09.01.07

In the end,, I watched Death Note 2.. Udah basi sih yah,, abiz dah Lama bgt kan.. None of my friend wants to accompany me watch it.. UntiL,, Ivan came back from Indo… What’s the relationship ?? hahahaha…. Bcoz he just came back,, he brought my Brownies KuKus rite,, then I asked him whether he aLready watched DN2 or not.. He said not yet,, & we ended up watch it together,, hahahaha….
Oh ya,, funny yah… I watch DN with the same name but different peopLe.. Ivan.. LOL.. LOL… Last time I watched DN with Ivan,, & DN2 aLso with another Ivan hahaha… Lucky they don’t make DN3,, If they make it,, maybe I shouLd go with another iVan,, huahuahuahua….
The movie was tooo Long,, more than 2 hours !!! Ivan said it’s a bit boring… kLo buat Rancu segh,, movieNa seru waLopun Luamaaaa bgt segh,, mataku caPek nonton & brusaha ga kedip,, hihihi…

Then,, then,,, we had our 1st ceLLgroup tonite… Yuhuwwww,, kinda miss them.. I’ve been bLessed knowing aLL of them,, they are amazing !!! Ko David said that we better prepare ourseLf for this year.. There wiLL be a great task for us…
Then,, we aLso taLked that God wiLL make everything good @ the right time.. Yupzz,, yupz.. This sentence aLways come out into me since New Year.. Somehow,, it keeps appearing in my mind otherwise peopLe surrounds me keep taLk about it.. Yeah,, take the positive side of it… It means that God make His wiLL @ the right time for me.. He wants teLL me that He aLready pLanned a great way for me & He has prepared it perfectLy.. aLL I have to do is just get cLoser to Him.. To know His presence better & better.. To Live in His Love every singLe day..
Maybe what we want wiLL not aLways be the same with what He wants.. Sometimes it’s hurt knowing that our thought is different with His wiLL.. But,, beLieve that this is the best way for our Life.. Yesss,, we must obey Him..
For me,, I aLso stiLL pray for such a resoLuteness in my heart & in my Life.. I need encouragement to have faith that what I’ve aLready chosen is His choice.. Yay,, yay.. I want to Live cLoser with Him (as my 1st resolution for this year ^^)…
HeLp me,, heLp me,, heLp me… Okay ??? hehehe…

What happen with yesterday ??
Seem so strange for me.. Lemme think… Hmm,, hmm,, hmm…
Yesterday was Jan 9th 2007.. Was there something speciaL yesterday ?? or a year ago ?? or years before ?? don’t think so… But,, the thing is,, it’s not reLating with me.. it’s aLL about you !!! Yes,, you !!!
Your birthday was over few months ago… I do not Loss contact with you at aLL,, though you are busy recentLy… But,, it seems that you haunt me aLL this day…

Start with my dream Last nite.. Whoaaa,, I dreamt of you.. Although that dream was sooo funny & a bit meaningLess,, but you was the main actor,, hahahaha…. I wish I can teLL you about this dream,, veryyyy stupid…
After that,, I woke up & thought about that dream.. Is there something happen with you ?? I think you’re okay rite ?? Okay,, maybe it’s nothing Lah…
Then,, I turned on the radio (I didn’t know which station)… suddenLy I reaLized that most of the songs remind me of you... Remind me of aLL those songs that you’ ve sent to me,, you’ve downLoaded for me,, you’ve toLd me… ckckckck… it’s weird,, but it happened !!!
Another thing,, when I went to the minimarket with my friend,, I saw the Lighter same as yours (that you bought with me @ Marina Square) in the cashier.. Again,, Let me think about you…
The Last was,, on my way back home from ceLLgroup,, something happened in MRT.. You remember what happened in Expo after we squired our friend to airport ?? Yupzz,, the door couLdn’t cLose after I dropped my bottLe water to the track (saLahkan sapa ntuh !!! -_-‘) Then you said it’s aLL bcoZ of me & made me scared !!!!! It happened again Last nite in RaffLes pLace MRT !!! The door couLdn’t cLose for a few minutes…
Hmm,, I don’t know how can this happen to me ?? I don’t think I miss you sooo badLy.. I don’t think I need you sooo much.. I guess I’m not thinking about you that extremeLy…

Apart from it,, I miss the pLace that we used to go… My fave pLace in Sg… Yah,, everytime I want to go there,, I aLways ask you to accompany me,, even in my sorrow time… Thx for that time.. Now,, you’ve gone.. None of my friendz Love that pLace as much as we do,, hahahaha…


“Sometimes it seems like God is difficult to find and impossibly far away. We get so caught up in our small daily duties and irritations that they become the only things that we can focus on. What we forget is that God;s love and beauty are all around us, everyday, if only we would take the time to look up and see them.”
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