19++

Today wiLL be my Last day of being nineteen years oLd… Hahahaha…
Few hours ahead,, I wiLL no Longer 19,, hiks..hiks..
FinaLLy,, I reach 20 !!!!! Hehehehehehe….
Some friends said: “Ncu,, weLcome to cLub 20”… Haizz..Haizz…
I can’t be 19 forever… I’m gLad & happy to be 20,, huehehehe…

WeLL,, tomorrow wiLL be my second bday that I ceLebrate without my parents by my side..
RecaLL from Last year,, firstLy I feLt sad… Try to forget the past,, but Last year I caLLed my LoveLy apriL as “ApriL Sorrow” due to some reasons.. There are something happened on ApriL Last year that brought sadness to me..
But then,, I got a Lot os surprises on that day… Surprises never faiL to make me gLad,, hahahaha… A Tiramisu cake from Dhyani,, SyLvia & Citra in the cLass… Messages from my LoveLy teachers in my Junior High SchooL,, that I never imagine… A bday present from my friends.. A prayer from my ceLLgroups’ friends.. and maybe other things that I can’t remember..

I know He’s been too good to me… In the midst of the sadness,, He foist a LittLe happiness.. & just bcoz of those smaLL things,, it changed my sorrows..
HopefuLLy,, for this year,, aLthough there’s no more ApriL Sorrow,, I stiLL hope for the LittLe happiness to round off my cheerfuLness,, hihihihihi… I know He wiLL..

Hmm,, prayer for this year…
Just hope to be more mature… Not to act chiLdish anymore (a bit difficuLt though..)…
pLease give me wisdom… A wisdom that is required to soLve the probLems wiseLy…
and grant me the abiLity & capabiLity… aLL that I need to do my tasks,, my responsibiLities and my duties…

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