A new heart..

Within these last few hours,, we will enter a new year….
Moving forward to 2011 and leave all the past things happened in 2010…
I don’t have any plan for tonite….
No partying,, no gathering,, no fireworks,, nothing…
I miss those times when I was going out with others as a team …
Make fun all the way around….
But that’s alright if I don’t have it by tonite,, all those things are not really important…
I have to prepare more important thing as I enter the new year…
A new heart… A new pure heart… A new strong heart… A new mature heart…
A heart that can bear all things through the help of my Saviour…
A new year with new resolutions…

Le gra’

wandering heart...

A simple prayer in the dark of the midnight…
A silence voice that speak through heart…
A hope and dream long to be embodied…
A miracle to be happened…
And a love that search for an identity…

Le gra’

an empty box

I won't talk so loud.
You will find me in the corner, sitting quietly.
To observe..
To absorb..
To be present..
To listen..

To collect the little pieces of life, in this empty box.

Le gra'

gloomy nite

Let it only appear in the night of gloom
When everything shines
Don’t feel bad
Or feel a little sad
If gloomy life’s night
Appears before your sight
For everything will shines
And make things aline
After the night of gloom
And surely after it
Will come joy in bits

Le gra’

Merry Christmas ^^

It’s Christmas timeeee….
Merry Christmas to you all my dearrrrr…

Christmas time…
It should bring all the joy and happiness…
It’s time to gather all the family members…
Time to share and time to wish…

Sadly,, this is the second year since I don’t assemble the Christmas tree…
I used to do it with my father while my mom busy with her dishes…
Now the time has gone….
No more Christmas tree in the house…
No more Christmas present from them…
No more travelling together…
But thanks God the other things remain the same…
Almost all…
The gathering of the family,, the peace that comes out from the heart,, the sharing time….
After all,, the celebration is not the important thing…
The most,, Christ is still remain in my heart…

Le gra’

All I want for Christmas is you…

This year,, He gave it to me…
Not give it yet,, still lend it to me…
But He promise to give it to me if I take a good care of it...
With all the good and bad things it has…
Closer and get closer with my weaknesses and strength…
I love it,, I enjoy it,, I am proud to have it…
I bring it everywhere I go…
I want it to be mine…
I want to own it for myself coz I’ve fallen for it…
It’s too loveable to be given to other people…

Unluckily,, I am too careless…
Can’t hold it nicely and carefully…
My hands are itchy and I almost drop it…
It’s cracking by now…
I almost make it into pieces…
Sadly,, I almost loose it…
He almost take it away from me...
But I don’t wanna give up and throw it away…
I also don’t want to find the new one…
I just want to fix it by lovingly hold it…
I’m sure that the crack will be healed…
By the magic of Christmas,, I'm sure He will give it to me...

Le gra’

still have tomorrow...

I dream for better life
Forgetting the sickening past
We dream for better future
Overlooking our horrifying history
Distinguishing we and they
Can we dream of better future?

The only thing that keeps us apart is
The philosophy of them and us
People say lovers know no barriers
As the barriers are just hitch.
Many tried, some aborted
Let us try until the end, even the end end us.

Le gra’

I see the Light -- ost. Tangled Rapunzel

tik tok tik tok...

It’s almost end of the year…
Many friends put the countdown time as their status in social network…
All of them have different meaning and reason to put it…
Same goes here,, I do have my own reason to put a countdown…
And the time left is not much…
We’ll see what happen when the time is up….
Some part don’t want to reach that time…
Some part can’t hardly wait till it comes…

As Christmas approaching,, I whisper my wishlists…
Too many wishes and hopes in this time…
Let Him decides what will He give for me,, hieheiheiei…
But I’ve decided what I’ll give to you…
And as we enter the new year,, I also want to enter the beginning of everything…
Be it continuing with the new chapter or concluding the end of the story…

Le gra’

ShinNe…

jadoel


hari gini


Para kelinci hura-hura….
Not all are rabbits actually,, there’s one tiger in it…
Not all come from the same junior high school,, but we’re in one class in senior high school…
Not all belong to the same race,, there’s what she called “half-breed”…
Not all go through the same experiences,, the colour of every journey completes us…
Not all have the same taste,, but the differences make our bond stronger…
Not all live in near area,, but we never tired of the distance…
Not all runaway from this country,, but here we come together again….
My bestfriends…
I’m very happy to have you here,, be around again…
Karena ketika kelinci-kelinci telah berkumpul,, anything can happen…
Cheersssss ^^
Le gra’

Crying in the night - Boyzone

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heal me

It is not a dream
When I will see a happy ending
This month is Christmas time
We can ask many gifts in this month
I ask God....
Please, give a beautiful heart everyday
I am not smart
I am not cute
I am only a sand
Not many sand
I am nothing
But I want to be useful for everyone
Give me strength more and more each day
Please, Lord erase all the hatred feeling in me
Please, let me walk in the right way
Let me have power to do the right thing
Not for me, only for You, Lord
Let me, live in a health condition

Le gra’