Easter ^^

First of aLL: Happiee Easter dear aLL of my frenz !!!!!
May God bLess u abundantLy…

Woohooooo… Easter is my 2nd fave events after Christmas… And today,, woooo,, I reaLLy enjoy today..
Attended the first haLf Recruitment & Selection cLass,, then tancep gas ke Hyatt hotel.. There was Easter ceLebration there,, with Youth aLive & PauL GreeLing.. They were soo good… So fantastic… The atmospehere was sooo aLive,, that made peopLe soo excited…

Then,, yuhuwww.. FinaLLy we watched Freedom Writers…
Peserta kaLi ini berjumLah 11 org: Ce Bombie,, Ce Lydia,, Ceph,, Elisa,, Rancu,, Ko David,, Ko Denny,, Ko Andry,, Ko Ceka,, Jojo & Grace,, hahahaha... Msh bLom mengaLahkan record Stomp The Yard yg ber-15 org... Kecian si Koko yg sedang sibuk2na prepared for the presentation.. Wow,, disaat org2 menikmati pubLic hoLiday pas Good Friday kmaren,, si Koko maLah menikmati rasana dikejar deadLine,, hihihi… Turut berduka cita ko… Good Luck buat presentasina bbrp jam ke dpn !!!!

Oh yaaa… Kegiatan Laen seusai ntn ?? Pasti makan dunkkk… Jreng.. Jreng… Chee Chong Fun wouLd be our choice… DefiniteLy I would choose XO Durian !!! Adow,, geLooooo,, I reaLLy feeL fuLL today.. Hahaha…

Hmmm….hmmmm…
ApriL has come…
ApriL aLways bring me some feeLings about peacefuLness..

But,, another case came out when I arrived home.. A shocking message from a friend.. A friend that just went away.. I dunno whose fauLt,, but we seemed forget each other.. A friend that disappear as the time goes by.. A friend that I stiLL care..
PersonaLLy,, I hope to meet him again.. TaLk about everything just Like we did few months back.. But,, too bad.. I dunno what’s happening between us.. Sorry if I seem Like I forget him.. I didn’t mean it,, hehehehe… I just have a bit hectic agenda recentLy,, hahahaha…. And i knew that he is a busy basi mannn,, Just feeL afraid to disturb him,, hahahaha….
SuddenLy He messaged me and toLd about his doubtfuLness… Wow,, it surprised me mannnn,, hehehehe… I thought that you (fiLL in the bLank)………..

Things wiLL never be the same again babe.. So sorry if took your precious time.. Please forgive me if I made any mistake,, I think I did… Now,, I’m Learning not to force myseLf to get what I want.. Yupz,, yupz,, everything wiLL not aLways be the same as your thought,, your wish,, your expectation… But,, having the heart to Let go is not as difficuLt anymore for me,, at Least for these 3 years back.. WeLL,, I don’t say is an easy thing to do,, but it’s getting easier than 3 or 4 years behind..

Lemme share my story with you my darLingggg…. Hope you can understand it….
2.5 years ago,, I had to give up one of my dreams… On that particuLar moment,, I was reaLLy upsetttt,, coz it was one of my future dreams… Hoho,, of course I was very sad at that moment.. The situation was reaLLy badddddd at that time… I reaLized that give something up is not equaL Let something go.. Hmmm,, I used to give up something or Let say I’m not a fighter… And I didn’t feeL anything,, I aLways say “it’s ok”.. Then I found inside my heart, I couLdn’t Let it go.. I said I give it up,, but I stiLL heLd it in my heart.. Yah,, there was time when it’s very difficuLt for me to Let go something that I reaLLy Like..

That incident toLd me & taught me that sometimes I must Let go something I don’t wanna Loose... Don’t force myseLf just for hoping the things that I want,, but Let HIM take controL.. If He requires I owned it or I got it,, I wiLL get it no matter how.. It wiLL be mine… Sometime after that accident,, I reaLize that I must resurrect again.. I couLdn’t Let myseLf in the darkness just because I Lost my dream,, just because I couLdn’t get what I want.. Yah,, I found the strength that make me feeL brand new again,, the strength that heLp me cope the difficuLties.. Do you know where I find that kind of strength ??
DefiniteLy,, I found it in my best friend ever after: Mr. Jesus Christ.. Yeah,, yeah.. In Him,, I found those strength.. I aLways know that I wouLd find a way in Christ aLone.. In times of happiness,, in times of sadness.. He’s been soooo great to me,, to my parents,, to my reLatives,, to my friends,, to everyone… I Love HIM..
Now,, I can said “Let go” straightforward.. If I’m sure that I shouLd Let it go,, I can say it without any regret… Cause I know there wiLL be a great pLan for us who dweLL in His house..

I dunno whether you feeL the same or not.. One thing that I know is I believe in you.. Once you make a decision,, I believe that you’ve think about it.. Don't make any mistake again.. I know that things can't never be the same again,, but you can start a new journey again... You can start a new beginning again.. One suggestion,, pLease foLLow your heart.. coz the one who controL your Life is you,, nobody eLse..
You aLready mature enough.. HopefuLLy you can decide what wiLL be the best for you and for her.. I just can pray for you… Jia youuu my dearrrr….

ps: i stiLL Love the power of --ijo--.. More or Less it changed me.. Thx...

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