life that you don't quite understand?? During these seasons,, it's naturaL to question things in your mind... But during these uncertain times,, it's important to continue to put your trust in God...
I have to remember,, God's ways are not my ways, and I don't aLways understand what He is trying to do in my Lives... The Bible teLLs us that adversity wiLL come,, but God is the one who promises to Lead us into victory... I have some unanswered questions... I may never understand why a reLationship ended sooner than I wouLd have Liked... I may never understand why I Lost a Loved one... I may never understand why I went through something difficuLt or why my prayers haven't been answered... But at some point,, I have to decide to put my questions aside and go on with God... We have to decide to trust His character even when our circumstances don't make sense...
"Keep beLieving... Keep praying... You may not cry anymore but you stiLL can caLL ;p" A simpLe gudnite message that strengthen me... Thx ^^
"A man's mind pLans his way, but the Lord directs his steps and makes them sure" (Proverbs 16:9, AMP)
Oftentimes as chiLdren, we have dreams of the future… Dreams of being soccer pLayers and actresses or super heroes... But most of the time, they end up just being wishfuL thinking… As we get oLder, we grow out of them… It's good to pLay and have dreams as chiLdren, but when we grow up,, we have to know the difference between a God-given dream and a wish… I remember when I was a LittLe girL, I dreamed of being an astronaut and being the famous girL in the worLd . That was definiteLy a fantasy!!!!!
But we aLL have dreams pLaced inside of us by the Creator of the universe… In fact, the Latin word for "desire" means "from the Father"… You can teLL if a dream is reaLLy from God if that desire won't go away… You may have had it for years and you stiLL can't Let it go… In fact,, you may have tried to Let it go,, but it won't Let go of you…
ALLow those God–given dreams to surface… He pLaced those desires inside of you for a purpose,, and He's going to use them to direct you into the destiny He has in store for you!!!
CarefuL pLanning puts you ahead n the Long run; hurry and scurry puts you further behind (Proverbs 21:5)
I've Learned is that success is not accidentaL... You're not going to accidentaLLy accompLish your dreams… You don't accidentaLLy have good reLationships… You won't accidentaLLy Lose twenty pounds. You have to have a pLan!!!! If you're going to get to the right destination, you've got to know where you’re going and how you are going to get there,, that’s what papi said…
If you've ever been at the beach just fLoating in the water and reLaxing, you'LL notice that after a whiLe,, the current wiLL take you far away… That's how it is in Life too.. If you don't have cLear-cut goaLs with a pLan in pLace to accompLish those goaLs,, you're not going to end up at the right pLace... You'LL just fLoat around in Life easiLy distracted not knowing where you're headed…
Examine where you are in Life… What are your goaLs? What is your pLan? Maybe your first goaL needs to be to make a pLan. As you step in faith to accompLish your goaLs, I beLieve God wiLL pour out His favor so that you can experience His supernaturaL bLessing on everything you set your hand to….
It’s been 5 weeks... And there’s a Lot of things happened within 5 weeks... One thing that I reaLLy wanna do has been accomplished there... Now,, I have to go to the other pLace... My time is onLy a month... And within a month,, I beLieve that I can Learn something new...
For the first nite... It’s been tough... it’s been hard... The funny thing is I didn’t expect to Lean on you anymore... I never Look for you anymore... I didn’t put so much expectation on you anymore... In fact,, the voice of God can be heard on the Line there... WhiLe the conversation began,, the voice couLdn’t be controLLed... The more we taLked,, my defense went weak... SuddenLy aLL the dramatic scene happened,, though it couLd onLy be heard over the phone,, but it was heard.. I didn't kow how cLear it was,, but it was heard... It took hours to make it back to normaL,, and the patience showed was awesome.. It heLped.. It heLped !!! I can onLy say thanks for the attention to this LiL sister,, hahaha… Thx God for introducing me to that person... And finaLLy the rain in the earLy morning wiped it aLL out... Have to wake up with a new spirit ;p yey yey yey
I can feeL the hype now.. aLL the expectation… aLL the excitement… aLL the tiring day… aLL the funny times… Everything wiLL be finished on this Saturday… SureLLy,, we wiLL miss those times… We aLL pray for this musicaL.. For His gLory,, in the name of my Mighty Lord Jesus!!!!
Another point that aLmost be forgotten… Though the present is not there everytime,, though the Limitation cannot be removed… The personaLity that fuLfiL the List of “unique acquaintance”… The ear that most of the time are ready to hear any news… The advices that somehow are usefuL… The time that is dedicated… Just right after I feeL Like I’m Losing it… The position usuaLLy occupied by somebody eLse is being repLaced… Because I’m Letting it go,, the repLacement seems so outstanding ;p
In Latin the meaning of Pax Vobis is peace with you… Let the peace be with us in every second of our Life… The peace that come from our Redeemer…
By pLacing Jesus as our Saviour,, aLL the probLems,, aLL the uncertainty wiLL never make us faLL… His peace heLps us to caLm down and that peacefuL wiLL get rid of our worry… We wiLL be abLe to face aLL the probLems and find the right soLutions to gLorify His name…
His peace… ALL the peace that I need… ALL the peace to overcome the stormy days…
“Be good and faithfuL !!!” he said. Teach me to be good and faithfuL in few things… He continued to remind me to read BibLe everyday… Therefore,, heLp me to meditate your words in day and nite…
In every joyfuL,, Let my God compLete my happiness… And in every restLess day,, may He heLp me make it through the day…
Hanya dekat ALLahku Rasa tenang hatiku Kau sertai jaLanku Spanjang hidupku
Hanya dekat padaMu Ada kekuatan baru KauLah perLindunganku KesLamatanku
Kuingin sLaLu bersekutu denganMu Menikmati hadiratMu Biarkan RohMu tinggaL daLam hidupku Sungguh indah bersamaMu seLamana
A very short 3 days 2 nite was very memorabLe… A surprise visitation from my very first friend in Sg… Met with Long-time-no-see friend & my first cLassmates in Grads day… ALL the advices given from the Loved one… Received a gift that I caLLed “buku Petuah” from FA bLessed… Thx my Mighty God for aLL ^^ Thx to y’aLL my dear friends… Love youuuu,, heiheiehie… Le gra’
They are coming right now… Auw auw auwwwww,, senang senang ^^ Picked them up,, but the pLane was deLayed.. Tumben si Garuda jg rada dodoL,, boooo boooo boooooo… After waiting for 40 minz,, finaLLy the pLane arrived… Both of them Looked fine,, hihihi.. But there’s one more person waLked behind them… That person Looked very famiLiar to me.. And guess wad,, it’s my ex-roomate!!! My very first friend when I arrived here 3.5 years ago… My friend who heLps me a Lot in various conditions… Yaaaa,, it’s Nissa… She surprised me by taking the same fLight with my parents… Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii…. She never toLd me before that she wants to come to my gradz day.. Owww,, now I reaLize when she said they we wiLL meet soon… Qiuuuu qiuuuuuu…. Uhuyyy uhuyyyyy… Oks then,, I’m going off to heLp the birddei boy preparing the dishes tonite…
Kisah tentangna… Pertemanan yang cukup Lama terjalin bukan berarti apa-apa Pasang surut emosi yang terLihat tak perLu disembunyikan Lagi Berita-berita yang tersiar sudah tak perLu Lagi dikonfirmasikan Haru biruna hati sudah tak terbendung Lagi Dan biLa kini musim teLah berganti,, bukan saLahku
Memang kehadiranmu tak pernah tergantikan Bertemu sosok sepertimu sungguh tak terduga Namun dirimu bukan untukku Dan ketika akhir ceritamu tiba nanti Aku tak berharap kau mengenang hari-hari ceria yang pernah ada Aku ingin kau menyadari berhargana dirimu daLam kisahku Bagai seorang rakyat yang mengeLu-eLukan pangeranna
SepenggaL hari-harimu… Di perjaLanan kaLi ini,, aku dating tanpa kawan Hari ini iring-iringan prajurit datang menghadap raja Diantarana,, datangLah prajurit tak berkuda Ia bukanLah seorang ksatria berdada bidang Ia juga tidak muncuL dengan baju zirahna Bersamana hanya ada kepatuhan pada rajana Setidakna,, itu yang terlihat dari sudut pandangku
Memang bukan ksatria nomor wahid yang teLah membuat rebah musuh-musuhna Namun ia tetap meLaksankan perintah raja dengan setiana Dan ia berhasiL mencuri perhatian dari prajurit-prajurit Lain
Aku ingin tahu akhir cerita ini Entah sampai kapan aku bisa menyaksikan kiprahna Dan berbagai keLuh kesahna…
Watched an anime once when I couLdn’t sLeep yesterday… The meLody got my attention and the Lyric that I couLd remember is Like that:
There’s aLso days in which I’d burst into tears but Let’s transform pain and tears into stars… Let’s hold hands together to create stardust… FareweLL,, perhaps it’LL come someday…
SteLah meLihat kejadian di dpn mata,, now I can say that they can’t be a good exampLe for me… Bkn maksud hati buat make a comparison,, namun apa daya biLa case-na spt inih… Ternyata,, memperhatikan smua bukti2 & kondisi,, mereka mengecewakan… Sedihh jdna,, mgkn krn I put a big expectation darina…
Namun,, smua tetap rencana Tuhan yg terjadi… SoaL ke dpnna,, ga ad yg bs prediksi… Jd,, nantikan sajah sepak terjangna… Semakin mengecewakan ato ada perubahan??
I know you wanna move away but I need you everyday When your eyes meet mine I know I feeL secure When I see you're smiLe I lose my fears for a whiLe
So don't Leave me down here aLone without you I can't hoLd on I need your Love and sympathy Apprehension, but no pity So just be there for me It may sound too seLfish But I can’t heLp anymore And I’m not ready yet to Lose a friend Like you
Office is quite empty right now… Some of them are not here yet… WhiLe doing some other things,, I can post my bLog,, hahaha.. Hiburannnnn ;p Browsing some hymns on Youtube… Then it came to this… The songs that I used to hear at GPIB PauLus,, my church in Indo… The songs that my father used to sing… The songs that my father wished that I couLd pLay with our organ… Hmmm,, one day… I want to pLay this song in front of him…
Saw your pictures before I go to sLeep yesterday… I miss those time when I can do crazy things with you… Don’t care about so many ruLes and just do whatever our hearts toLd us to… I never regret anything and I don’t have to… Life goes on anyway,, hieheiehiehie…
Your smiLe,, stiLL the same… Your pose,, stiLL the same… You may be happier now,, I don’t know… I wish you do ^^ Cheers !!!!!
Back again… Search again…
Never give up,, yey yey yey…
Thx for the short trip God…
Though it was very tiring,, but the joyfuLness is stiLL here…
It was sunny and hot there,, except a raining afternoon in Saturday…
Everything is cheap if you convert it to SGD,, huaaaaa…
So tempting to buy a Lot of stuffs there,, huhuhuhu…
Spicy Thai foods,, huhuhu..
I’m sure my abiLity to spicy food is improving now,, yeaaaahhhh…
Funny Thai accent…
Hoooosaeeee praiiiiii…. Ken mikkk…. Sikendretttt…
(hayoooo,, apa artinaaa?? ) ;p
Played Uno in our way back home and some funny jokes aLong the way to the pLane,, heiehiehie…
Back here againnn…
With aLL the backache and neckache…
StruggLing in finding job again…
I’m happy.. happy and happy…
Coz He keep on bLessing me…
Yey yey yey…
God of my provider…
Dari surga dengan cinta -- AdeLia Lukmana SebeLum dapat ku mengasihiMu Kau terLebih duLu menyayangi hidupku Bukan aku yang teLah memiLihMu Namun EngkauLah yang memanggiLku dengan namaku
Dari surga dengan cinta Ini yang seLaLu kurasa Hingga Engkau keLak datang menyeLamatkanku Dari hati dengan cinta Ini yang seLaLu kubawa Setiap kaLi kudatang untuk menyembahMu
From my heart with Love... This is what I can show... Le gra'
It’s almost a month since the Last post that I’ve made… My LoveLy Leppie doesn’t show any improvement,, huhuhuhu… MusicaL is getting cLoser and cLoser… can’t wait anymoreee… But before that,, my graduation wiLL be heLd soon… And not to forget a short trip in the end of this week…
Starting the 1st day as a voLunteer… StiLL doin nothing,, not reaLLy much,, hahahha… StiLL have time to chat and update bLog ;p HopefuLLy I can cope with aLL stuffs,, heiheiehei…
A trip has to be postponed… A bit sad due to many reasons… But maybe God has something to do with it… And the question is,, wad is that??? Hieheiheiehi… Despite of aLL,, I want to be heaLed !!! In the name of my Mighty Jesus,, Let these disease be heaLed… Not just for me,, but for aLL BraddeLites and friends who faLL sick…. Amennnnn… Yey yey yey…. Pasti sembuh !!!!!!
Rani mao sembuh,, btar Lg pst sembuh,, hahahhaa… Penyakit smua kaburLahhhh,, hieheiehie… Demam,, badan pegeL2,, fLu berat,, ntuLah yg terjadi… Mirip h1n1 ga?? Hiehiehiehei…
Rani terserang kejadian serupa terakhir kaLi taon 2007,, few days after kejadian 10 hari… Yg dL aja terbiLang udah sangat parah,, hanya bs tergeLetak di ranjang & berasa ga butuh makan,, kLo ga dianterin,, hahaha… Ternyata sakit yg kaLi inih bner2 hebat Lagi… Bs buat Rani kabur pake taxi tanpa pamitan dr yrc,, bs buat Rani tidur tanpa beresin make-up & hair-do yg penuh gLitter,, bs bikin turun berat badan puLa,, ckckckckck… 3 days I stayed at home,, doing nothing,, can’t think properLy… At Least Rani ga kaLah maen uno… Mgkn,, di kaLa skt ginih,, kemampuan untuk bermain smakin meningkat,, hahaha…
Udah hari ke-4 negh sakitna,, hrsna udah Lumayan membaek… Akhirna,, memberanikan diri meLakukan some activities & udah berani kLuar rmh,, hahaha… Ayooo smangattt biar cepet sembuhhh,, heiheiehie… Rutinitas membuka Leppie pun kembaLi diLakukan… Namun,, hr inih,, kembaLi gejaLa aneh ditunjukkan si Leppie… SteLah kasus bajai,, skrg batrena confirm bocor abies & coLokan pLugna jd Loose,, oh noooooo… Ada kLi 5x mati-idup2 muLuk,, huhuhuhuuuu... I guess I need a new Leppie… I Love my Leppie right now,, it heLped me so much for years… Smuana beres di dLm otak si Leppie.. MuLe dr tgs skoLah,, tgs greja ampe tgs kenegaraan… MuLe dr foto bayi,, foto norak ampe foto candid… MuLe dr Lagu mendayu-dayu,, Lagu ajeb-ajeb ampe Lagu kramat… Smua ter-store dgn rapi,, bae & manis dLm Leppie… Namun,, mengingat usia yg sdh rentan,, it makes me more uncomfortabLe to operate my Leppie… Haizzzzz… Before that,, I need a brand new externaL hard disc… Arghhhh… Mengapa bnyk skaLi yg dibutuhkannnn… Huh…huh…huh… Rani butuh kantong doraemon !!!! ;p
Big cLap for My Mighty Creator that aLLows me to finish another chapter…
Let me give the highest praises for You !!!!
And not to forget to papi,, mami,, famiLies,, friendz & aLL the peopLe that join and take part which make this story more coLourfuL,, beautifuL & meaningfuL…
As it ends now,, a new chapter must be begun…
With a cheerfuL heart &a heart fuLL of hope,, Let me waLk in Your way…
