Anger

Hmmm…hmmm… So sorryyyyyy,, but I’m jeaLousss !!!! Wakakakak…
In a sense that I want you to be Like 2 years ago… I want you to be more cheerfuL,, to be more open minded…
Not Like now… I don’t want to see you as passive as now,, to be as siLent as you are now…
I dunno but somehow my heart keep teLLing me that it reLates with me..
I know that you more mature now,, but it doesn’t mean Like this….

When I see you,, I feeL guiLty….
Is it caused by me ??
I’m sorry… reaLLy sorry… reaLLy sorry..
Just teLL me what shouLd I do to make you as happier as (at Least) 5 months ago… pLeaseeeee…
You wrote that “we need to keep a smiLe in our face” in fact I did it !!!
But how about you ?? I onLy see your fake smiLe.. You are not smiLing !!!

Is this how you act ?? Is this how you treat me ???
You can be Like super duper cLose with one person and after that you forget that person so fast ??
Is it Like that ???
TeLL me !!!! Coz I reaLLy hate you !!!! But you know that I can’t !!!
I want to hate you !!!! But I CAN’T !!!!
I reaLLy hate your attitude !!!!

Have you ever Loose your friend ??
I bet you never feeL Like what I feeL…
If you knew it,, if you feLt it,, if you understood it..
Just 1 question: WHY ARE YOU STILL DOING IT ?????
I guess you wiLL never understand the pain that is caused by you !!!

It reaLLy weird you know.. I dunno what did I do to you untiL you react Like this..
Did I make anything bad ??
Did I do something that you hate ??

You know that I’m taLking about you rite ??
Don’t pretend that everything’s aLrite.. Don’t pretend that everything gonna be okay…
I WANT it everything to be okay,, but you start it..

It’s not fair at aLL !!! Oh my God… pLease heLp me..
I know I’m wrong.. I shouLdn’t mad at you..
I shouLdn’t get angry with you..
ShouLd I disappear ?? I wish I can…
At Least now I never see you and you never see me rite ??? I guess it’s quite good..
But,, if I shouLd disappear in order to make you happy,, I wiLL do it.. Hahahaha….
Maybe,, I shouLd move to Malay then we wiLL never meet again !!!!!! DeaL ????

Le gra’