picturing

Today… 25.05.07…
Did he remember the date ???
It’s exactLy …… (fiLL in the bLank) ago..
Today… I came to the pLace when we cLear it aLL…
I came to the pLace where we spent a whoLe day together…
A day that I shouLd forget but I can’t…
A memory that must be erased but couLdn’t….

When the thing’s over…
And the one Left behind is just a memory…
Can I keep it for myseLf ???
Can I store it in my heart as one remembrance of something ???

Maybe he can easiLy forget it…
But it’s my right to decide it…
It’s my decision to keep it…
Though it may hurt,, though it painfuL…
Bittersweet….bittersweet….

WeLL,, I didn’t expect it hat thought wiLL burst my mind again…
I’ve toLd that it’s not special anymore…
But as I waLked to that particuLar spot,, that particuLar Location,,
I’m picturing two peopLe that Looked unsure at that evening…
Sat on that particuLar seat,, taLked about it and that..
TaLked seriousLy with a LiL bit of humour here and there…
I’m picturing exactLy how they face each other..
I’m picturing their smiLe,, as they know it was the Last chance for them…
I’m picturing how they thought,, as they predict to become stranger when the sun goes by…
I’m picturing the fate that does not go aLong them…
Moreover,, when I write it down,, my pLayList pLay those songs..
Those aLbum from him..
Those songs that made me stronger coz of the Lyric,, but hurt me as it reminds of him…

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