wanna teLL

Arrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh….
I just wanna scream… Dunno what shouLd I do again..
I want to be angry with you,, but I can’t find any reason to be angry…
I want to shout before your eyes,, but I just can pretend to be cooL…
I want to taLk a Lot of things in front of you,, but I can’t say any singLe word if I face you..
I don’t want to be Like this.. I hate this situation….
Have I toLd you before ?? If I haven’t toLd you,, Let me teLL you by this post..
I DON’T HATE YOU !!!!
I STILL RESPECT YOU !!!
I NEVER ACT AS IN I AVOID YOU !!!

It’s very weird you know…
And do you know something ???
If you are acting Like that,, it makes harder for meeeeeeeee…..
When my friends ask me,, I don’t know how to answer them… coz I aLso don’t know the reaL situation..
pLease don’t get me wrong..

Don’t get me wrong.. don’t get me wrong..
Once again I say,, pLease don’t get me wrong !!!!
Oh ya,, I know,, it may be caused by my communication skiLL… hahaha… I reaLize that I don’t know how to say what am I suppose to say properLy.. And due to some reasons,, I can’t teLL you how I feeL actuaLLy… I know I aLways Like that,, one of my weaknesses probabLy.. Wow,, a bit compLicated,, isn’t it ?? Yah,, that’s why I rather keep it siLent…
Okay,,, sorry for the misunderstanding that I’ve made.. I didn’t mean it,, reaLLy,, trust me.. But,, somehow I can’t take it anymore.. I can’t get out from this weird situation..
I don’t expect anything.. I just wish that we can be Like what I define as “friend”..
If you ask me how,, I know you can answer it by yourseLf !!!
Thx….

Le gra’