my way

WeLL,, I’m enjoying every second in my Lifetime here…
Eventhough Life is not easy and wiLL never be easy for me…
But,, most of the time I aLways take it easy to be abLe to share my smiLe with you..
Coz aLL I can do is just smiLing…

This sentence is popping out again in my head….
Life is aLL about choices….
Choices….
At Least 2 options are provided…
But it’s not there to be chosen by me…
No matter how hard I try,, but the basic principLe is stiLL there…
And the nature force me to back off…

It’s Like I’m at the crossroad…
And I have the right to choose which way that I shouLd take…
Once,, I go and choose the first way…
It’s smooth and I Like this way…
I’m pretty sure that I want to go on this way…
But…
The more I step into it,, the more I feeL that it has a transparent shieLd… not to protect me…
That makes me unabLe to go further….

The other way…
From the beginning,, I can see the traverse is there…
Moreover,, there’s caution for me that said: Dead end…
I definiteLy cannot choose that way… and I won’t…
But when I peek into that way…
There’s no shieLd I saw in the first way…

After aLL,, I found a huge fence in both that bLock my path…
And I don’t have the heart to against it…
ActuaLLy it’s nothing about the heart but I can’t !!!!!!!!
What I can do is….
Back and standing at the crossroad again…

Back and forth… again….
And again…
And again…

I wish…
No,, I EXPECT the barrier in the first way wiLL disappear…
And I found my way through the first way…
If onLy I can choose….

Le gra’