Love affair

Just read few lines from Jend’s blog… And the quote is like this:
Si CINTA bertanya kepada SELINGKUH:
C:Kalo CINTA ada,, kenapa harus ada SELINGKUH??
S: karena SELINGKUH memberi senyuman kepada CINTA ketika dia sedang bersedih…

Since I’m in Jakarta,, the thing that I never imagine was happened surrounds me…
Most of the things that I never ever think of before…
Up till now,, I’m still struggling with it…
Knowing the things that is not right but can’t do anything….
Is it called the battlefield???
Is this the reason why God somehow still put me in Jakarta??

One of it is called love affair…
Be it between colleagues,, church mates,, school mates…
Dunia perselingkuhan somehow become close to me,, hahahaha…
How could it be when you have a faithful spouse and nothing’s wrong with the relationship but yet you falls in love affair… When the love is still there,, how could he cheat with someone else?? When the love is not there,, why he still holding on that relationship?? Does he ever feel guilty to his spouse??
Apa karena sang cinta sedang bersedih sehingga ia mencari perselingkuhan untuk memberikan senyum sementara untuknya???

The funny thing is he can maintain 2 relationships in the same time with 2 different girls… He gives love to both of the girls,, he gives his care,, he plays the role as a good boyfriend... I’m not sure which one does he love the most…
I don’t know what’s happening among them… The more I look at them,, the more confuse I get… Speechless…
Is it possible to love more than one person in the same time???
Is there a true love in the midst of them??

In the end,, they must choose… Cause Life is all about choices…
I emphasize at the guy who has to choose between his spouse or the girl that loves him…
I bet he comes back at his spouse and marry her and no matter what the girl has to be forgotten…
Even if the guy says she will not be dumped or she will not be forgotten or she will not be left out,, whatever he may call it,, the meaning is still the same… Separation…
Does the guy realize that he's just satisfy his desire and lust??
Does the guy realize that what he's doing is just hurt the girl with all the fantasy that he creates??
Does the guy realize that he's just left the scars in the girl's heart??

If the girl knows that in the end she will be dumped anyway,, why does she still want to be with the guy??
If the girl knows that the guy has a girlfriend anyway,, why does she still have the guts to love the guy???
Why does the girl look so stupid to spend her time with the guy who can’t be hers??
Why does the girl look so stupid to waste her time being fooled by all the things covered by so called love???
Why does the girl look so stupid when she wants to be hurt by the guy who is not even make her an option???
Why does not the girl use the time she has to look for her true love that loves her truly and faithfully???
Does the girl ever ask God to give her freedom and righteousness???

**Hmm… I want to see the end of their road and being a witness of this crazy world….**

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