with a bird...

When kochan toLd that there was a guest starring at our house,, I wonder who is it???
I didn’t pay attention at aLL coz it thought he was joking..
And when I see,, it’s onLy a bird !!! Haizzz….
Then I Looked at it for the second time..
Hey,, it standing stiLL in front of our door…
I feLt Like wanna get cLoser with it,, so I starred at it back..
It didn’t move much or runaway…
Hence,, I opened the door and tried to get cLoser and cLoser again…
I wanna catch it but I was so afraid…
It seemed that it couLdn’t fLy anymore,, but it stiLL fLapped its wings…
Both of us try to catch it back but it seemed Like it couLdn’t fLy anymore…
sLowLy,, I bent down and catch it & I did it… I had it in my hands…
Hiiiiiiiiiiii,,, this is the first time I have a bird in my very own hands…
Dag dig dug degh rasanaaaa,, takut kLo dipatok,, kLo dy terbang,, kLo dy Loncat,, auuwww auuwww…

The bird was very weak…
It might be sick somewhere that caused it couldn’t fLy…
I decided to bring it back to our home and we want heLp it…
We didn’t know where we can put it,, we don’t have a cage or something Like that..
The onLy thing that can be found in our storage was Ce Anita’s cardboard…
Sorry for using it without permission Ce ;p

I put it carefuLLy,, too afraid to hurt it…
Caress it,, soooo excited…
Never have any experience Like this beforeee….
Then,, we pLanned to ask Mr. Juragan Burung if he might heLp us with it…
We aLso put rice incase it hungry,, burung makanna apa yah btw????
I wanted to put it there and get back to my room,, but I stiLL wanna pLay with it…
Keciannnn segh bnernaaa,, ga tega ninggaLin sendirian,, heiehiehie….

But thennnnnn…
There came a time when it soooo hyperactive…
Tooooooo enthusiastic to fLap it wings for a few seconds…
After that it became soo weak…
And suddenLy it died….
Died…
Died…
Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…..

I insist to bury it,, coz I think it’s not proper just to put it in the rubbish bin…
But,, there’s no pLace where we couLd bury it and we couLdn’t anyhow dig the soiL around our pLace…
No choice,, we just put the cardboard near the rubbish bin…
I have a pet… a bird…
But just for a few minutes…
So sadddddddddddd…

I wondering now,, what if I didn’t catch it and put it in the cardboard,, wouLd it be stiLL aLive or wouLd it stiLL died anyway???
And why the bird standing in front of our door as if the bird ask for heLping???
Dy dtg spt membawa pesan…
No matter how we feeL the burden inside,, there’s aLways our Father who take care of us…
ALL we have to do is just standing in God’s house,, God’s presence…
Even I,, who don't have any reLationship with it ,, wouLd open the door for it...
How about our Father oin heaven,, who is our own Father??
Does He care much enough of us???
SureLy He wiLL open the door and take care of us once we come to Him...

And once again,, He repLied me instantLy…
My dear Lord,, pLease take care of my bird….
Huhuhuhuhu,, kecian skaLiii dy….
And thx for the message through the bird…
And thx for the experience…
^^