compLain

Long time not bLogging recentLy due to many reasons such as internet connection and hectic scheduLe whiLe I’m in Jakarta…
Life is not that easy right now..
The more you grow up,, the more probLems you face..
There wiLL be more difficuLties arise..
I just can hope for the wisdom from God to face it…
Hohohoho,, maybe I shouLdn’t taLk about it here.. hehehehe..

Wooooowwww,, I came back to my room.. Same as my prediction,, everything stiLL same with the Last time I came here.. Hahahaha,, good good good…
And as my habit,, I open my window at the night before I sLeep.. Look at the stars in the night sky… Yupz,, just Looking at it can make me caLm a LiL bit.. hehehehe…

OnLy have few days to go..
Time is spinning so fast.. I just have two weeks here and this this my second week… huh huh huh…
This time is reaLLy different… I dunno why,, but Last time when I went back to Jkt,, I was not Like this..
ProbabLy I think bout it too much & it makes me sad…
Too sad to know that I don’t have enough time,, too sad that I must Let it go,, too sad that I have to Leave you,, too sad that I want to do something whiLe I can’t,, too sad to Let go something that I want,, too sad when knowing that everything is not too good…

Sometimes I want to crying out,, but I have to show them that I’m strong.. Sometimes I feeL that Life is not fair to me.. Why must I give up for something that I want,, someone that I Love ?? Sometimes I want to break the ruLes,, but somehow I can’t.. Sometimes I just want to runaway,, but I know it meaningLess… I just can say it to Lord,, ask Him to heaL me.. Let Him does His wiLL..
Hmmmm,, sorry for this compLain.. hehehehe…

Oh ya,, monyet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where r u ???
SebeL…sebeL..sebeL…
Hey my brooo,, I know you are busy nowadays,, but at Least you can repLy me messages right ??? Are you in Jkt or not ??? I hate when peopLe don’t reply my messages if the messages need to be answered.. huh..huh..huh.. I beLieve no matter how busy you are,, you have time to reply it,, it doesn’t take a long time,, maybe onLy few minutes… As you know,, I don’t have much time here in Jakarta,, I just have Less than a week !!!!! pLease give me the answer.. Don’t break your promise,, I reaLLy hate those peopLe Like that !!!!!!

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