A Letter to a friend...

Dear friend,,
Long time haven’t heard any news from you…
Long time since that moment,, we haven’t taLk from heart to heart anymore..
It’s been a Long time after we were separated by it..

You know how happy I am when I know you ??? Hahahaha… It was Like I find the answer for a difficuLt question…
We’ve known each other by a strange way..
Though you are funny,, you never faiLed to make me respect you.. Yaaa,, you never faiLed to make me proud of you..
You taught me a new thing everyday,, I aLways have something to Learn from you..
That’s why I Like you…

We went to movie together.. We went to schooL together,, sometimes… We had Lunch or dinner together.. We stiLL can hang around even when we were busy… We debated for such an unimportant thing..
You were a person that I’m Looking for,, but I denied it…
I thought that you are the person whom I can share my daiLy Life,, but I denied it…
You were the person that I want to meet,, but I denied it..

I thought you couLd be my best friend,, but the destiny didn’t say so..
I think that you can be a good friend of mine… and you were…
You were good to me..
UntiL we arrive at the time when everything turn bad…
I never think that it wouLd end Like that…
Let’s caLLed it God’s wiLL for everything that had happen…

I can see the LoneLiness in your souL.. I know the feeLing when you surrounded by many peopLe,, but inside you just feeL nothing.. empty… LoneLy.. no one you can taLk to.. I’ve toLd you to Look for me everytime you feeL bad.. Maybe I can’t do much,, but at Least you have someone you can taLk to.. Therefore,, you wiLL never feeL LoneLy… Yupz,,I don’t want to see peopLe LoneLy cause I know the feeLing when you Left by everybody.. Yeah,, I’ve been there before… That’s why I don’t want peopLe surround me feeL abandoned..
But,, again.. it’s seem there’s a giant waLL between us.. You think you are no Longer have a right to teLL your story… You chose to keep it siLent in your heart than share it with me,, even when you are hurt.. Everytime I see you online in MSN,, actuaLLy I just want to chat freeLy Like we were.. But,, I’m wordLess now.. My words become fLat,, do you reaLize it ??? Moreover,, I ever thought you hate me.. Yah,, somehow I feeL Like that.. I couLd find reasons for you to hate me,, that’s why I’m afraid if it was true.. If yes,, pLease forgive me.. I dunno that what I’ve done can make you sad… Sorryy,, sorryyyyy,, sorryyyyyy.. Sorry that I just can say sorry…
I never hate you,, and I can’t,, and I don’t want,, and I don’t have any reason to hate you..
I wiLL never ever forget you… I Loved you..

Although it didn’t go weLL for the first time..
You shouLd’ve known that it’s not easy for me..
Without teLLing the truth,, I know you understand me…
Yes,, you shouLd know my feeLing..
But,, you don’t have to worry now..
I feeL much better now..
I’m fine here..

I have faith in you… You’LL get the answer for aLL your prayer soon… I have one thing that I need to teLL you…
If you have something or someone you reaLLy Like,, you deserve to get it.. It may not as easy as we thought,, aLL I can say to you is to be brave and try harder… Brave to face the truth… You can’t get it what you want easiLy,, I know you understand bout this.. So,, if you face any obstacLe,, do not afraid to against it.. Not forget to try harder.. If you reaLLy want it,, don’t give up with anything,, anybody… Everything can be changed… Even someone’s mind,, opinion.. It can be changed… So,, Do not give up with the situation & condition.. Remember it !!!! Learn from the experience…

One day,, if I can’t see you anymore,, if I can’t be with you again,, if we were separated by miLes.. Hmm,, in fact I can’t be with you now…
I just want you to remember onLy the smiLe and not the tears..
A smiLe I gave on the day that I had to Leave…
The Last smiLe that I could give when you sent me off…
Remember about the Laugher & Joy we shared together…
You don’t have to remember aLL the tears came out,, pLease forget that you saw me crying…
Wherever you may go,, I hope you aLways shine,, shine Like a star..
Be bright & be shining…

Le gra’
Your friend..
--Maharani--