LoneLy & bLessed

TotaLLy LoneLy !!!!!
Huhuhuhu…
Today,, my uncLe & his famiLy went back to Jkt… Okay,, enough… I’ve met them,, I’ve toLd them everything,, they’ve given me strength… Okay,, okay,, I’m fine…

Then,, my houzmate aLso went back to Palembang… I Live with 2 houzmates here.. One aLready went back in Nov,, & now the other aLso went back… hohohoo…. It means from now on tiLL Feb, I’LL be aLone @ my house… hahaha… In one side,, I think it’s better for me,, due to aLL those stupid things in my Life & I need time & space to be aLone.. But,, part of me don’t wanna be aLone.. I need someone to taLk to.. Not onLy on the phone that I usuaLLy do,, hehehe.. But aLso chat by face to face.. hahahaha… Confuse ?? Weird ?? That’s me …
Let me see for few days ahead,, I think I can make it… If I can’t stand to be aLone here,, prepare yourseLf to be caLLed by me & I’LL ask you to sLeep over here,, hahahaha….

My auntie toLd me to eat properLy !!!! She knew that I’LL be aLone,, she couLd predict that I’LL be Lazy to cook,, hahhaha…. Wow,, she couLd read my mind… WeLL,, maybe I’m not Lazy,, but stiLL don’t get “panggiLan jiWa” to cook aLthough I Like seeing peopLe cooking.. I heLp my mom when she cooks,, I help my houzmate when she cooks.. ProbabLy for this month,, I’LL just fry,, fry & fry (if I’m hungryyyyyyy)… hahahaha….

This morning,, I woke up early (around 6 am!!) hohoho… I had to to wake my houzmate up,, coz she hasn’t packed at that time.. Then,, I shouLd caLL my uncLe (to wake their up aLso -_-‘)… After that,, I showered.. Prepared to attend the morning service today (bcoz of them…) The sermon was about Life in gLorifing Jesus.. To gLorify His name in our Life,, we shouLd obey Him,, be a humbLe person,, Live in peacefuL Life & make peace,, & the Last,, we shouLd be a bLessing for everyone..

BLESS… one word that keep appearing in my mind..
I know I’ve been bLessed by erybody in my Life.. Seeing everybody with different perspectives,, different characters,, different personaLities,, teach me a Lot… Looking @ their Life that has been touched by God’s Love & Grace,, makes me feeL sooooo great… I know that He bLesses me… Thus,, actuaLLy I don’t need to be sad,, to be confused with aLL situations.. The pastor toLd us to be joyfuL everyday.. Uppss… that part is for me!!!! JoyfuL,, cheerfuL… those are the feeLing that disappear from me recentLy.. I’m toooo worry of everything.. I’ve never been Like this before… Huh !!! I hate seeing myseLf Like this,, I want to sLap myseLf,, hahahaha…
Yupz,, yupz,, I worried about A,, worried bout B,, C & D…
But now,, I realize that He wiLL provide everything,, @ the right time,, @ the right pLace…
Yay,, yay… I shouLd go back to the reaL “Maharani”,, jia you !!!! hahaha…

Btw,, starting for today,, for the upcoming week,, watch something different from me yah Bimbi,, Deidy.. hihihihi… ActuaLLy,, it’s not a big deal,, but I love to make you curious.. LOL.. LOL..


“Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever.”
Le gra’