Hard to change it…
EspeciaLLy for a person Like me,, who is stubborn in some ways…
But again,, I’ve been toLd that He is wonderfuL..
He’s done amazing things in my Life…
And yet,, He wiLL do much more amazing things Later on…
Coz when anybody knows,, He knows everything…

I’m gLad that I foLLowed my heart...
Sometimes,, it’s good to Listen to your heart…
Coz angeLs speak their voice softLy at your heart…
Yesterday,, woke up as usuaL and I decided not to go to church…
And instead, had a pLan to go to another pLace in the evening…
It’s nothing but I’m not ready yet…
Not ready for so much things…

Anyway,, so I turned my tv on and watched dvd…
“CaroLina” it’s 2003 movie I guess…
It’s a simpLe movie… my type…
But the point here is,, right after I watched it,, I reaLLy want to attend yrc…
There’s a voice in my heart that forced me to go,, no more bargaining…
And I simpLy couLdn’t deny that voice…
Took a shower and in 30 mins ready to go,, though I know I wouLd come Late there…

Infact I didn’t go to church Last week but it seemed Like a year… Is it too hyperboLa ???
As I came to yrc,, defiteniteLy I wouLd meet aLL my bros and sis…
Seeing them ushering,, singing,, controLLing the sound,, and their other activities makes me smiLe…
I can hear “Redeemer” was sung… vague…
Then,, when I chose the seat,, one of my fave song in my pLayList was pLayed…
.......... The Power of Your Love ……….
So touched by this song....
ParticuLarLy the Lyric is exactLy suitabLe for me…
I thought God reminds me…
But it’s not the end…
The sermon is reaLLy suitabLe with aLL the condition that I’ve been going through recentLy…
Hehehehe….
Again,, He reminds me..

I’m not recovery fuLL but infact I want to be cured..
ALL the sickness… HopefuLLy it wiLL go,, soon…
And reach my fireworks with smiLe,, reaL smiLe..

Le gra’