something cliche

I just want to pursue my truly happiness

If it’s only bring sadness and tears,

Then how can I assure that this is my happiness??

If it’s only bring pain and disappointments,

Should I consider it as y happiness??

Maybe I should sit down and think it over and over again

Is it really what I want??

Or is it just my wishful dream??

Or is it where my selfishness taking place??

Climbing the stairs to reach the happiness is not easy

The obstacles may appear everywhere

We suppose to solve it as soon as it may appear

There is no time for procrastination

For the reward of procrastination is a delay of His miracle

God will help and pour down His grace as we try our best

He will see and count for every step that has been taken

But if we just stay the same without taking an action to solve anything,

How does God will help???

 

Le gra’

wishlist while i'm waiting

I'm waiting, I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful, I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful but patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

Reff: While I'm waiting I will serve You
While I'm waiting I will worship
While I'm waiting I will not faint
I'll be running the race even while I wait

I'm waiting, I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful, I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy but faithfully, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

just like a firework

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind wanting to start again
Do you ever feel feel so paper-thin
Like a house of cards one blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

REFF: 'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on show them what you're worth
Make them go, "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make them go, "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave before they know

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe the reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt your heart will glow
And when it's time you know
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Reff

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

overheat

Rasana pikiran ini udah mule overheating deh… Dari rasa lelah, muncul kelelahan badani… 

Tidur udah mirip kyk babi pun,, ketika bangun pagi badan rasana tetep remuk… 

Dengan tubuh lelah and pikiran ga fit ginih, kykna ga bisa ngerjain apa2 apalagi yg butuhin ketajaman pikiran… Begitu ngerjain hal serius dikit ajaaa,, otak rasana ga bisa diajak kompromi… 

Aneh.. memang,, nyebelin.. iya bangettttt… 

Mungkin more or less smuana berhubungan dengan masalah yang walopun saya pikirin sampai rambut rontok pun ga ada gunana,, karena yang megang kendali bukan Rani…. 

Tapi walopun bukan si pemegang kendali,, bkn brarti ga bs selesein masalah kan,, hieheheiehie… 

Ada baekna,, si masalah ntu segera Rani selesein dan dibuang jauh2 biar ga merembet ke smuanaaa.. huhuhuhu…

Le gra’